BackAmber’s Mark: Blood and Bond

Chapter 34 - The Witch’s Lament

AMBER

The city holds its breath.

Not in fear. Not in silence. But in waiting—like the pause between lightning and thunder, like the stillness before a blade cuts skin. The truth of Kaelen’s father has settled over Eldergrove like ash, heavy and suffocating. Not a revelation that frees, but one that binds us tighter to the storm. The Council has agreed to stand with us, not because they believe in love, but because they’ve seen it—felt it, tasted it, lived it through the bond. And now, they know: this war isn’t about bloodlines. It’s about belief. About whether we can trust what we feel, or if every touch is a trap, every kiss a lie.

And I know—

Vexis is coming.

He’s been waiting for this. Waiting for us to open our hearts, to show our weakness, to believe. And now that we have, he’ll strike where it hurts most.

Not at Kaelen.

Not at the Council.

At me.

I feel it in the bond—a whisper beneath the warmth, a cold thread winding through the gold. Not from Kaelen. Not from the city. From somewhere deeper. Older. A voice, slithering through the dark:

You think truth saves you?

It’s your unraveling.

I don’t tell him.

Not yet.

Because for the first time, he’s at peace. His father wasn’t a monster. He was a man who tried to save us—by forcing us into a bond that could only be healed by love. And Kaelen, who spent centuries believing he was cursed, now knows he was chosen. That we were meant to find each other. And it’s changed him. Not softened him. Not made him weak. Made him real.

But I can’t afford peace.

Not when my mother’s soul is still trapped.

Not when the blade that holds her is still locked in the vault beneath the citadel.

Not when I know—deep in my bones—that Vexis won’t stop until he turns our love into a weapon.

“You’re quiet,” Kaelen says, stepping into the chamber, his boots silent on the stone. He’s shed his coat, his shirt open at the collar, the sigil on his chest glowing faintly gold. He doesn’t look like a king. Not now. Just a man. A man who’s finally allowed himself to hope.

“I’m thinking,” I say, pressing a hand to the sigil. “About my mother.”

He stills. Not from fear. From respect. “Elara,” he says, her name soft on his lips. “She didn’t break the Blood Oath. She was framed. And her soul is in the blade.”

“And we haven’t freed her,” I say. “Not yet.”

“Because we’re not ready,” he says. “The bond has to be pure. The corruption has to be gone. And it is. But freeing her—” He steps closer, his heat rolling off him, thick and heavy. “—it might break the bond. It might kill you.”

“Then I’ll die,” I say. “But I won’t let her suffer another day.”

He flinches—just slightly—but I see it. The way his fangs press against his gums. The way his pulse spikes beneath his skin. The way his hand trembles as he reaches for me.

“Don’t say that,” he murmurs, cupping my face, his thumb brushing my cheek. “Not even as a threat. Not even as a choice. You don’t get to leave me. Not now. Not after everything.”

My breath hitches.

Because it’s not just the words.

It’s the way he says them. The way his voice breaks on *me*, like it’s a word he’s only just learned.

And I believe him.

I *do*.

But the fear—

It’s still there.

Like a knife in my ribs.

“Then help me,” I say. “Not as my king. Not as my lover. As my partner. As the man who sees me—not as a weapon, not as a cure, but as Amber.”

He exhales, long and slow, then pulls me into his arms, holding me tight, his face buried in my hair. “I’m afraid,” he murmurs. “Afraid of losing you. Afraid of breaking us. Afraid that one day, I’ll do something—say something—that makes you walk away and never come back.”

“Then don’t make me choose,” I say, tilting my head to look at him. “Don’t make me live in a world where you’re gone. Because I won’t. I’ll burn it down with you.”

He kisses me—soft, deep, unhurried. Not hungry. Not desperate. Sacred.

And then—

He pulls back.

Just enough to look at me.

“I don’t want to rush this,” he says. “I don’t want to take you into a ritual I can’t control. I don’t want to risk you for a war that’s already lost.”

“Then let it be lost,” I say. “But let it be lost together.”

He doesn’t answer. Just stares at me, his eyes wet, his chest rising and falling. And then—

He nods.

“Then we go together,” he says. “But you stay behind me. You don’t speak. You don’t breathe unless I say so. This isn’t a ritual. It’s a reckoning. And if the blade resists—” His voice drops. “—I’ll destroy it myself.”

My stomach twists.

Not from fear.

From doubt.

Because I know what’s in that blade.

Not just my mother’s soul.

But the truth.

The full truth.

And if he destroys it—

Then we’ll never know.

We descend through the citadel—side by side, our steps slow, deliberate. The torches flicker, not with flame, but with something colder. Older. The scent of musk and magic hangs in the air, thick and heavy. I keep my hand on the sigil, grounding myself, reminding myself of the truth.

The curse is broken.

The bond is real.

And I’m not alone.

The vault lies beneath the oldest part of the citadel—a tomb of iron and shadow, its walls lined with chains, its floor etched with runes that pulse faintly, like a dying heartbeat. The air is thick with the scent of ancient magic, of dried blood, of something deeper, older: sorrow. And at the center—

The Sanguis Vinctus.

It rests on a pedestal of black stone, its edge glowing faintly, its power still dangerous. The blade that stole my mother’s soul. The blade that started this war. The blade that might end it.

Kaelen stops at the entrance, his fangs bared, his eyes dark with something I’ve never seen before.

Not rage.

Not fear.

Protectiveness.

“Stay behind me,” he says.

I don’t argue. Just step to his side—beside him, not behind. “I’m not your shadow,” I say. “I’m your equal.”

He doesn’t answer. Just moves forward, his hand on the hilt of his dagger. The runes flare as we approach, not in warning, but in recognition. The blade knows us. Knows the bond. Knows the blood.

And then—

A whisper.

Faint. Cold.

From the blade.

Not from the bond.

Not from Kaelen.

From her.

“Amber…”

My breath catches.

Because I know that voice.

“Mother,” I whisper.

“You’ve grown,” she says, her voice soft, broken, real. “So strong. So fierce. I’m proud of you.”

Tears burn in my eyes.

Not from sadness.

From recognition.

Because it’s not just her voice.

It’s her presence. Her warmth. Her love.

And I hate it.

Not because I don’t want her back.

But because I know—

This isn’t her.

Not really.

It’s Vexis.

“Don’t listen,” Kaelen growls, stepping in front of me. “It’s not her. It’s a trick. A glamour. A lie.”

“He’s afraid,” the voice says, not from the blade, but from the air, from the stone, from the shadows. “Afraid of losing you. Afraid of what you’ll do when you know the truth.”

“What truth?” I ask, stepping forward, my hand pressed to the sigil.

“That I didn’t just break the Blood Oath,” the voice says. “I was meant to. That the curse wasn’t punishment. It was protection. That Kaelen’s father didn’t create the bond to save the city.”

“Then why?” I whisper.

“To bind you,” the voice says. “To chain you. To make sure you’d never be free. Because if you were, you’d destroy them all.”

“Liar,” Kaelen snarls, drawing his dagger. “You’re not Elara. You’re Vexis. And I’ll cut out your tongue myself.”

“No,” the voice says. “I’m not Vexis. I’m the truth he’s been hiding. The truth your mother died to protect. The truth that if you free her, the bond will break. And you’ll remember.”

“Remember what?” I ask, my voice breaking.

“Who you are,” the voice whispers. “What you are. Why you were born. Why the curse chose you. Why the bond wants you.”

The bond flares—hot, sharp.

Not in pain.

In warning.

Because she’s not lying.

And then—

Silence.

Thick. Suffocating. Wrong.

Kaelen turns to me, his dark eyes searching mine. “Don’t,” he says. “Don’t free her. Not yet. Not without knowing the cost.”

“And if I don’t?” I ask. “If I leave her trapped? If I let her suffer because I’m afraid of the truth?”

“Then you’re not the woman I love,” he says. “You’re the weapon she made you.”

My breath hitches.

Because it’s not just the words.

It’s the way he says them. The way his voice breaks on *love*, like it’s a word he’s only just learned.

And I believe him.

I *do*.

But the fear—

It’s still there.

Like a knife in my ribs.

“Then help me,” I say. “Not as my king. Not as my lover. As my partner. As the man who sees me—not as a weapon, not as a cure, but as Amber.”

He exhales, long and slow, then nods.

“Then we do it together,” he says. “Hand in hand. Blood to blood. Truth to truth.”

I slice my palm with the edge of my dagger. Blood wells—dark, rich, alive. He does the same. Our blood mixes, sealing the pact, binding the vow. The bond explodes—not in pain, not in magic, but in light.

White-hot. Blinding. Pure.

I feel it—thick, warm, ancient—racing through my veins, igniting every dead cell, every fading breath. The sigil on my chest pulses—gold, radiant, alive—no longer a curse, but a cure. The runes flare, sealing the cracks, reactivating the magic. The blade hums—low, deep, freeing—and then—

Darkness.

Not from the chamber.

From the bond.

And when I open my eyes—

I’m not in the vault.

I’m in the sanctum.

The night I infiltrated the Nocturne Citadel. The night I cut his palm. The night our blood touched and the bond ignited.

But I’m not me.

I’m him.

I see through his eyes.

Feel through his skin.

And the first thing I feel—

—is hunger.

Not for blood.

Not for power.

For me.

I watch myself step from the shadows—dark hair, storm-gray eyes, blade in hand, fire in my veins. I feel his breath catch. Feel his fangs press against his gums. Feel his pulse spike, not with alarm, not with rage, but with something deeper.

Recognition.

He doesn’t see an assassin.

He sees a challenge.

And then—

I cut him.

His palm splits, blood welling dark and rich. But he doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t pull away.

Because he wants it.

Wants the pain.

Wants the connection.

And when our blood touches—

—the world explodes.

Not in magic.

In need.

Fire floods his veins. His skin burns. His fangs extend. His cock thickens, straining against his trousers. He wants to grab me. To pin me to the altar. To taste my blood, my sweat, my scream.

But he doesn’t.

Because he knows—

Not just that I came to kill him.

But that I’m the first person in two hundred years who hasn’t bowed to him.

Who hasn’t feared him.

Who hasn’t needed him.

And that fearless hatred—

—ignites something in him he didn’t know he had.

The memory shifts.

The Council chamber.

The first time I accused him of murder. The bond flared. I collapsed. And he caught me.

But through his eyes—

I see it differently.

I see the way my body pressed to his chest. The way my breath hitched against his neck. The way my scent—jasmine and iron and something wild—flooded his senses, making him dizzy with want.

And beneath it—

—fear.

Not of me.

Of losing me.

Of the bond killing him not because I lied, but because she died.

The memory shifts again.

The elevator.

The blackout.

Our bodies pressed together in the dark. His hand on my waist. My breath stuttering.

But through his eyes—

I see the war inside him.

The way his fangs ached to bite. The way his cock throbbed against my thigh. The way his hands trembled with the need to tear my clothes off, to take me right there, to make me scream my name in the dark.

And then—

His voice, rough, strained: “Don’t move. Or I won’t stop.”

Not a threat.

A plea.

Because he wanted me to move.

Wanted me to push him. To challenge him. To make him lose control.

The memory shifts.

The shared dream.

Me, in the silver gown, straddling him, whispering “I love you” as the bond exploded.

But through his eyes—

I see the way my voice broke. The way my hands trembled. The way my body arched into his touch like it was starved for it.

And beneath it—

—awe.

Not just at my beauty. Not just at my power.

At the fact that I loved him.

That I, the woman who came to kill him, had just given him the one thing he’d never had.

Truth.

The memory shifts.

The ruins.

The kiss.

Me, wrapped around him, my legs locked around his waist, my fingers clawing at his coat, my mouth fused to mine.

But through his eyes—

I feel it.

The way his heart stuttered.

The way his blood sang.

The way his soul recognized mine.

And beneath it—

—terror.

Not of the curse.

Not of the bond.

Of me.

Of what I could do to him.

Of what I already had.

The memory shifts one last time.

Now.

Me, lying beside him in bed, my hand in his, my eyes searching his.

And I feel it—

Not just his love.

Not just his desire.

His vulnerability.

The way his chest tightens when I smile. The way his breath hitches when I touch him. The way his fangs press against his gums when I say his name.

And beneath it—

—a whisper, raw, unfiltered:

She’s mine. And I’m hers. And I’ll burn the world to keep her.

The memories flood me—fast, relentless, real. Not just the acts. Not just the lies. The hunger. The fear. The awe. The terror. The centuries of pretending he didn’t need anyone. The moment he saw me and felt everything.

And then—

Darkness.

We’re back in the vault, our breaths ragged, our bodies trembling. The bond hums—quiet, pained, alive.

The blade—

—is gone.

Not destroyed.

Not broken.

Released.

And in its place—

A woman.

Not solid. Not real.

A wisp of light and shadow, her form flickering, her eyes storm-gray, just like mine.

“Amber,” she whispers. “My daughter.”

My breath catches.

Because it’s not a trick.

Not a glamour.

It’s her.

My mother.

And she’s free.

I don’t move. Don’t speak. Just step forward—into her light, into her warmth, into her love.

And then—

She speaks.

“You were never meant to break the curse,” she says. “You were meant to become it. To embrace it. Because the curse isn’t a prison. It’s a gift. A weapon. A legacy.”

“What are you saying?” I whisper.

“That I didn’t break the Blood Oath,” she says. “I fulfilled it. That the bond isn’t a curse. It’s a key. And you, my daughter—” Her voice breaks. “—you are the lock.”

The bond flares—white-hot, blinding, pure.

And I know—

The truth is coming.

And when it does—

Everything will burn.