BackCrimson’s Vow: Hollow King

Chapter 46 - Memory Archive

CRIMSON

The Fae High Court wasn’t a building. It wasn’t even a place you could find on a map.

It was a *memory.*

Hidden in the spaces between breaths, the silence between heartbeats, the flicker of candlelight on obsidian. You didn’t walk there. You didn’t ride. You didn’t shadow-walk or blood-port.

You *remembered* your way in.

And today—today, I had something worth remembering.

I stood at the edge of the Mirror Lake, just outside the Veil’s thinnest point, my boots sinking into the black sand, my witch-mark glowing faintly beneath my palm. The dagger was still in my boot—of course it was. Not for protection. Not for vengeance.

For *balance.*

Kael stood beside me, his coat whispering against the stone, his presence a wall at my back. He hadn’t spoken since we left Nocturne. Just walked in silence, his crimson eyes fixed on the horizon, his jaw tight, his hands clasped behind his back. The bond pulsed between us—slow, steady, *alive*—a second heartbeat beneath our flesh.

“You don’t have to do this,” he said, voice low.

“And yet,” I said, turning to him, “I do.”

He studied me—my storm-colored eyes, my chiseled jaw, the scar at the corner of my mouth, the way my hair fell across my forehead like a shadow. The woman who’d come to kill him. The woman who’d tried to hate him. The woman who’d knelt before the Council and refused his life.

“It’s not about justice anymore,” he said. “It’s about closure.”

“And what’s wrong with that?” I asked. “I spent years chasing a name. A truth. A *revenge.* But I didn’t just want her cleared. I wanted her *back.*”

He didn’t answer. Just reached up, slow, and brushed a strand of hair from my face. His touch was warm, steady, *certain.* “You don’t get to touch me,” I whispered, echoing his words.

“I already do,” he said, his thumb tracing my jawline, his voice rough. “And you? You *crave* it.”

My core clenched. My skin burned. The bond flared—a hot pulse beneath my skin, like a star collapsing in his chest.

But I didn’t pull away.

Just stayed there, pressed against him, my breath mingling with his, my body aching for more.

Because the truth was worse than I’d imagined.

I wasn’t here to kill the Hollow King.

I was here to love him.

And that was the most dangerous thought of all.

The Veil opened not with a sound, but with a *shift.*

Like the world tilting on its axis. Like a breath held too long. The air shimmered—silver, then gold, then deep violet—and then, just like that, the Mirror Lake wasn’t a lake anymore.

It was a hall.

Vast. Endless. Columns of living crystal rose from the floor, their surfaces shifting with captured memories—faces, voices, hands reaching out from the past. The ceiling wasn’t stone. It was sky—eternal twilight, the stars not distant, but close enough to touch, swirling in patterns that pulsed with ancient magic.

And in the center—

The Memory Archive.

A single pedestal of black diamond, its surface etched with runes that glowed faintly, like embers in ash. Above it, suspended in midair, a sphere of liquid light—pure, unbroken, *alive.* The Archive didn’t store records. It stored *truth.* And once a memory was sealed within, it could never be altered. Never be erased. Never be denied.

I stepped forward, my boots clicking against the glass-like floor. The air hummed with power—sharp, metallic, like the moment before lightning strikes. The bond pulsed, not with desire, not with fear, but with *recognition.* This was sacred ground. Not for kings. Not for vampires. For the ones who’d been silenced.

And my mother had been one of them.

“Crimson Veyra,” a voice echoed—not from any one direction, but from *everywhere.* “Daughter of Seraphine. Heir to the Unseelie Bloodline. You stand before the Fae High Court. Speak your truth.”

I didn’t hesitate. Just stepped forward, my head high, my heart a locked vault. “I come to restore a name. A legacy. A *life.* Seraphine Veyra—my mother—was tried, condemned, and erased by the Supernatural Council on false charges of treason. The evidence was fabricated. The oath was tampered with. The verdict was a lie. And I have proof.”

“Then present it,” the voice said.

I turned to Kael.

He didn’t speak. Just reached into his coat and withdrew a single scroll—ancient, brittle, sealed with the blood-red wax of the Duskbane house. The one he’d kept hidden for centuries. The one that proved he’d fought for her. That he’d failed. That he’d carried the guilt like a blade in his chest.

I took it.

And broke the seal.

The parchment unfurled, revealing not words, but *memory.* Ink that shifted as I read—images, voices, moments frozen in time. Vexis, whispering to the High Magistrate. The fae oath-blade, its edge blackened with poison. My mother, kneeling, her voice steady. *“I swear by blood and bone, I have not betrayed the Council.”* The blade glowing silver—proof of truth—then turning black as the poison took hold. The verdict. The pyre. The silence where her name used to be.

And then—Kael. Standing at the edge of the dais, his face cold, his eyes empty. But beneath it—*grief.* A flicker. A crack. A whisper of something he’d buried for centuries.

“This is the truth,” I said, my voice steady. “And I demand it be sealed in the Archive.”

“And if it is,” the voice said, “her name will be restored. Her legacy honored. Her execution declared unjust. But the past cannot be undone. Only remembered.”

“Then let it be remembered,” I said. “Not as a traitor. Not as a ghost. As *Seraphine Veyra.* As my mother. As the woman who refused to be erased.”

There was silence.

Then—

The runes on the pedestal flared—silver, then gold, then blood-red. The sphere of light pulsed, its surface rippling like water. And then—

It opened.

Not with a sound. Not with a flash.

With *acceptance.*

I stepped forward and placed the scroll on the pedestal.

The moment it touched the surface, the runes ignited, their light spreading across the floor, up the columns, into the sky. The sphere descended, wrapping around the scroll like a living thing, absorbing the memory, sealing it in light.

And then—

Her voice.

Not a recording. Not an echo.

Real.

Clear.

Strong.

*“I did not conspire with the vampires. I did not betray the Council. I served this realm with honor, and I will not be silenced.”*

And then—

Her name.

Not whispered. Not written.

*Declared.*

By the Court. By the Archive. By the magic that governed truth itself.

*“Seraphine Veyra—cleared of all charges. Her legacy restored. Her name honored. Let it never be erased again.”*

And then—

Stillness.

The sphere rose, returning to its place above the pedestal, now glowing with a light that wasn’t of this world. The runes dimmed. The columns stilled. The stars in the sky pulsed once, slow, deep, *alive.*

And I—

I didn’t cry.

Didn’t scream.

Didn’t collapse.

Just stood there, my breath steady, my heart a locked vault, my hand pressed to my chest where the bond pulsed beneath my skin.

She was back.

Not in body.

Not in breath.

But in *truth.*

And that—more than any revenge, more than any victory—was what I’d always needed.

Kael didn’t speak.

Just stepped forward and pulled me into his arms.

His body was a furnace against mine, his breath warm against my neck, his heartbeat steady beneath my palm. The bond pulsed—slow, deep, *alive*—like a second heartbeat beneath our flesh.

“You did it,” he murmured.

“*We* did it,” I said, my fingers digging into his coat. “You fought for her. You kept the proof. You carried the guilt. And you didn’t run from it.”

He didn’t answer. Just held me tighter, his face buried in my hair. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “For not doing more. For not stopping it. For letting the world try to break you.”

“And yet,” I said, lifting my head, my storm-colored eyes locking onto his crimson ones, “you didn’t. You stayed. You fought. You *won.* Not just for me. For all of them. For the ones they erased. For the ones they silenced.”

He didn’t smile. Just brushed a tear from my cheek with his thumb—though I hadn’t realized I was crying. “You don’t get to touch me,” I whispered, echoing his words.

“I already do,” he said, his thumb tracing my jawline, his touch feather-light, *reverent.* “And you? You *crave* it.”

My breath hitched.

And then—his hand moved.

Slow. Deliberate.

To my hip. Then my thigh. Then under my gown, fingers brushing the inside of my leg, slow, deliberate, *teasing.*

I gasped, my body arching, my hands flying to his shoulders for balance.

“You don’t get to want me,” I whispered, my voice breaking.

“I already do,” he said, his thumb circling, slow, torturous. “And you? You *crave* it.”

My breath came fast. My skin burned. My core clenched, *aching* for more.

And then—his fingers brushed my clit, slow, deliberate, through the fabric.

I *screamed.*

Not in pain.

In *pleasure.*

Sharp, blinding, *unbearable.* My back arching, my hips grinding against his hand, my body trembling. The bond *screamed,* a surge so intense I thought I’d die. My vision blurred. My heart pounded. My core clenched, *aching* for more.

“You don’t get to touch me,” I hissed, my voice breaking. “You don’t get to *touch* me.”

“I already do,” he said, his fingers circling, slow, torturous. “And you? You *crave* it.”

I slapped him.

He didn’t stop.

Just laughed—a low, dark sound—and pressed harder.

I came.

Shuddering, gasping, *breaking.* My body convulsed, my thighs clamping around his hand, my nails digging into his shoulders. The bond *screamed,* a wildfire in my veins, burning through every lie, every wall, every reason I had to hate him.

And when it was over, I collapsed against him, my breath ragged, my skin burning.

He didn’t let go.

Just held me, his arms tight around my waist, his face buried in my neck. “You’re already mine,” he murmured, his voice rough, his breath warm against my skin. “Even if you don’t know it yet.”

I wanted to hate him.

Wanted to push him away.

But all I could do was cling to him, my fingers digging into his coat, my body still trembling from the aftershocks.

Because the truth was worse than I’d imagined.

I wasn’t here to kill the Hollow King.

I was here to survive him.

And if I wasn’t careful, I’d end up wanting to keep him.

And that—more than any blade, more than any bond—was the one thing I couldn’t afford.

But as I stood there, pressed against the pedestal, his body a furnace against mine, his hand still between my thighs, I realized something.

It was too late.

I already did.

I already *wanted* him.

Not just because of the bond.

Not just because of the mission.

But because he’d *fought* for her.

Because he’d *failed* trying.

Because he was broken—and still standing.

Just like me.

And maybe—just maybe—that was enough.

We didn’t leave immediately.

Instead, I walked to the edge of the Archive, where a single column pulsed with a light that wasn’t like the others—soft, warm, *familiar.*

I reached out.

And touched it.

The surface shimmered—then opened.

Not with a memory of my mother’s trial.

Not with the pyre.

But with *her.*

Younger. Smiling. Standing in our ancestral garden, her hand resting on my head, her voice soft. *“You’re strong, little storm. Don’t let the world tell you otherwise. Don’t let them break you. And if they try—burn them down.”*

I didn’t speak.

Just watched.

And when it ended, I pressed my palm to the column, my breath steady, my heart a locked vault.

“I did,” I whispered. “I burned them down. And I rebuilt it. In your name.”

And then—

Peace.

Not the absence of pain.

Not the end of war.

But *acceptance.*

Of the past. Of the loss. Of the love that had never died.

And for the first time since I’d walked into the Obsidian Spire with a dagger in my boot and vengeance in my heart, I didn’t feel the need to run.

Because I wasn’t alone.

I had him.

I had the truth.

And I had my mother’s name.

And that—more than any blade, more than any bond—was the one thing I couldn’t afford to lose.

Later, as we stepped back through the Veil, the world shifting around us like a breath released, Kael didn’t let go of my hand.

Just squeezed it, once, firm, *reassuring.*

“You were right,” I said, as the black sand gave way to stone, the twilight to night. “Peace is the war we can’t afford to lose.”

He didn’t answer.

Just pulled me close, his coat whispering against the stone, his presence a wall at my back.

And I, for the first time in my life, didn’t pull away.

Just leaned into him, my body a furnace against his, my breath mingling with his.

Because the truth was worse than I’d imagined.

I wasn’t here to kill the Hollow King.

I was here to love him.

And that was the most dangerous thought of all.

But as I stood there, the bond pulsing beneath our flesh like a second heartbeat, I realized something.

It was too late.

I already had.