BackFated Tide: Blood & Bond

Chapter 36 - The Hollow Crown

TIDE

The silence after Riven’s departure was different this time.

Not the electric tension of before, not the grief that had followed his last goodbye. This was… hollow. Like the space left behind when something vital is removed—not just gone, but missing. The fire in the hearth had died to embers, the torches burned low, the drapes drawn against the dawn. The suite felt too large, too quiet, too still. As if the world had exhaled, and we were left suspended in the breath between.

Kael—no, Elion—stood by the window, his back to me, his silhouette sharp against the pale light. He hadn’t spoken since we returned. Hadn’t moved. Hadn’t tried to touch me. But I could feel him—through the bond, through the way my pulse still hitched when he shifted, when his coat brushed the floor, when his breath ghosted over my neck.

I hated that.

I hated that even now—after everything—I still felt him.

And yet.

I didn’t want him to stop.

“You should rest,” he said, voice low, rough. “You’ve been through enough.”

“I don’t need rest,” I said, stepping forward. “I need to understand.”

He turned, finally meeting my eyes. Obsidian. Unreadable. But beneath it—something warmer. Something I couldn’t name.

“Understand what?”

“This,” I said, lifting my hand, showing him the faint glow beneath my skin—where my mother’s essence had merged with mine. “The bond. The storm. The way I feel… like I’m not just me anymore.”

He didn’t flinch. Just stepped closer, his hand lifting, his thumb brushing my wrist. The bond flared—warm, deep, alive. Not with desire. Not with warning.

With recognition.

“You’re not just you,” he said. “You’re more. You’re her. You’re the storm. You’re the fire. And you’re mine.”

My breath caught.

Not from anger.

From the way his voice dropped—low, rough, intimate.

From the way my body responded—heat pooling low in my belly, the bond flaring beneath my skin.

“Don’t say that,” I whispered. “Don’t make it sound like a claim.”

“It’s not a claim,” he said. “It’s a truth. The bond doesn’t lie. It knows what it wants. And it wants you.”

“And what about me?” I asked, stepping back. “What do I want?”

He didn’t answer. Just watched me—steady, unyielding.

And I knew—

He didn’t have the answer.

Neither did I.

The door opened.

Not with a knock. Not with a warning.

With presence.

High Queen Mirelle stood in the threshold, her silver crown gleaming, her storm-gray eyes—so like my mother’s—searching mine. She wore the robes of the Fae High Court, dark and heavy, the sigils along the hem glowing faintly with old magic. She didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just stood there, her breath shallow, her hands trembling.

And I knew—

She was afraid.

“You’re alive,” I said, voice flat.

“So are you,” she replied, stepping inside. The door clicked shut behind her. “I felt it. The bond. The storm. The way it changed. I knew you’d done it.”

“And you waited,” I said. “You didn’t come to help. You didn’t warn me. You just… watched.”

“I couldn’t interfere,” she said. “The balance must be preserved. If I’d acted, I would’ve tipped the scales. I would’ve made you a weapon of the court, not a force of your own.”

“And now?” I asked. “Now that the balance is restored?”

She didn’t answer. Just reached into her robes and pulled out a circlet—silver, delicate, its surface etched with ancient runes that pulsed faintly in the torchlight. “This is for you,” she said, holding it out. “The Hollow Crown. It was your mother’s. She wore it the night she died.”

My breath stopped.

Not from fear.

From the way the bond flared—warm, deep, alive.

From the way my hands trembled as I took it.

“Why now?” I asked, voice breaking. “Why not before? Why not when I needed her most?”

“Because it wasn’t yours to wear,” she said. “Not until the chain was broken. Not until you were free. The Hollow Crown doesn’t belong to a daughter. It belongs to a queen.”

“And who am I queen of?” I asked, turning it in my hands. “A broken bond? A dead mother? A world that still burns?”

“Of yourself,” she said. “Of your power. Of your choice. The crown is hollow because it is not filled by blood or title. It is filled by truth.”

“And if I don’t want it?”

“Then it will remain hollow,” she said. “But it will still be yours.”

I didn’t put it on.

Just held it—this piece of her, this final whisper from the woman who had given me life, who had died for me, who had defied a king to protect her child.

And failed.

“You let her die,” I said, turning to Mirelle. “You knew what Vexen was doing. You knew he had her. And you did nothing.”

“I did,” she said, no flinch, no denial. “I sent spies. I sent warnings. I sent power. But the Fae High Court is not a weapon. It is a balance. And sometimes, the balance requires sacrifice.”

“And my mother was the sacrifice?”

She hesitated. Then: “Yes. And I have lived with that guilt every day. I have spent my life trying to atone. Protecting you. Watching you. Waiting for the storm to wake.”

My chest ached.

Not from anger.

From the truth in her voice.

From the way she looked at me—like I was the only thing left that mattered.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “Not because I failed her. But because I failed you. I should have told you the truth. I should have prepared you. I should have—”

“You should have fought,” I said, stepping forward. “You should have burned the court to ash to save her.”

She didn’t flinch. Just met my gaze—steady, unyielding. “And if I had, the balance would’ve shattered. The war would’ve begun. Millions would’ve died. Your mother… she would’ve hated me for it.”

And then—

She did something I never expected.

She knelt.

Not in submission.

In penance.

“If you want me to leave,” she said, head bowed, “I will. If you want me to die, I won’t fight you. But know this—I respect you, Tide. Not because of your magic. Not because of your blood. But because you’re you.”

I didn’t move.

Didn’t speak.

Just stared at her—this woman who had ruled an empire, who had lied to me, who had failed me, who had loved me anyway.

And I didn’t know whether to hate her… or forgive her.

“Get up,” I said, voice quiet.

She didn’t.

“Get up,” I said again, louder. “I’m not your executioner. I’m not your judge. I’m not even sure I’m your queen.”

Slowly, she rose.

“Then what are you?” she asked.

“I’m free,” I said. “And I’m not alone.”

She looked at Kael—just once—and nodded.

And then—

She was gone.

The crown burned in my hands.

Not literally. Not with fire.

With need.

I turned to Kael. “I need to wear this. Alone.”

He didn’t argue. Just stepped forward, his hand lifting, his thumb brushing my cheek. The bond flared—warm, deep, alive. “I’ll be in the hall,” he said. “Call me if you need me.”

And then—

He left.

The door clicked shut.

And I was alone.

Not truly. Not with the bond still humming beneath my skin, not with my mother’s essence still pulsing in my veins. But alone in the way that mattered—in the quiet, in the stillness, in the space between heartbeats where truth lives.

I lifted the Hollow Crown.

Not with ceremony. Not with pride.

With grief.

It settled on my brow—light, almost weightless, yet it felt like the sky had pressed down upon me. The runes flared—faintly, then brighter—responding to my blood, to my magic, to the storm within. And then—

I felt her.

Not in my ears.

In my soul.

“My daughter,” her voice whispered, soft, warm, filled with love. “You wear my crown. You carry my fire. You are the storm I dreamed of.”

“I didn’t want this,” I said aloud, tears burning my eyes. “I didn’t want to be a queen. I wanted to be free.”

“And you are,” she said. “Freedom is not the absence of chains. It is the presence of choice. You chose him. You chose love. You chose mercy. That is power. That is rule.”

“And what about vengeance?” I asked. “What about justice?”

“Vengeance is a fire that consumes the hand that holds it,” she said. “Justice is not in blood. It is in balance. In truth. In love.”

“And if the world doesn’t see it that way?”

“Then you show them,” she said. “Not with war. Not with blood. With light. With fire. With the storm.”

I didn’t cry.

Not at first.

Just stood there, the crown on my brow, my breath shallow, my heart pounding.

And then—

The tears came.

Not from grief.

From relief.

From the weight lifting—the years of anger, of hatred, of vengeance—slipping away like chains breaking in the storm. I sank to my knees, the crown still glowing, my body trembling, my breath ragged.

She hadn’t wanted me to destroy him.

She’d wanted me to love him.

And I had.

Not just because of the bond.

Not just because of the magic.

But because he was good. Because he’d tried. Because he’d wept.

Because he’d loved her.

And now—

He loved me.

The door opened.

Not with a knock.

With him.

Kael—Elion—stepped inside, his eyes searching mine, his presence a steady weight in the dark. He didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just watched me—kneeling, broken, weeping, the Hollow Crown glowing on my brow.

And then—

He knelt too.

Not in submission.

In solidarity.

His hand found mine—cool, deliberate. The bond flared—warm, deep, alive.

“You wear it,” he said, voice low.

I nodded, unable to speak.

“And now?”

I looked at him—storm-gray eyes searching his—trying to find the lie, the manipulation, the monster I’d sworn to destroy.

But all I saw was truth.

“Now,” I whispered, “I am queen.”

He didn’t smile. Didn’t gloat. Just reached for me—slowly, gently—and pulled me into his arms. His body shielded mine, his breath warm against my neck. The bond hummed—warm, deep, alive—not with magic, not with fate, but with something deeper.

Love.

And for the first time, I didn’t fight it.

For the first time, I didn’t run.

For the first time, I let myself believe—

That maybe, just maybe, I hadn’t come here to destroy him.

Maybe I’d come here to save him.

And in saving him… save myself.

He pulled back, his thumb brushing my cheek. “We did it,” he said. “We broke the chain.”

“And found something else,” I whispered.

He didn’t answer.

Just kissed me—soft, slow, real.

His lips were cool, but the kiss was fire. His hands slid to my waist, pulling me closer, his body pressing against mine. The bond roared to life, a tidal wave of sensation—her voice, her magic, her love, flooding through us like a river breaking its banks.

And then—

The door burst open.

Not with violence.

With urgency.

A guard stood in the threshold, his face pale, his breath ragged. Behind him—shouts. Alarms. The clang of steel.

“Your Highness,” he gasped. “The eastern gate—it’s under attack. Not by wolves. Not by Fae. By humans.”

My stomach dropped.

Not from fear.

From the way the bond flared—hot, then cold, then hot again.

From the way Kael’s hand found mine—cool, deliberate, a silent claim.

“We have to go,” I said, rising. “We have to stop this.”

“It’s a trap,” he said. “They want us to run. To fight. To give them proof of treason.”

“And if we don’t?”

“Then they’ll burn the city,” the guard said. “And then they’ll come for you.”

I looked at Kael.

He didn’t flinch. Just met my gaze—steady, unyielding.

And then—

He nodded.

“We go,” he said. “But we go on our terms.”

And as the first light of dawn broke through the drapes, painting the room in gold and shadow, I knew—

The mission had changed.

The enemy was gone.

But the world was still burning.

And I was the only one who could put out the fire.