BackGarnet’s Vow: Blood and Thorn

Chapter 58 - Morning After

GARNET

The first thing I felt was warmth.

Not the heat of fire, not the burn of magic, not the fevered pulse of battle. This was softer. Deeper. A slow, steady glow that wrapped around me like a second skin, seeping through the cracks of my bones, the hollows of my ribs, the quiet spaces between breaths. It wasn’t just the sun—though golden light spilled through the high windows of our chamber, painting the stone in molten streaks. It wasn’t just the fur beneath me—though the blackthorn-dyed pelt still held the imprint of our bodies, the scent of storm and fire tangled in its fibers.

No. This warmth was him.

Kaelen.

He lay behind me, his chest pressed to my back, one arm draped possessively over my waist, his hand splayed low on my belly, where our daughter stirred—soft, warm, a spark in the dark. His breath was even, deep, the kind that only comes after true rest. Not the restless, fractured sleep of a man haunted by ghosts. Not the shallow rest of one clinging to life. But deep, true sleep. The kind that heals. The kind that renews. The kind that says, I am safe. I am loved. I am home.

I didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just lay there, my body curled into his, my fingers brushing the old scar on his forearm—the one from when his father had chained him to the wall and left him to bleed. I’d traced it a hundred times. Kissed it a thousand. But this morning, it felt different. Not like a wound. Not like a memory. Like a vow.

Because last night hadn’t been about survival.

It hadn’t been about vengeance. Or duty. Or the weight of the world pressing down on our shoulders.

It had been about us.

About choice.

About love.

I closed my eyes, letting the memory wash over me—the way his mouth had trailed down my body, the way his tongue had claimed me, the way he’d stopped just before I shattered, just to look at me and say, You’re mine. The way I’d pulled him inside me, not with desperation, but with certainty. The way we’d moved—slow, deep, a vow sealed in breath and heat—until the runes on the wall flared and the fortress sighed with peace.

And then—

He stirred.

Not with tension. Not with alertness. Just a slow, lazy shift, his body pressing closer, his lips brushing the back of my neck. His voice was rough with sleep, low, intimate. “You’re awake.”

“Mm,” I murmured, turning in his arms, my hands rising to his chest, my fingers spreading over the old scar—the one that ran from collarbone to sternum. It was smoother now. Warmer. No longer a wound, but a vow. “And so are you.”

He didn’t smile. Just looked at me—really looked at me—and said, “You’re beautiful.”

Not because of my fire. Not because of my power. Not because I was Queen-Mate of the Northern Pack.

Because I was me.

And gods, I loved him for it.

“You say that like it’s a surprise,” I said, tracing the line of his jaw with my thumb.

“It’s not a surprise,” he said, catching my hand, pressing a kiss to my palm. “It’s a fact. Like the sky is gray. Like the storm answers to me. Like you’re the only woman who’s ever looked at me and didn’t flinch.”

My breath caught.

Not from pride. Not from power.

From truth.

Because he wasn’t just saying it to please me. He believed it. And that—that was the most dangerous thing of all.

“And you?” I asked, stepping closer, my body pressing into his. “What do you fight for?”

He didn’t answer with words.

Just kissed me.

Slow. Deep. A vow sealed in breath and heat. His lips met mine, hot and demanding, his tongue sliding against my lower lip, forcing it open. I moaned—soft, broken—as my body arched into his, my fingers clutching his shoulders. The bond flared, not with need, not with denial, but with truth. I could feel it—his love, his relief, his surrender. And I gave it back. My fire, my fury, my need—pouring into him like a river.

When we broke apart, our foreheads pressed together, our breaths ragged, he spoke.

“I fight for you,” he said, his voice rough. “Not because I have to. Not because the bond demands it. But because you’re the only one who’s ever seen me. Not as a monster. Not as a tyrant. Not as a cursed Alpha. As him. And that’s enough.”

I didn’t smile.

Just kissed him again—slow, deep, a vow sealed in breath and heat.

And then—

The fortress shivered.

Not with wind. Not with storm.

With magic.

Not the cold, controlled power of the Council. Not the sharp, calculated force of the Fae. But something wilder. Fiercer. Alive.

And I knew—

It was time.

“Come with me,” I said, stepping back, my hand rising to his. “Not to the war room. Not to the Heart Grove. Not to the Council. To us.”

He didn’t argue. Just took my hand, his fingers lacing with mine, his thumb brushing the pulse at my wrist. The bond flared—warm, steady, a current of fire and storm that needed no words. And together, we moved.

Not through the corridors. Not down the stairs.

Through.

Fire and storm. Garnet and Thorne. Queen and King. Mate and mate.

We reached the private chamber in seconds—a small, hidden room beneath the fortress, carved from blackthorn and storm-iron, its walls etched with runes of fire and moon, of blood and bone, of fire and thorn. It wasn’t for war. Not for strategy. Not for power.

It was for us.

The hearth was already lit, the fire crackling in the stone, casting long, dancing shadows across the walls. The scent of pine and frost was sharp in the air, clean and cold, laced with something deeper—desire. Need. Truth.

I didn’t speak. Just stepped forward, my hands rising to the buttons of his coat. He didn’t stop me. Just stood there, his gold eyes burning into mine, his breath steady, his body tense with something deeper than control.

Want.

One by one, I unbuttoned his coat, letting it fall to the floor, revealing the storm-gray of his skin, the silver of his scars, the old wound that ran from collarbone to sternum. I didn’t trace it. Didn’t kiss it. Not yet.

Just placed my hand over it—my fingers spreading, my magic rising.

Not to heal.

Not to erase.

To claim.

Fire flared beneath my skin—garnet-red, hot and wild—but I didn’t let it burn. Not him. Not now. I let it flow—slow, steady, like a river through stone—into his body, into the scar, into the memory, into the soul.

He gasped—sharp, broken—as the heat seared into his flesh, as the magic unraveled the old pain, as the wound began to glow, not with new skin, not with scarless flesh, but with something deeper.

Unity.

“This isn’t about erasing it,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “It’s about changing what it means. This scar—this pain—this guilt. It doesn’t have to be a chain. It doesn’t have to be a curse. It can be a vow. A reminder. Not of what you lost. But of what you survived. Of what you became. Of what you are.”

He didn’t answer.

Just reached for me—his hands cradling my face, his thumbs brushing the pulse at my wrists. “You see me,” he said, his voice rough, broken. “Not the Alpha. Not the king. Not the monster. Just… me.”

“I do,” I said, tears burning my eyes. “And I love you. Not despite this. Not in spite of it. Because of it. Because you’re strong. Because you’re broken. Because you’re real.”

And then—

I kissed him.

Not slow. Not tender.

Claiming.

My mouth crashed into his, hot and demanding, my tongue sliding against his lips, forcing them open. I moaned—soft, broken—as my body arched into his, my fingers clutching his shoulders. The bond screamed—not with need, not with desperation, but with truth. The runes on the wall flared—garnet and silver, fire and moon, blood and bone. The air crackled with magic, not the cold, controlled power of the Council, but something wilder. Fiercer. Alive.

He didn’t hold back. Just pulled me closer, his hands sliding down my back, over the curve of my hips, beneath the hem of my dress. His fingers were warm, deliberate, his touch a promise, a vow, a claim.

And then—

He lifted me.

Not gently. Not carefully.

Claiming.

His hands gripped my thighs, lifting me off the ground, pressing me against the wall, his body a wall of storm and iron, his breath hot against my neck. I didn’t fight. Didn’t pull away. Just wrapped my legs around his waist, my hands tangling in his hair, my magic flaring at my fingertips.

“Tell me,” he growled, his fangs grazing my throat. “Tell me you want this. That you want me.”

“I do,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “Not because of the bond. Not because of the curse. But because I love you. And that’s something no one can control. No one can curse. No one can break.”

He didn’t answer.

Just bit me.

Not to claim. Not to mark.

To feel.

His fangs sank into the pulse at my throat, not deep enough to draw blood, but enough to send a shockwave through my body, a pulse of heat that raced down my spine, into my core, into my soul. I gasped—sharp, broken—as my magic flared, not with fire, not with fury, but with need.

And then—

He kissed me again.

Slow. Deep. A vow sealed in breath and heat. His lips met mine, hot and demanding, his tongue sliding against my lower lip, forcing it open. I moaned—soft, broken—as my body arching into his, my fingers clutching his shoulders. The bond flared—warm, steady, unbreakable.

And then—

He carried me to the hearth.

Not to the bed. Not to the stone.

To the fire.

He laid me down on the fur rug before the flames, the heat rising, the light dancing across his skin, his gold eyes burning. He didn’t speak. Didn’t ask. Just knelt between my legs, his hands rising to the hem of my dress, his fingers brushing the bare skin of my thighs.

“Tell me,” he said again, his voice rough. “Tell me you want this.”

“I do,” I said, lifting my hips, letting him slide the dress up, over my body, off my shoulders, until I was bare beneath him, the firelight painting my skin in gold and shadow. “Not because I have to. Not because the world demands it. But because I choose to. Because I want you. Because I need you. Because I love you.”

He didn’t answer.

Just lowered his head—and kissed me.

Not on the lips.

Not on the neck.

Lower.

His mouth trailed down my stomach, over the curve of my belly, to the apex of my thighs. His breath was hot, deliberate, his tongue a slow, aching promise. And then—

He tasted me.

Not gentle. Not careful.

Claiming.

His tongue slid through my folds, hot and demanding, circling my clit, pressing, teasing, until I was writhing beneath him, my hands clutching the fur, my magic flaring at my fingertips. I moaned—loud, broken—as pleasure ripped through me, not with denial, not with resistance, but with truth.

“Kaelen,” I gasped, my voice raw. “Please.”

He didn’t answer.

Just did it again.

And again.

And again.

Until I was screaming, until my body arched off the ground, until the bond flared so bright it blinded me, until the fire roared so loud it drowned out the world.

And then—

He stopped.

Just looked at me—really looked at me—and said, “You’re mine.”

“I know,” I whispered, my body trembling, my breath ragged. “And you’re mine.”

He didn’t smile.

Just rose over me, his body a wall of storm and iron, his cock hard, thick, aching. He didn’t enter me. Just pressed the tip against my entrance, his eyes burning into mine.

“Say it,” he growled. “Say you want me.”

“I do,” I said, lifting my hips, letting him slide in—just an inch, just enough to make us both gasp. “Not because of magic. Not because of blood. But because I love you. And that’s something no one can control. No one can curse. No one can break.”

He didn’t answer.

Just thrust.

Deep. Hard. Claiming.

I screamed—sharp, broken—as he filled me, as the bond flared, as the fire roared, as the runes on the wall glowed so bright they lit the room. He didn’t move. Just stayed there, buried inside me, his forehead pressed to mine, his breath ragged, his body trembling.

“You’re not just my mate,” he whispered, his voice breaking. “You’re my truth. My life. My future.”

“And you’re mine,” I said, wrapping my legs around his waist, pulling him deeper. “Not because of the bond. Not because of the curse. But because you saw me. Not as a weapon. Not as a pawn. Not as a cursed hybrid. As me. And maybe—just maybe—that was enough.”

He didn’t answer.

Just moved.

Slow. Deep. A vow sealed in breath and heat.

And then—

The fortress sighed.

Not with wind. Not with storm.

With peace.

Later, as we lay tangled in the fur, his body a wall of storm and iron against my back, his arm draped possessively over my waist, his breath warm against my neck, I placed my hand on my stomach, the life inside me pulsing like a second heartbeat.

“She’ll come again,” he murmured.

“Let her,” I said. “We’ve already won.”

“How?”

“Because we chose each other,” I said. “Not because of magic. Not because of blood. but because we love each other. And that’s something she can’t control. Can’t curse. Can’t break.”

He didn’t answer.

Just leaned in—and kissed me.

Slow. Deep. A vow sealed in breath and heat.

The bond flared, not with need, but with something deeper.

Peace.

Finally.

And for the first time since I’d become who I was meant to be, I let myself believe it.

That I wasn’t just surviving.

I was alive.

And I would fight—

For him.

For us.

For every breath, every touch, every claim.

Because the curse wasn’t just in my blood.

It was in my heart.

And the only way to break it was to stop running.

To stop fighting.

To stop pretending I didn’t want him.

Because I did.

Not just to survive.

Not just to break the curse.

But because he saw me. Not as a weapon. Not as a pawn. Not as a cursed hybrid.

As me.

And maybe—just maybe—that was enough.