BackCirce’s Claim

Chapter 32 - Voryn’s Confession

KAeLEN

The silence after the failed severance ritual is different.

Not the fragile quiet of before, trembling with unspoken truths and the ghost of a kiss that should have stayed buried. Not the charged stillness of the Archives, where fire erupted from touch and the world burned with truth. This silence is thick. Heavy. Like smoke after a blaze—lingering, suffocating, impossible to ignore.

She doesn’t speak as she lies beside me.

Doesn’t need to.

Her hand stays on my chest, warm, firm, a constant pressure that keeps me grounded. The double guard trails behind us, silent, watchful, but I don’t care. Let them see. Let them know.

Let them tell the others.

She tried to break the bond.

It refused her.

It chose me.

And when we reach our chambers, she doesn’t let go.

Just steps inside with me, closes the door, seals it with a flick of her wrist and a whisper of witch magic. The hearth flares to life, casting long shadows across the stone. The scent of smoke and iron lingers—mine, hers, the residue of the bond, the memory of the fire.

And then—

She turns to me.

Storm-dark eyes burning.

“You knew,” she says. Not a question. A statement. Cold. Final.

“I felt it,” I admit. “The bond. It flared. Like it was screaming.”

She doesn’t flinch. Just presses a hand to the sigil on her collarbone—gold, hot, hers—and lets the silence stretch. The bond hums between us, low and insistent, but she doesn’t let it answer for her. She wants the truth. Not the magic. Not the bond. Me.

“You let me try,” she says.

“I couldn’t stop you,” I say. “And I wouldn’t have.”

She studies me—really studies me—for the first time. Not as her mate. Not as her prisoner. Not as her pawn.

As her equal.

And then—

She nods.

“Then I’ll be there,” she says. “Not to interfere. Not to protect. But to witness.”

My breath catches.

“And if I lose?”

“Then I’ll burn the world to get you back,” I say. “But you won’t lose.”

“How do you know?”

“Because fire doesn’t bow,” I say. “It burns.”

And for the first time?

I believe her.

Later, I stand by the window, staring out over the Obsidian Spire, its blackened spires piercing the night sky like blades. The city below pulses with life—vampire conclaves glowing crimson, fae bridges shimmering with starlight, the distant howl of a werewolf under the full moon. A world built on lies. On blood. On silence.

And now?

Now it trembles.

Because of me.

Because of us.

“You’re thinking,” she says, stepping up behind me.

“Always.”

“About the ritual.”

“About what comes next.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just moves closer, her body a furnace at my back, her breath hot against my neck. One hand settles on my hip, the other glides up my spine, fingers tracing the curve of my shoulder.

“You don’t have to do this alone,” she murmurs.

“I’m not,” I say. “I have you.”

She stills.

And then—

She turns me.

Slowly.

Until I’m facing her, chest to chest, thigh to thigh, breath to breath. Her hands are on my waist, holding me steady. Her eyes are storm-dark and wild, her lips slightly parted, her fangs just visible.

“Say it again,” she says.

“What?”

“That you have me.”

My breath hitches.

“I have you,” I whisper.

And then—

She kisses me.

Not soft.

Not gentle.

Violent.

Her mouth crashes against mine, fangs grazing my lip, drawing a bead of blood. I gasp, but she doesn’t pull away. Just deepens the kiss, her tongue sweeping into my mouth, claiming me, consuming me. My hands move on their own—up, over her shoulders, into her hair—pulling her closer, needing more.

“Kaelen,” she whispers, my name breaking on her lips.

I growl, low and feral, and lift her, pressing her back against the wall, his body a furnace against mine. My legs wrap around her waist, seeking friction, seeking release. Her hands are everywhere—on my back, in my hair, gripping my thigh—anchoring me, grounding me.

“You’re mine,” I snarl against her mouth. “Say it.”

“No,” she gasps.

“Say it.”

“You’re just like them,” she spits, even as her hips grind against me. “Cold. Cruel. Empty.”

I don’t flinch. Just growl, “I’ve never wanted anyone like I want you.”

And then—

The world burns.

Not metaphorically.

Actually.

Blue-white fire erupts from the bond, spiraling around us, racing across the walls, igniting the tapestries, the curtains, the centuries of lies. The ceiling cracks, stone raining down, but we don’t move. Can’t. We’re lost in it—the fire, the fury, the truth of what we are.

Her mouth is on mine. Her hands are on my skin. Her body is fused to mine. And the bond—gods, the bond—ignites, a spiral of gold and violet fire that engulfs us, that lifts us off the ground, that connects us in a web of light and heat and truth.

And in that moment—

I feel it.

Not just the bond.

Her.

Her heart. Her soul. Her fire.

And I know—

I will never let her go.

The fire dies as quickly as it came.

Not because we stop.

But because the bond—gods, the bond—settles, like a storm passing, like a fire burning down to embers. The flames recede. The heat fades. The light dims.

And we’re left standing there, breathless, trembling, alive.

She doesn’t let go.

Just rests her forehead against mine, her breath hot against my skin, her hands still gripping my shoulders.

“You’re not leaving,” I say, voice rough.

“I’m not,” she whispers.

“Not like this. Not ever.”

“I came to burn you,” she says.

“Then burn me,” I say. “But do it with your hands on my skin. With your mouth on mine. With your heart in my chest.”

The chamber is scorched—walls blackened, tapestries in ruins, the scent of ash thick in the air. But we don’t care.

Just hold on.

Because the truth is—

The bond isn’t a miracle.

It’s a trap.

And I’m already caught.

Later, we bathe.

Not in ritual. Not in magic.

Just water. Warm. Simple.

We don’t speak. Don’t look at each other. Just move through the motions—soap, sponge, rinse—our bodies close, our touches light, our breaths syncing. The bond hums between us—soft, warm, insistent—but we don’t fight it. Don’t hide from it.

We let it.

And when we’re done, she wraps me in a black silk robe, tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, and says, “Sleep.”

“I won’t,” I murmur.

“You will.”

And I do.

Not because I’m tired.

But because I’m safe.

Because she’s beside me.

Because the fire between us?

It’s not destruction.

It’s change.

And I’m not running from it anymore.

I wake at dawn.

Not with a gasp. Not with a start.

But slowly, like someone returning from a war. She’s already awake—sitting by the hearth, dagger in hand, storm-dark eyes burning as she watches the embers. The sigil on my collarbone pulses—gold, hot, hers—and I don’t hide it. Let her see it. Let her know.

“You’re thinking,” I say.

“Always.”

“About what?”

“About how you’re already controlling me.”

She scoffs. “Don’t flatter yourself.”

“I’m not,” I say. “The bond doesn’t care about pride. It doesn’t care about hate. It only knows truth. And the truth is, you’re under my skin. In my blood. In my bones.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just watch her, expression unreadable.

“You think I wanted this?” she says. “You think I asked for a mate? After everything I’ve done? After the lives I’ve taken? I don’t deserve this.”

“Then why don’t you break it?” I challenge. “If it’s so cursed, so unfair—why don’t you tear it out?”

“Because I can’t,” she says. “And because… part of me doesn’t want to.”

My breath catches.

“You’re lying,” I whisper.

“Am I?” She rolls onto her side, facing me. “You felt it in the Archives. You wanted me. Not the bond. Not the magic. Me.”

“I wanted to survive.”

“Same thing.”

I turn away. “Go to sleep, Circe.”

“Call me that again,” she says softly.

“What?”

“My name. You said it like a curse. But say it again. Just once. Like you mean it.”

I don’t answer.

But I hear it—her breath, uneven. Her pulse, quickening.

The bond flares, just slightly, a warm pulse between us.

I close my eyes.

And for the first time in centuries, I fall asleep with someone beside me.

Not a conquest.

Not a subject.

But a woman who might just be my ruin.

And I don’t want to survive it.

We move fast the next day.

No time to linger. No time to rest. The Council may have acknowledged the truth, but Voryn still walks free. Still holds power. Still watches from the shadows, waiting for his moment.

We meet with Maeve in the eastern gardens—hidden beneath a veil of glamours, surrounded by ancient hawthorn trees that hum with old magic. She’s weak, still recovering from the Frost poison, but her storm-gray eyes are sharp, her voice steady.

“The grimoire,” she says. “It’s in the Hollow Coven. But they won’t open the gate to a hybrid. Not even one of the First Blood.”

“Then I’ll make them,” I say.

“You can’t force it,” she warns. “The gate only opens to those who prove their worth. It tests you. It *judges* you.”

“Let it judge,” I say. “I’ve faced worse.”

Circe steps forward. “I’ll go with you.”

I look at her. “You don’t have to.”

“I know,” she says. “But I want to. Not as your mate. Not as your queen. As your *ally*.”

I study her—really study her—for the first time. Not as my enemy. Not as my savior.

As my equal.

And then—

I nod.

“Then be ready,” I say. “We leave at dawn.”

That night, we train.

In the underlevels, where the stone is damp, the air thick with mold and old magic. We fight—back to back, side by side—until our bodies are slick with sweat, our breath ragged, our magic flaring with every strike. She teaches me witch combat—sigils drawn in blood, spells whispered on breath, the way to channel fire through touch. I teach her Fae magic—silent steps, lethal precision, the art of killing without sound.

And when we’re done, we don’t speak.

Just stand there, chest to chest, breath to breath, the bond humming between us like a live wire.

“You’re not cold,” I say, pressing a hand to her chest. “You’re just afraid to burn.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just covers my hand with hers.

And holds on.

We leave at dawn.

No fanfare. No guards. Just us—two figures cloaked in shadow, moving fast through the shifting corridors, past the guards who bow their heads, the courtiers who whisper behind their hands.

The Hollow Coven lies beyond the northern border, hidden in a valley where the veil between worlds is thin. We ride hard—through fae bridges, over vampire conclaves, across werewolf territory—until the air changes, until the magic hums wild and unbound.

And then—

We see it.

The gate.

A ring of standing stones, ancient, cracked, pulsing with violet light. In the center, a door made of bone and thorn, sealed with a sigil that glows like captured lightning.

“Only one may enter,” a voice says—dry, ancient, coming from nowhere and everywhere.

I step forward.

“Then let it be me.”

The sigil flares.

And the test begins.

I don’t remember the details.

Just fire.

And blood.

And the sound of my mother’s voice, whispering from the dark: *“Keep her safe. Make them pay.”*

I see her burning.

See Voryn’s hands on her.

See Circe—my daughter—standing aside, watching.

And I fight.

Not with magic.

Not with fire.

With *truth*.

I name them.

One by one.

And the gate opens.

Inside, the grimoire waits—ancient, leather-bound, its pages humming with power. I take it, press it to my chest, and feel it—my mother’s magic, her voice, her *love*.

And then—

We ride back.

Fast. Silent. Lethal.

But we’re not alone.

Shadows move in the underlevels.

Not from the walls.

Not from the torches.

From the corners.

Figures emerge—Frost Court guards, their eyes pale, their blades drawn. Five. Then ten. Then more.

“Surrender the hybrid,” one says. “And the Queen may yet live.”

Circe doesn’t answer.

Just steps forward, dagger in hand, violet light flaring from her skin.

And I step with her.

“You want her?” I say, voice low, deadly. “Then come and take her.”

The first guard lunges.

Circe moves—fast, lethal, precise—her dagger slicing across the man’s throat. He falls. The second comes. I drop the grimoire gently to the ground, draw my own blade, and meet him head-on. My magic surges—gold flame erupting from my palm, searing his armor, his flesh, his soul. He screams. He dies.

More come.

We fight.

Back to back. Side by side. Like we were born for this. Like we were made to burn together.

And then—

A flash of silver.

A blade from the dark.

Not aimed at me.

At *her*.

And before I can move—

Before I can scream—

Circe steps in front of me.

The dagger strikes.

Not in the heart.

But deep in her side.

She staggers.

Gasps.

And falls.

“No!” I scream, dropping to my knees beside her.

Blood blooms across her tunic—dark, thick, *too much*. Her face is pale, her breath shallow, her storm-dark eyes dimming.

“Circe,” I whisper, pressing my hands to the wound. “Stay with me. *Stay with me*.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just reaches up, her fingers trembling, and touches my cheek.

“You’re not… running,” she murmurs.

“Not anymore,” I say, tears burning my eyes. “Not ever.”

And then—

I do the only thing I can.

I pull the grimoire from her coat.

Open it.

And begin to read.

The spell for healing is there—written in my mother’s hand, in blood and moonlight. I don’t know if it will work. Don’t know if I’m strong enough. But I have to try.

I place my hands over the wound.

Chant the words.

And pour every ounce of my magic—my fire, my rage, my *love*—into her.

The grimoire glows.

The bond flares.

And slowly—agonizingly—her breathing steadies.

Her eyes open.

And she looks at me.

Not with duty.

Not with pride.

With *love*.

“You didn’t have to do that,” I say, voice breaking.

“I did,” she whispers. “Because I couldn’t lose you.”

“And what if I want to be lost?”

“Then you’ll have to lose me first.”

I don’t answer.

Just press a hand to the sigil on my collarbone.

Still gold.

Still burning.

Still hers.

She bled for me.

And I don’t know how to hate her anymore.

The Council calls for us at dawn.

No fanfare. No warning. Just a single messenger—Fae, pale-eyed, voice devoid of emotion—standing at our door with a sealed scroll bearing the High Seal.

“The Council demands your presence,” he says. “To settle the matter of Voryn’s fate.”

Circe doesn’t hesitate.

Just grabs her coat, secures the grimoire in her inner pocket, and strides past him without a word.

I follow.

Because I have no choice.

Because if I lose her—

I lose everything.

The Chamber is colder today.

Not in temperature—though the hearth is unlit, the air sharp with frost—but in tone. The twelve seats are filled, but the usual murmurs, the shifting of robes, the quiet alliances, are gone. Replaced by silence. Watchful. Waiting.

Voryn sits at the center of the table, no longer at the head, stripped of title, his frost-blue eyes glinting with something too sharp to be triumph. He doesn’t speak. Doesn’t move. Just watches as we enter, his fingers steepled, his lips curled in a smile that doesn’t touch his eyes.

Circe steps forward.

Not fast. Not reckless.

Deliberate. Controlled. Like a storm holding its breath.

“You murdered my mother,” she says, voice ringing clear. “You used her soul to power your immortality ritual. You burned her alive for loving. And now?” She presses a hand to the sigil on her collarbone. “Now I’m here to take it back.”

He doesn’t flinch.

Just smiles.

“You think this changes anything?” he asks. “You think a single cut erases the truth? The Court will never accept you. The Fae will never bow. And Kaelen?” He coughs, blood on his lips. “He’ll tire of you. He’ll betray you. He’ll—”

“Enough,” I say.

And then—

I step forward.

Not to her.

To him.

One slow pace at a time, until I’m close enough to touch. My gold eyes burn, my voice low, dangerous.

“You used me,” I say. “You taught me to believe in purity. To fear hybrids. To uphold the law without question. And when I signed her death warrant—” My voice breaks. “—I thought I was doing the right thing. I thought I was protecting the Court. But you were the one poisoning it. You were the one who needed to be purged.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just laughs.

Low. Dark. Victorious.

And then—

He speaks.

Not to the Council.

Not to me.

To her.

“You want the truth?” he asks, voice soft, almost kind. “Then let me give it to you.”

The room holds its breath.

And I know—

This is his play.

Not just to humiliate us.

Not just to reclaim power.

To destroy us.

Because if the truth is worse than the lie—

If the betrayal cuts deeper than the blade—

Then even fire can be extinguished.

“Your mother,” he says, “was not executed for loving a witch.”

Circe doesn’t move.

Just watches him, really watches him, like she’s afraid he’ll vanish if she blinks.

“She was executed,” he continues, “because she discovered the truth. That the immortality ritual—the one that keeps me alive, that keeps the High Court in power—requires a hybrid soul. A soul split in two. A soul bound by fire and ash.”

My breath catches.

Because I know—

He’s not lying.

“She found the grimoire,” he says. “She read the spell. And she realized—too late—that she was the key. That her daughter—*you*—was the other half. That the ritual could only be completed when the two halves were united. And when she refused to cooperate—” He smiles. “—I made an example of her. To show what happens to those who defy the Court.”

Circe doesn’t flinch.

Just presses a hand to the sigil on her collarbone—gold, hot, mine—and lets the silence answer for her.

“And now?” Voryn asks, rising slowly. “Now that you stand beside him? Now that the bond is sealed? The ritual is ready. The final sacrifice is prepared. And you—” He points at her. “—are the final piece.”

The room erupts—shouts, gasps, murmurs of shock. Fae nobles rise to their feet. Vampires hiss. Werewolves pound their fists on the table.

And Circe?

She doesn’t scream.

Doesn’t cry.

Just laughs.

Low. Dark. Victorious.

“You think this is over?” she asks, stepping forward. “You think a single truth erases the lie?” She presses a hand to the sigil on her collarbone. “This is not a scar. This is not a lie. This is *truth*. This is *bond*. This is *fire*.”

She doesn’t raise her voice.

Just lets the bond answer for her.

Blue-white fire erupts from her skin, spiraling around her, racing across the chamber, igniting the ancient sigils etched into the stone. The air shimmers with heat, the scent of ozone and magic thick in the air. And in the center of it all—her and I—connected by gold and violet flame, by fire and ash, by truth.

And then—

She speaks.

Not to the Council.

Not to me.

To him.

“You want a sacrifice?” Circe says. “Then take this. The truth. The bond. The man. And know—” She steps closer, until her breath brushes his ear—“—you’ll never have me. You’ll never have *us*. And you certainly never had *power*.”

Voryn doesn’t move.

Just stares at her, his smile fading, his eyes darkening.

And then—

He turns.

And walks out.

Not with a whisper.

Not with a warning.

With silence.

And I know—

This time, he’s gone.

Later, we stand on the balcony, the city spread out below us, the Spire trembling with the weight of what just happened. The bond hums between us—soft, warm, insistent—but we don’t speak. Just stand there, side by side, our shoulders touching, our breath syncing.

“You didn’t have to do that,” I say.

“I did,” she says. “Because if I didn’t, he’d keep coming. He’d keep using your name. Your mark. Your memory to tear us apart. And I won’t let anyone do that.”

“You think a duel settles it?”

“No,” she says. “But it silences him. And it proves—once and for all—that I’m not afraid. That I’m not weak. That I’m not hiding.”

I turn to her.

Gold eyes burning.

“Then I’ll be there,” I say. “Not to interfere. Not to protect. But to witness.”

Her breath catches.

“And if I lose?”

“Then I’ll burn the world to get you back,” I say. “But you won’t lose.”

“How do you know?”

“Because fire doesn’t bow,” I say. “It burns.”

And for the first time?

I believe her.

That night, I don’t sleep.

Neither does she.

We sit in silence—me by the hearth, she on the bed—listening to the rhythm of each other’s breath, feeling the pulse of the bond, the weight of something new settling between us.

And then—

At dawn, I make a decision.

“Riven,” I say, summoning him with a thought.

He appears at the door a moment later, wolf-quiet, his storm-gray eyes sharp. “Yes, Your Highness?”

“Double the guards,” I say. “But not around her. Around us. No one enters or leaves this wing without my permission. No messages. No visitors. Not even the Council.”

He hesitates. “Voryn will protest.”

“Let him,” I say. “And Riven—” I meet his gaze. “She’s not to be confined. She goes where she pleases. But she is never to be alone. Understood?”

He nods. “Understood.”

“And one more thing.”

“Yes?”

“If anyone tries to harm her—if anything threatens her—you kill them. No questions. No hesitation. Am I clear?”

His jaw tightens. “Crystal.”

He leaves.

And I turn to her.

She’s watching me, arms crossed, expression unreadable.

“You didn’t have to do that,” she says.

“I did,” I say. “Because I couldn’t lose you.”

“And what if I want to be lost?”

“Then you’ll have to lose me first.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just steps forward, closes the distance, and presses her palm to my chest—over my heart.

It hammers beneath her touch.

“You’re not cold,” she whispers. “You’re just afraid to burn.”

And I am.

Afraid of this. Afraid of her. Afraid of what I might become if I let myself feel.

But I don’t pull away.

Just cover her hand with mine.

And hold on.

Later, she doesn’t take the far side of the bed.

She lies down beside me—close, but not touching. Her back to me, her breath steady, her body relaxed. The bond hums between us, warm, insistent, but she doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t pull away.

I don’t move.

Don’t speak.

Just lie there, staring at the ceiling, listening to the rhythm of her breath, feeling the heat of her body, the pulse of the bond, the weight of something new settling between us.

And then—

She shifts.

Turns.

And in the dim light of the hearth, her eyes meet mine.

“You’re not going to sleep, are you?” she asks.

“Eventually.”

“You’re thinking.”

“Always.”

“About how to control me?”

I turn my head to look at her. “No. About how you’re already controlling me.”

She scoffs. “Don’t flatter yourself.”

“I’m not. The bond doesn’t care about pride. It doesn’t care about hate. It only knows truth. And the truth is, you’re under my skin. In my blood. In my bones.”

She doesn’t respond. Just watches me, expression unreadable.

“You think I wanted this?” I say. “You think I asked for a mate? After everything I’ve done? After the lives I’ve taken? I don’t deserve this.”

“Then why don’t you break it?” she challenges. “If it’s so cursed, so unfair—why don’t you tear it out?”

“Because I can’t,” I say. “And because… part of me doesn’t want to.”

Her breath catches.

“You’re lying.”

“Am I?” I roll onto my side, facing her. “You felt it in the Archives. You wanted me. Not the bond. Not the magic. Me.”

“I wanted to survive.”

“Same thing.”

She turns away. “Go to sleep, Kaelen.”

“Call me that again,” I say softly.

“What?”

“My name. You said it like a curse. But say it again. Just once. Like you mean it.”

She doesn’t answer.

But I hear it—her breath, uneven. Her pulse, quickening.

The bond flares, just slightly, a warm pulse between us.

I close my eyes.

And for the first time in centuries, I fall asleep with someone beside me.

Not a conquest.

Not a subject.

But a woman who might just be my ruin.

And I don’t want to survive it.

The truth is out. Now what do I do with it?