BackBlair’s Blood Oath

Chapter 40 – The Beginning

BLAIR

The wind on the Undercourt steps is sharp with the scent of rain and stone, the kind that slices through silk and skin alike. Dawn bleeds across Edinburgh’s skyline, painting the ancient towers in hues of rose and gold, as if the city itself is trying to forget the blood spilled beneath its streets. Humans stir below—baristas opening shops, students rushing to class, lovers whispering in alleys—oblivious to the war that raged in the dark, to the oaths broken, to the woman who walked into fire and didn’t burn.

And I—

I stand at the edge of it all.

Hand in hand with Kaelen D’Vaire.

Not as prisoner. Not as pawn. Not as weapon.

As equal.

His fingers are cold against mine, his grip firm, unyielding. His coat flutters in the wind, black as shadow, his fangs retracted, his black eyes burning with something deeper than hunger. Not dominance. Not vengeance.

Peace.

And it terrifies me.

Because I’ve spent my life chasing fire. I came here to unmake. To burn his world down. To avenge my mother, to sever the Oath, to prove I was more than a half-breed outcast, more than a tool, more than a witch with fae blood and human rage.

And I did.

But not how I thought.

Not with destruction.

Not with blood.

With choice.

“You’re quiet,” he says, voice low, rough. “Even for you.”

“You’re observant,” I mutter, pressing my palm to the mark between my shoulder blades. It pulses faintly—gold, warm, alive—a vow etched into my skin, a bond sealed not by force, but by fire, by blood, by the moment I chose him over revenge.

“You’re thinking about her,” he says.

“I’m thinking about me,” I correct. “About the woman I was. The one who believed love was weakness. Who thought power was the only thing that mattered. Who came here to destroy you.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just turns to me, his thumb brushing the curve of my jaw. “And now?”

“Now I’m not sure who I am.”

“You’re Blair Vale.” His voice drops, low, dangerous. “Witch. Fae. Warrior. My equal. The woman who stood in the center of the ritual chamber and broke the Oath with her bare hands.”

“And the woman who kissed you in front of the entire council,” I add, a smirk tugging at my lips.

He smirks back. “And the woman who made me forget how to breathe.”

And just like that—the tension eases.

Because he doesn’t want me to be someone else.

He wants me to be me.

Flaws and fire and all.

“They’re watching,” I say, glancing down the steps.

And they are.

Not just the vampires lingering in the shadows, their fangs bared in smiles that aren’t smiles. Not just the werewolves prowling the edges, their heat cycles humming beneath their skin. Not just the witches whispering in hidden corners, their sigils flaring with blood and breath.

But the humans.

Unaware. Unseeing. And yet—

They feel it.

The shift.

The change.

The quiet after the storm.

And the bond—

It hums—low, steady, satisfied.

Like a promise.

Like a curse.

Like the beginning of something neither of us can stop.

We descend the steps slowly, deliberately, like we’re unwrapping a vow. The city stirs around us—coffee carts opening, taxis honking, the first train rattling beneath the Royal Mile—but we move through it like ghosts, like legends, like something older than blood, older than magic.

Kaelen doesn’t speak. Doesn’t need to. His presence is a wall of cold, controlled power, but it’s not the same as before. Not the predator. Not the lord. Not the monster who fed on traitors in the open.

It’s something softer.

Something real.

And I—

I walk beside him.

Not behind.

Not in front.

Beside.

Like we’ve finally found our rhythm.

Like we’ve finally stopped fighting.

“Where are we going?” I ask, voice low.

“You’ll see,” he says.

And I don’t argue.

Because for the first time in my life, I don’t feel like I have to.

Because I trust him.

Not because the bond demands it.

Not because the magic requires it.

But because he let me lead.

Because he let me choose.

Because he didn’t flinch when I slapped him.

Because he didn’t break when I marked him.

Because he stood beside me in the ritual chamber and said, “I love you,” not because the Oath required it, but because it was true.

And so I follow.

Down cobbled streets. Past ancient stone buildings. Through alleys where fae laughter echoes like glass breaking. Until we reach the edge of the city—the northern cliffs, where the sea crashes against the rocks, where the wind howls like a ghost.

And there—

She is.

Lira.

Not in flesh. Not in shadow.

But in memory.

A simple stone, unmarked, half-buried in the earth. No name. No title. No epitaph.

Just… gone.

And Riven stands beside it, his golden eyes sharp, his presence a quiet storm. He doesn’t turn. Doesn’t speak. Just watches the sea, his hands clenched at his sides, his body tense with something I can’t name.

Grief.

Regret.

Relief.

“You brought me here,” I say, voice soft.

Kaelen nods. “He needed to see you.”

“And you?”

“I needed to see us.”

And I understand.

Because this isn’t just about Lira.

It’s about what we’ve become.

What we’ve lost.

What we’ve gained.

And so I step forward, slow, deliberate, like I’m walking into a fire. The wind tugs at my hair, my dress, my magic. I press my palm to the stone—cold, rough, unyielding.

“I didn’t know her,” I say, voice low. “Not really. I saw her as a rival. A liar. A threat. But she was more than that.”

Riven turns. His eyes burn into mine. “She loved him.”

“And you?” I ask. “Did you?”

He stills. Just for a second. But I see it—the flicker in his eyes, the tension in his jaw, the way his hand clenches at his side.

“I don’t know,” he says, voice rough. “But I buried her. Not because I hated her. Not because I wanted her gone. But because I had to protect you. Protect him. Protect the North Quarter.”

“And now?”

“Now I carry it.” He presses his palm to his chest. “Like a wound that won’t heal.”

“You don’t have to carry it alone,” I say.

“I know.” He lifts his head, his golden eyes burning into mine. “But I choose to.”

And I believe him.

Because loyalty isn’t always loud.

Sometimes, it’s quiet.

Sometimes, it’s standing in the wind, watching the sea, carrying the weight of what you’ve done.

“She was a warning,” I say, turning to Kaelen. “A reflection of what I could have become. Someone who chose power over love. Lies over truth. Vengeance over peace.”

He doesn’t answer. Just pulls me into his arms, his body a wall of cold, controlled power. The bond hums—low, steady, satisfied—like it’s finally found its home.

And maybe it has.

Maybe I have.

“We’re not them,” he murmurs, pressing his forehead to mine. “We’re not your mother. We’re not Malrik. We’re not Lira. We’re us.”

And I believe him.

Because I’m not here to unmake.

I’m here to become.

Later, in the private chambers, I stand at the window, watching the city below. The sun is high now, casting long shadows across the Royal Mile. Humans walk the streets, unaware of the war that shaped their world. Unaware of the woman who broke an oath, who faced a monster, who chose love over revenge.

And then—

Kaelen appears behind me, his arms wrapping around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder. “You’re quiet again,” he murmurs.

“I’m thinking.”

“About?”

“What comes next.” I press my palm to the glass. “We broke the Oath. We claimed the North Quarter. We passed the hybrid rights. But Malrik is still out there. Lira’s death… it wasn’t clean. Riven—he’s carrying it. And me—”

“You’re not the same,” he says, voice rough. “Neither am I.”

“No.” I turn in his arms, my green eyes searching his. “But are we strong enough to build what we destroyed?”

He doesn’t answer with words.

Just pulls me into a kiss.

Not violently. Not desperately.

Gently.

Softly.

Like a vow.

Like a beginning.

His lips are cold at first, but they warm under mine, softening, opening, yielding. His hands cradle my face, not to pull, not to possess, but to hold. His fangs graze my lower lip—just a whisper, a threat, a promise—but he doesn’t bite. Doesn’t take. Just waits.

And I—

I deepen the kiss.

My tongue slides against his, slow, deliberate, tasting the cold, metallic tang of vampire blood, the warmth of something deeper, something human. He groans—low, guttural, free—and his arms tighten around me, pulling me closer, until there’s no space between us, until our bodies are fused, until the bond hums between us—alive, electric.

And then—

He breaks the kiss.

Slow. Reluctant.

“I love you,” he whispers, pressing his forehead to mine. “Not because the bond demands it. Not because the Oath requires it. But because you’re the first thing in centuries that’s made me feel alive.”

My breath catches.

And for one breathless moment, we’re not enemies.

We’re hunger.

But not the kind that destroys.

The kind that builds.

“Then let me be your first,” I say, voice rough. “Your last. Your only.”

He smiles—a rare, real thing, soft at the edges. “You already are.”

And then—

He lifts me.

Not with magic. Not with force.

With care.

And carries me to the bed.

He lays me down gently, his hands steady, his touch light. The black silk is cool against my skin, but my body burns. My magic hums. The bond thrums, alive, electric.

“This isn’t just sex,” I say, voice low.

“No,” he says, pressing his forehead to mine. “It’s a celebration. A vow. A choice.”

And then—

He kisses me.

Not violently. Not desperately.

Gently.

Softly.

Like a vow.

Like a beginning.

And I kiss him back.

Because I’m not afraid anymore.

Because I’m not alone.

Because the truth—

Is that I’m not here to unmake.

I’m here to become.

The bond hums—low, steady, satisfied.

Like a promise.

Like a curse.

Like the beginning of something neither of us can stop.

Later, when the torches burn low and the runes on the walls pulse faintly, I lie on the edge of the bed, my head in Kaelen’s lap, his fingers threading through my hair. The city hums below. The North Quarter breathes. The future looms.

But for now—

There is this.

Peace.

Love.

Choice.

And then—

Riven appears in the doorway, his golden eyes sharp, his presence a quiet storm. He doesn’t speak. Just watches us.

“You’re healed,” I say, sitting up.

He nods. “The mark’s gone. The wound’s closed.”

“And her?”

He doesn’t flinch. Just meets my gaze. “Buried. Not with honor. Not with shame. Just… gone.”

“And you?”

He hesitates. Just for a second. But I see it—the flicker in his eyes, the tension in his jaw, the way his hand clenches at his side.

“I’ll live,” he says.

“That’s not what I asked.”

He stills. Then—

“I don’t know,” he says, voice rough. “But I’ll serve. I’ll protect. I’ll stand.”

Kaelen rises, stepping toward him. “You don’t have to do it alone.”

“I’m not,” Riven says. “I have you. I have her. I have the North Quarter.”

And then—

He turns.

And walks away.

Not in anger.

Not in sorrow.

But in quiet strength.

And I know—

He’s not just the Beta.

He’s the heart.

And the North Quarter—

It’s not just a territory.

It’s a home.

The bond hums—low, steady, satisfied.

Like a promise.

Like a curse.

Like the beginning of something neither of us can stop.

The wind carries a whisper—

“The blood remembers.”

And I don’t flinch.

Because I know.

It does.

But so do we.

And this time—

We’re ready.