BackFated Tide: Blood & Bond

Chapter 54 - The Hollow Heart

TIDE

The silence in the suite was no longer mine.

It used to be—sharp, clean, a weapon I wielded like breath. The quiet between heartbeats before a strike. The stillness before a storm. But now it was different. Softer. Heavier. Filled with the slow rhythm of Lira’s breathing, the warmth of Elion’s presence beside me, the faint hum of the bond that no longer burned but pulsed, like a second heartbeat woven into my own.

I sat by the hearth, wrapped in a blanket that still carried the scent of rain and old magic, watching the firelight dance across the walls. The flames didn’t flicker—they spoke. In violet tongues, in whispers of forgotten names, in the echo of a voice that wasn’t quite my mother’s, but wasn’t mine either. Break the chain. Be the storm. Be the light. Be the name.

I had spent my life believing vengeance was the only fire strong enough to burn through the lies. That hatred was the only truth worth keeping. But now—now I wasn’t sure what I was. Not avenger. Not queen. Not even witch. Just… mother. Not by blood. Not by law. But by choice. By love. By the way my chest ached every time Lira looked at me, like she already knew all the ways I had failed before I even began.

Elion stirred beside me, his arm shifting across my shoulders, his breath warm against my temple. He didn’t wake. Just murmured something low, in a language I didn’t know, his fingers tightening slightly around me, as if even in sleep, he was afraid I’d disappear.

I didn’t move. Didn’t pull away. Just leaned into him, my head resting against his chest, listening to the slow, steady beat beneath his skin. Not a human heart. Not anymore. But not entirely vampire, either. Something older. Something that had learned how to feel again.

And then—

The dream came.

Not mine.

Hers.

Lira’s.

It didn’t arrive with sound or light. It didn’t claw its way into my mind. It simply unfolded—like a letter written in blood, like a memory I had never lived but had always known.

I saw her—this child, this mirror—not in the garden, not in the square, but in a place between worlds. A void. A wound. And around her—

Shadows.

Not of the dead.

Of the unborn.

Children who had never drawn breath. Souls who had been erased before they could speak. Magic that had been stolen before it could bloom. And in the center—

Me.

Not as I was now. Not as I had been.

As I could have been.

A queen. A mother. A storm. A woman who had chosen love over vengeance, life over death, light over hate. And beside me—

Elion.

Not as a prince. Not as a vampire.

As a man.

And in our arms—

A child.

Not Lira.

But one like her.

Ours.

The vision came faster, sharper, until it wasn’t just an image.

It was a truth.

And then—

I felt it.

Not pain. Not fear.

Loss.

A hollow place beneath my ribs, a space that should have been filled with warmth, with life, with a child who had never been given the chance to live. A daughter. A son. A future that had been stolen not by war, not by magic, but by my own refusal to believe in anything but ruin.

I gasped, my body jerking, my breath ragged. Elion woke instantly, his arms tightening around me, his voice low, rough. “Tide? What is it?”

I couldn’t answer. Not at first. Just pressed my face into his chest, my fingers clutching the fabric of his shirt, my body trembling. The dream hadn’t left. It had settled. Like ash in my lungs. Like grief in my bones.

“She’s not just remembering,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “She’s awakening.”

“Awakening what?”

“The Hollow Heart,” I said. “A place where lost souls leave echoes. Where the unspoken truths of the world are buried. And now—now she’s calling them back.”

He didn’t flinch. Just held me tighter. “And if she can’t control it?”

“Then we’ll help her,” I said, lifting my head, my storm-gray eyes meeting his obsidian ones. “Not by silencing her. Not by hiding her. By standing with her.”

He didn’t answer. Just kissed me—soft, slow, real. His lips were cool, but the kiss was fire. His hands slid to my waist, pulling me closer, his body pressing against mine. The bond roared to life, a tidal wave of sensation—her voice, her magic, her love, flooding through us like a river breaking its banks.

And for the first time, I didn’t fight it.

For the first time, I didn’t run.

For the first time, I let myself believe—

That maybe, just maybe, I hadn’t come here to destroy him.

Maybe I’d come here to save him.

And in saving him… save myself.

Lira stirred in the bed, her violet eyes fluttering open. She didn’t speak. Just looked at us—long, hard, unflinching. And then—

She reached out.

Not toward the fire. Not toward the window.

Toward the earth.

Her small hand hovered over the floor, and the moment her fingers brushed the stone, the suite answered.

Not with flowers. Not with light.

With names.

They rose from the ground—glowing, trembling, written in violet fire—names I didn’t know, names I had never heard, names that belonged to children who had never drawn breath, to lovers who had never spoken their vows, to warriors who had died nameless in the dark.

And then—

One more.

Tide.

Not carved. Not written.

Claimed.

My breath stopped.

Not from fear.

From the way the bond flared—hot, then cold, then hot again.

From the way my body responded—heat pooling low in my belly, the storm within me answering, roaring to life.

“She’s not just a child,” I said, stepping forward. “She’s a successor.”

“And if she’s like you?” Elion asked, stepping beside me.

“Then we don’t fear her,” I said. “We don’t hide her. We don’t control her.”

“We love her,” he said.

And I knew he was right.

Lira looked at me—her violet eyes searching mine—and then, slowly, deliberately, she placed her small hand in mine.

And the world shattered.

Not in sound. Not in light.

In memory.

This time, I didn’t see the void. Didn’t see the unborn souls. This time, I saw her.

My mother.

Not in the dungeon. Not in chains. Not dying.

Alive.

Laughing.

Running through the garden, her silver hair flying behind her, her storm-gray eyes blazing with joy. She was young—so young—her face unlined, her body strong, her magic wild and free. And beside her—

A man.

Not Elion.

Not Vexen.

My father.

Human. Strong. Smiling. His arms around her, his voice low, his breath warm against her neck. They were dancing—barefoot on the cobblestone, beneath a sky streaked with violet clouds, the air thick with the scent of rain and wildflowers. And in her arms—

A child.

Me.

Not as I was now—hardened, scarred, queen of ruins—but as I had been before the vengeance, before the storm. Soft. Small. Smiling.

And then—

The vision shifted.

The garden burned.

Not with fire. Not with magic.

With betrayal.

The Fae came first—robes of silver, eyes of ice, voices like winter wind. They said she had broken the laws. That her magic was chaos. That her child was an abomination. They didn’t ask. Didn’t listen. Just took her—ripped her from my father’s arms, from mine—dragged her into the dark.

And then—

Vexen.

Not as a monster. Not as a tyrant.

As a man.

Young. Pale. Haunted. He stood in the shadows, his hand outstretched, his voice a whisper: “I can save her. But you must let me bind her. It’s the only way.”

My father didn’t hesitate. Just nodded. “Save her. No matter the cost.”

And Vexen did.

Not with cruelty.

With magic.

A bond. Not of slavery. Not of domination.

Of protection.

He bound her to him—not to control her, but to hide her. To keep her from the Fae, from the Council, from the ones who would kill her for being what she was. He took her into the vampire court, not as a slave, but as a secret. As a ward. As a shield.

And then—

The truth.

He never meant to enslave her.

He meant to save her.

But the magic twisted. The bond corrupted. The Fae found out. And by the time he could break it, it was too late.

She was broken.

And so was he.

The vision ended.

I gasped, staggering back, my heart hammering, my breath ragged. Lira didn’t let go. Just held on tighter, her small fingers gripping mine like she was afraid I’d disappear.

“He loved her,” I whispered, tears burning my eyes. “Vexen. He didn’t enslave her to possess her. He did it to protect her.”

Elion didn’t flinch. Just stepped forward, his hand lifting, his thumb brushing my cheek. The bond flared—warm, deep, alive.

“And he failed,” he said. “Not because he was cruel. Because he was weak. Because he believed in power when he should have believed in truth.”

“And my father?”

“He didn’t betray her,” Elion said. “He chose her life over her freedom. And that choice cost him everything.”

My chest ached.

Not from anger.

From the truth in his voice.

From the way he looked at me—like I was the only thing left that mattered.

“All this time,” I said, voice breaking. “I thought I was avenging her. But I was just repeating her prison. I was so busy hating that I didn’t see—she didn’t want me to destroy him. She wanted me to break the chain. Not the man.”

Elion didn’t answer.

Just pulled me into his arms, his body shielding mine, his breath warm against my neck. The bond hummed—warm, deep, alive—not with magic, not with fate, but with something deeper.

Love.

Lira stood, her small hand still in mine, and walked to the hearth. She didn’t speak. Just placed her palm against the stone, over the name Elara.

And then—

The fire woke.

Not with heat. Not with sound.

With light.

A single flame rose from the ashes—violet, trembling, alive—and hovered in the air. It didn’t burn. Just pulsed, like a heartbeat. And then—

Another.

And another.

Until the air above the hearth was filled with them—dozens of flames, glowing, swirling, forming a constellation no one had seen before. And in the center—

A name.

Tide.

Not written. Not carved.

Claimed.

“She’s naming you,” Elion said, voice rough. “Not as a queen. Not as a storm-witch. As a mother.”

“I’m not her mother,” I said, voice breaking.

“You are,” he said. “Not by blood. By choice. By love.”

And then—

Lira turned to me.

Not with fear. Not with anger.

With hope.

And she spoke.

Not with her voice.

With mine.

“Break the chain,” she whispered. “Not the man. Be the storm. Be the light. Be the name.”

My breath stopped.

Not from fear.

From the way the bond flared—hot, then cold, then hot again.

From the way my body responded—heat pooling low in my belly, the storm within me answering, roaring to life.

“She’s not just a reflection,” I said, stepping forward. “She’s a successor.”

“And if she’s like you?” Elion asked.

“Then we don’t fear her,” I said. “We don’t hide her. We don’t control her.”

“We love her,” he said.

And I knew he was right.

We stayed in the suite until dawn, until the names in the stone dimmed, until the flames in the air faded, until Lira finally closed her eyes and fell asleep in Elion’s arms. We didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just sat by the hearth, the bond humming between us, the silence thick with everything we hadn’t said.

“She’s not just a child,” I said, breaking the quiet. “She’s a bridge. Between the old magic and the new. Between the past and the future.”

“And between us,” Elion said.

I turned to look at him—his pale skin, his obsidian eyes, the quiet strength in his stance. “And if she sees us as parents?”

He didn’t flinch. Just met my gaze—steady, unyielding. “Then we’ll be worthy of it.”

“And if she hates us?”

“Then we’ll earn her love,” he said. “Not by force. Not by magic. By truth.”

My chest ached.

Not from fear.

From the truth in his voice.

From the way he looked at me—like I was the only thing left that mattered.

“You’re not what I expected,” I said, voice hoarse.

“Neither are you,” he said.

And then—

I kissed him.

Not like before. Not angry. Not desperate.

Soft.

Slow.

Real.

His lips were cool, but the kiss was fire. His hands slid to my waist, pulling me closer, his body pressing against mine. The bond roared to life, a tidal wave of sensation—her voice, her magic, her love, flooding through us like a river breaking its banks.

And for the first time, I didn’t fight it.

For the first time, I didn’t run.

For the first time, I let myself believe—

That maybe, just maybe, I hadn’t come here to destroy him.

Maybe I’d come here to save him.

And in saving him… save myself.

He pulled back, his thumb brushing my cheek. “We did it,” he said. “We broke the chain.”

“And found something else,” I whispered.

He didn’t answer.

Just pulled me into his arms, his body shielding mine, his breath warm against my neck. The bond hummed—warm, deep, alive—not with magic, not with fate, but with something deeper.

Love.

And as the first light of dawn broke through the drapes, painting the room in gold and shadow, I knew—

The mission had changed.

The enemy was gone.

And the world—

Was finally ready to burn.

Not with hate.

But with light.