BackAmber’s Mark: Blood and Bond

Chapter 17 - Aftermath

AMBER

The silence after Mira’s exile is not peace. It’s the quiet before the storm.

Not the howling kind that tore through Eldergrove a few nights ago—no, this is different. Thicker. Heavier. Like the air after a blade has been drawn but not yet struck. The citadel hums with it—the guards too alert, the torches too still, the shadows too deep. Even the bond, usually a steady hum beneath my skin, feels… coiled. Waiting.

Kaelen and I walk back to our chambers in silence, our hands brushing with every step, his shoulder pressed lightly against mine. He’s favoring his side—where the silver blade pierced him—though he’d never admit it. I feel it through the bond, a dull ache beneath his ribs, a ghost of the poison that tried to kill him. But he’s alive. He’s here. And that’s all that matters.

For now.

We reach the suite. The connecting door is open, the fire in the hearth already burning low, casting long shadows across the stone. I move to the wardrobe, pulling out a clean shirt for him, my movements automatic. He watches me, his dark eyes unreadable, his face still tight with pain he won’t name.

“Take off your coat,” I say.

“I’m fine.”

“You’re not.” I step in front of him, my hands on his chest, feeling the tension in his muscles. “Let me see the wound.”

He exhales, long and slow, then reaches for the buttons. His fingers are stiff, slow. I help him, unbuttoning the black coat, sliding it from his shoulders. Beneath it, his shirt is torn, stained with dried blood—mine and his. I peel it back, revealing the wound.

It’s healing.

The skin is sealed—thanks to my blood, my magic, the bond—but it’s still angry. Red and raw around the edges, the flesh puckered where the silver tore through. And beneath it, I can see the faint shimmer of residual magic—Unseelie poison, still clinging, still fighting.

“It’s not gone,” I whisper.

“It will be.”

“Not if we don’t treat it.” I turn to the desk, grabbing a vial of salve from my satchel—witch’s balm, laced with moonroot and silverbane. I uncork it, the scent sharp and clean, like frost and iron. “This will help.”

He doesn’t argue. Just sits on the edge of the bed, his back straight, his jaw clenched. I kneel in front of him, my fingers gentle as I spread the salve over the wound. He flinches—just once—but doesn’t pull away.

“You should’ve let me die,” he murmurs.

My hand stills. “Don’t say that.”

“I was protecting you.”

“And I protected you,” I say, looking up at him. “That’s how this works. Not one of us sacrificing for the other. *Together*. You don’t get to decide for me. You don’t get to throw yourself in front of a blade and expect me to be okay with it.”

His eyes darken. “And you don’t get to bite into a silver wound and drain your magic to save me.”

“I do,” I say. “Because I love you. And if you die, I die. The bond sees to that.”

“It’s not just the bond,” he says, his voice rough. “It’s *you*. It’s the way you look at me. The way you fight for me. The way you *burn* for me. And I—” He swallows. “I can’t lose that.”

I press my palm to the wound, feeling the heat beneath the skin. “Then don’t.”

He reaches up, his hand covering mine. “I don’t want to.”

We stay like that—kneeling, touching, breathing—until the salve is absorbed, until the wound stops pulsing with poison. I sit beside him, my shoulder pressed to his, my head resting on his arm. The bond hums—quiet, warm, *alive*—but beneath it, I feel the strain. The curse isn’t gone. Vexis isn’t gone. And Mira—

“She’ll come back,” I say.

“She’s disposable,” Kaelen says. “Vexis won’t waste resources on her now.”

“But she’ll try,” I say. “She’ll want revenge. She’ll want you.”

“She never had me.” He turns to me, his fingers brushing my jaw. “You’re the only one who’s ever had me. Not my blood. Not my title. Not my power. *Me*.”

I close my eyes, leaning into his touch. “I don’t want you because of the bond.”

“I know.” He kisses my forehead. “I want you because of *you*. Because you’re fearless. Because you’re fierce. Because you’re the only person who’s ever made me feel like I’m not a monster.”

“You’re not a monster,” I whisper.

“Aren’t I?” He exhales. “I’ve ruled with blood. I’ve made pacts with liars. I’ve let people die to keep the peace. I’ve done things—” His voice breaks. “—things I can’t take back.”

“And I’ve done things too,” I say. “I came here to kill you. I’ve lied. I’ve stolen. I’ve used people. We’re not saints, Kaelen. We’re survivors. And if we have to burn a few bridges to stay alive—then so be it.”

He looks at me, his eyes searching mine. “You really mean that.”

“I do.” I take his hand, lacing my fingers with his. “We’re not perfect. But we’re *real*. And that’s enough.”

The bond flares—warm, bright, *alive*. The sigil on my chest pulses gold, steady, strong. The curse is breaking. But not because of magic. Not because of blood.

Because of *us*.

We sit in silence for a long time, just breathing, just *being*. The fire crackles. The city hums. The bond hums. And for the first time since I arrived in Eldergrove, I feel… safe.

Not because the danger is gone.

Because I’m not facing it alone.

Later, when the sun begins to set, I rise, moving to the wardrobe. “I’m going to change.”

“Stay,” he says.

I turn. “I’m not leaving.”

“I mean… stay here. With me. In this room. In this bed.”

I study him. “You’re not just saying that because of the bond.”

“I’m saying it because I want you here,” he says. “Not because I need you to survive. Because I want to wake up with you beside me. Because I want to feel your breath on my neck. Because I want to know you’re safe.”

“And if I say no?”

“Then I’ll carry you back,” he says, a ghost of a smile touching his lips. “But I’d rather you choose.”

I don’t answer. Just move to the bed, pulling back the covers, slipping beneath them. He follows, lying beside me, his arm draping over my waist, his body warm against my back. I press into him, my head on his shoulder, his breath in my hair.

“You’re not afraid,” he murmurs.

“I am,” I whisper. “But not of you. Not of this.”

“Then what?”

“Of what comes next.” I close my eyes. “Vexis isn’t done. The Council isn’t done. And the curse—”

“Is breaking,” he says. “Because we’re facing it together. Not as enemies. Not as predator and prey. As partners.”

I turn in his arms, facing him. “And if it doesn’t work?”

“Then we die together.” He brushes a strand of hair from my face. “But I’d rather burn with you than rule alone.”

I smile—small, real, *alive*. “You’re so dramatic.”

“I’m not.” He presses his forehead to mine. “I’m just finally honest.”

We stay like that—wrapped in each other, the bond humming between us, quiet, *real*. The city may still be at war. The Council may still demand blood. Mira may still plot in the shadows.

But none of it matters.

Because in this moment, we’re not enemies.

We’re not allies.

We’re not even just bonded by blood.

We’re *in love*.

And for the first time in ten years—

I don’t feel like a weapon.

I feel like a woman.

And he feels like my cure.

Later, when the dawn begins to bleed through the windows, I pull back, my hand brushing his chest, tracing the sigil. “It’s changed,” I say. “It’s not red anymore.”

“It’s not punishing us,” he says. “It’s *feeding* us.”

I look at him. “Do you think… do you think the curse is breaking?”

“I think,” he says, pulling me close again, “that the only curse was denying this.”

I rest my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. “Then let it break,” I whisper. “Let it all burn.”

He kisses the top of my head. “It already has.”

But in the silence that follows, I feel it—a whisper in the bond, faint, cold.

Not from him.

Not from me.

From somewhere deeper.

Something older.

A voice, slithering through the dark:

You think trust saves you?

It’s your downfall.

I don’t tell him.

Not yet.

Because for the first time, he’s at peace.

And I won’t ruin it.

Not even for the truth.

Not even for the war that’s coming.

Not even for the voice I hear, slithering through the bond like poison:

You think love saves you?

It’s your doom.

I hold him tighter.

And I wait.

For the storm.