BackCeleste: Blood & Bond

Chapter 9 - “He Called My Name”

CELESTE

The Spire looms above us like a black spear piercing the sky, its obsidian spires clawing at the storm-heavy clouds. We’ve been running for hours—through the Undercity tunnels, across the moonlit ridges of the Carpathians, bloodied, breathless, half-dead. Kaelen’s side is a mess of torn flesh and dried blood, his steps uneven, but he doesn’t slow. Doesn’t complain. Just keeps moving, one arm slung over my shoulder, the other clutching the Blood Codex like it’s the only thing keeping him upright.

And maybe it is.

Me too.

The stolen page burns in my boot, pressed against my ankle like a brand. Names. Dates. Transactions. Proof that Lysandra didn’t just steal my blood—she bought the silence of the Council, one bribe at a time. This isn’t just about revenge anymore. It’s about tearing down the entire rotting foundation of the Midnight Court.

But first, I need to survive the next ten minutes.

Because when we step back into that fortress of lies and power, everything changes.

The guards at the East Gate don’t stop us. They don’t even flinch. They just watch, eyes cold, as we pass—two figures drenched in blood and magic, dragging each other forward like war trophies. The bond hums between us, weaker now, frayed by exhaustion, but still there. A thread. A tether. A noose.

And I don’t know which one scares me more.

Kaelen doesn’t speak. Just leads me through the corridors, past the silent Fae sentinels, the flickering runes, the scent of old stone and older secrets. His hand never leaves my back. Not for support. Not for control.

For possession.

And I let him.

Because I’m too tired to fight. Too raw. Too full. Of magic. Of memory. Of the way his mouth felt on mine in the ruins—desperate, claiming, true.

I crush the thought.

It wasn’t real.

It was survival. Adrenaline. The bond flaring under stress.

Not desire.

Not love.

Not him.

We reach his chambers. The door hisses open. He steps inside, pulls me in after him, and seals it behind us. The lights rise slowly, casting the room in soft gray dawn. The bed is still unmade, sheets tangled from the night we never had. The scent of him—smoke, iron, wild earth—clings to everything. To the walls. To the air. To me.

He turns. Looks at me.

“You need to clean up,” he says, voice rough. “Before the Council calls us.”

“They’ll wait.”

“They won’t. Lysandra already knows we’re back. She’ll move fast.”

“Then let her.”

I step past him, head for the bathroom. Strip off my blood-soaked top. My hands tremble. I don’t care. I turn on the shower. Scalding. Let it burn.

But I don’t get in.

Because he’s there.

Standing in the doorway, shirt half-unbuttoned, face pale, eyes blazing. “Celeste—”

“Don’t.”

“You’re hurt.”

“So are you.”

“Let me help you.”

“I don’t need your help.”

“You do.” He steps forward. “You’re bleeding. You’re exhausted. You’re—”

“Alive,” I snap. “Because of me. Not you. Not the bond. Me.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just keeps coming. “You saw the memories. In the blood magic. You saw me.”

“I saw a man who was too late.”

“I came.”

“Not in time.”

“But I came.” His voice breaks. “And I’ve been paying for it every day since.”

I freeze.

Because that—

That’s worse than any lie.

That’s truth.

And I don’t know what to do with it.

He reaches out. Touches my shoulder. “You don’t have to hate me.”

“Yes, I do.”

“Why?”

“Because if I don’t, I’ll feel it.”

“Feel what?”

“This.” I grab his wrist. Press it to my chest—over my heart. “This thing between us. This bond. This—” My voice cracks. “—this need. And I can’t. I won’t. Because if I let myself feel it, then I lose. I lose my mission. I lose my mother. I lose everything.

He doesn’t pull away. Just leans in. His breath is warm on my neck. “You don’t have to choose.”

“I do.”

“No. You can have both. Justice. And this.”

“There is no this.

“There is.” He presses closer. “You kissed me. You saved me. You bled for the truth. And now you’re standing here, letting me touch you, and you’re telling me it means nothing?”

“It means survival.”

“Then why are you trembling?”

I am.

And I hate it.

He cups my face. “Look at me.”

I don’t.

Look at me.

I do.

His eyes—golden, fierce, aching—lock onto mine. “I don’t want to be your enemy. I don’t want to be your jailer. I want to be the man who stands beside you when you burn them all.”

My breath hitches.

And then—

A knock.

Soft. Deliberate.

We both freeze.

“Kaelen?” a voice calls. Smooth. Familiar. Feminine.

My blood runs cold.

“It’s Selene,” he says, stepping back.

“Who?”

“Werewolf Princess. Beta Heir. My… former betrothed.”

“And she’s here. Now. Why?

He doesn’t answer. Just walks to the door. Keys in the code.

It opens.

And she steps in.

Selene.

She’s beautiful—tall, lithe, silver-haired, eyes like frozen moonlight. Dressed in a sheer white nightgown that clings to every curve, the fabric so thin I can see the shadow of her nipples, the line of her hips. Her feet are bare. Her lips are red. And she’s wearing his ceremonial cloak—black, lined with silver fur, the mark of the Northern Alpha.

She smiles. Slow. Knowing. “I was worried,” she says, voice like silk. “When I heard about the attack. I came to check on you.”

Kaelen doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak.

She steps forward. Past him. Into the room. Her eyes land on me—on my bare torso, my blood-streaked skin, my tangled hair. A flicker. Something dark. Jealous. Hungry.

“Celeste,” she says. “You’re… alive.”

“Disappointed?”

“No. Just surprised. I heard you were dead.”

“Rumors of my demise are greatly exaggerated.”

She laughs—low, musical. Then turns to Kaelen. “You’re hurt.”

“I’ll live.”

“Let me help.”

She moves to him. Reaches for the wound on his side. He steps back.

“No.”

She frowns. “You used to let me heal you.”

“That was a long time ago.”

“But the bond remembers.”

My stomach twists.

“What bond?” I ask.

Selene turns. Smiles. “We shared a night. Long ago. Before you came. Before the Council forced this… arrangement.”

“And?”

“And he marked me. Just here.” She touches the base of her throat. “A promise. A vow. He said I was his first. His only.”

My breath stops.

Kaelen’s jaw clenches. “That was before the bond.”

“But it was still real,” she whispers. “And he moaned your name… but it was mine he called out in the dark.”

I feel it—like a blade between my ribs.

Lies. It has to be lies.

But her scent—she’s not lying. Not about the arousal. Not about the heat. She wants him. And worse—she thinks he wants her too.

Kaelen steps forward. “Selene. Leave.”

“Or what?” She turns. Presses herself against him. “You’ll deny what we had? What we still have?”

“There is nothing.”

“Then why did you let me into your chambers last night?”

My head snaps up.

“What?”

Kaelen freezes. “I didn’t.”

“You were drunk. Grieving. You called my name. You said you needed me.”

“I don’t remember.”

“But I do.” She leans in. “I stayed. All night. You held me. You kissed me. You said you’d never let me go.”

Liar,” I hiss.

She turns. Smiles. “Ask him. Go on. Ask him if I’m lying.”

I look at Kaelen.

His face is unreadable. Pale. Tense.

“Did she?” I ask. “Did she spend the night with you?”

He doesn’t answer.

And that—

That’s worse than a yes.

My chest tightens. My vision blurs. The bond flares—hot, painful, a scream beneath my skin. I can feel his guilt. His hesitation. His weakness.

“You used me,” I say, voice low. “You let me believe you cared. That this—” I gesture between us. “—was real. But it was just a game. A power play. And she—” I point at Selene. “—she was your real mate all along.”

“No,” Kaelen says. “She wasn’t. I didn’t—”

“Then why didn’t you deny it?”

“Because I was weak. Because I was grieving. Because I—”

“Because you wanted her,” I finish. “And you used me to forget.”

“No. I used the bond to protect you.”

Protect me?” I laugh—sharp, broken. “You don’t get to protect me. You don’t get to choose me. Not after this.”

I turn. Head for the door.

“Celeste—”

“Don’t.” I stop. Don’t look back. “If you come after me, I’ll kill you.”

Then I’m gone.

The corridors blur. The air burns. My chest aches. My throat closes. I don’t know where I’m going. Don’t care. Just move. Run. Escape.

But there’s nowhere to go.

The Spire is his. The Council is hers. The bond is a chain.

And I—

I’m nothing.

I end up in the East Wing—near the old training chambers. Empty. Dark. Quiet. I collapse against the wall, slide down, press my forehead to my knees.

Breathe.

Not for him.

Not for the bond.

For me.

But I can’t.

Because all I see is her—wearing his cloak. Touching his wound. Whispering that he called her name.

And him—

Not denying it.

Not defending me.

Just silent.

My phone buzzes. I pull it out. A message from Mira: “Safehouse is ready. Come now. Before they lock you down.”

I don’t respond.

Because I don’t want to run.

I want to fight.

I want to burn.

And I will.

But not for him.

Not because of him.

For my mother.

For my coven.

For the girl who crawled out of the fire with a dagger in her hand and vengeance in her eyes.

And as I sit there, trembling, hating, breaking—

I realize—

I don’t hate him.

I hate that I love him.

And that’s the most dangerous thing of all.

I don’t know how long I sit there. Minutes? Hours? The bond aches, a constant throb, pulling me back to him. But I don’t go.

Then—

Boots on stone.

Slow. Deliberate.

I look up.

Riven.

Kaelen’s second. Cold. Observant. Loyal.

He stops in front of me. Doesn’t offer a hand. Just crouches. “You look like hell.”

“Feel like it.”

“He’s looking for you.”

“Let him.”

“He’s not what you think.”

“He let her wear his cloak. He let her say he called her name. He didn’t deny it.”

“Because he was drunk. Grieving. And she slipped him a sedative. A werewolf suppressant. It made him weak. Disoriented. He doesn’t remember what happened.”

My breath stops.

“And the night before the ritual?”

“She claims they shared a blood vow. It’s a lie. Werewolf bonds require a public marking. A private bite doesn’t count. And Kaelen never marked her.”

“Then why does she believe it?”

“Because she wants to. Because she’s desperate. Because she knows if you leave, he’ll be vulnerable. And she’ll have her chance.”

I don’t answer.

“He didn’t sleep with her,” Riven says. “But he didn’t stop her from staying. And that’s on him. He knows it. And he’s sorry.”

“Sorry doesn’t fix it.”

“No. But it’s a start.”

He stands. “He’s not your enemy, Celeste. And she’s not his mate. But if you walk away now, you’re playing into her hands. You’re letting her win.”

“I don’t care.”

“Yes, you do.”

He turns. Walks away.

And I’m alone again.

But not for long.

Because the truth is a knife.

And it cuts both ways.

I stand. Wipe my face. Straighten my spine.

Then I walk back to the West Wing.

To his chambers.

To him.

The door is sealed. I key in the code—Riven must have given it to me when I wasn’t looking. It hisses open.

Kaelen is there.

Standing by the window. Shirt off. Wound bound. Face shadowed.

He turns.

“Celeste—”

I don’t let him speak.

I cross the room in three strides. Grab his collar. Yank him down.

And I slap him.

Hard.

My palm stings. His head snaps to the side. A red mark blooms on his cheek.

He doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak.

Just turns back. Looks at me. Golden eyes burning.

“You used me,” I say, voice low, raw. “Just like they all do. You let me believe this was real. That you cared. That I mattered. But I was just a pawn. A weapon. A distraction.

“No.”

“Then why didn’t you deny it? Why didn’t you tell her to leave? Why did you let her wear your cloak? Why did you let her say you called her name?”

“Because I was weak. Because I was grieving. Because I didn’t stop her. And I’m sorry.”

“Sorry doesn’t fix it.”

“No. But I’ll spend every day fixing it if I have to.”

“You don’t get to decide that.”

“I don’t. But I’ll earn it.”

He steps closer. “I didn’t sleep with her. I don’t remember what happened. But I know this—” He grabs my wrist. Presses it to his chest—over his heart. “This. This thing between us. It’s not the bond. It’s not politics. It’s not revenge. It’s you. And I will burn the world down before I let anyone take you from me.”

My breath hitches.

And I believe him.

That’s the worst part.

“Then prove it,” I whisper.

“How?”

“Mark me.”

He freezes. “What?”

“If I’m yours, then make me yours. Not because of the Council. Not because of the bond. Because you want me. Because you choose me.”

“Celeste—”

“Do it. Or I walk. And this time, I don’t come back.”

He stares at me. Then—

He nods.

Slowly. Solemnly.

He pulls me close. One hand in my hair. The other at my waist. His breath is hot on my neck. His fangs graze my throat—just a whisper of pressure.

“This is forever,” he murmurs.

“Then make it count.”

He bites.

Not hard. Not brutal.

But deep.

Precise.

Claiming.

Pain flares—sharp, hot, electric. Then pleasure—deep, rolling, his. The bond surges, a wildfire beneath my skin. My knees buckle. He catches me. Holds me.

And when he pulls back—

I see it.

In his eyes.

Not control.

Not possession.

Love.

And I know—

This changes everything.

Because now—

I’m not just his mate.

I’m his choice.

And I won’t be unchosen.