BackMarked Alpha: Zara’s Fire

Chapter 33 - Eve of War

ZARA

The night before war, the world holds its breath.

Not in silence. Not in stillness. But in that strange, charged pause—the moment between the spark and the flame, the heartbeat before the fall. The Hollow Maw is empty now, the allies scattered to their posts, the weapons sharpened, the oaths sworn. The wind howls through the mountain passes, carrying the scent of snow and iron and something darker—something alive. The stars burn cold and bright above the spires of Veridian, and below, in the shadowed chambers beneath the stone, the city waits.

And I wait with it.

Kaelen is already here when I return—standing at the window, his broad back to me, his storm-gray eyes fixed on the horizon where the first light of dawn will soon bleed gold across the peaks. He doesn’t turn. Doesn’t speak. Just stands there, a wall of muscle and power and something quieter—something broken, and still trying to mend.

I don’t call out.

Don’t announce myself.

Just step inside, close the door behind me, and let the silence settle between us like ash.

He knows I’m here.

The bond hums beneath my skin—warm, steady, unbroken. It doesn’t flare with heat, not like before. Not with the desperate, clawing need of the catacombs or the Hollow Maw. This is different. Deeper. A pulse, not a scream. A promise, not a demand.

And for the first time, I don’t fight it.

I walk to him. Stop beside him. Don’t touch. Just stand shoulder to shoulder, my storm-gray eyes locking onto the same distant line of light, the same war waiting in the dark.

“They’re ready,” he says, voice low, rough. “Riven’s wolves are in position. Orin’s witches are weaving the sigils. The humans have cut the blood lines—no more thralls. No more supply.”

“And the Fae?”

“Hesitating.” He exhales, a slow, controlled breath. “The Summer Queen wants to negotiate. The Winter King wants blood. They’ll wait to see who wins.”

I nod. “Then we give them a victory.”

He turns.

Looks at me.

Not with fire. Not with fury.

With something that cuts deeper.

Fear.

“You don’t have to do this,” he says, voice quiet. “You’ve already done enough. The Purity Edict is dead. The truth is free. You could walk away. Live. Be safe.”

I laugh—sharp, bitter. “And go where? Do what? Pretend none of this happened? Pretend I’m not the daughter of Lysara? That I didn’t watch my mother die for loving a man they called a monster?”

His jaw tightens.

“I’m not asking you to run,” I say, stepping closer. “I’m asking you to see me. To see us. This isn’t just revenge. It’s not just fire. It’s justice. And I won’t stop until every hybrid walks free. Until every lie is burned. Until the Council answers for what they’ve done.”

He doesn’t argue.

Just lifts a hand—slow, deliberate—and brushes his thumb over my cheek, tracing the line of my jaw, the curve of my lip. His touch is rough, calloused, real. Not possessive. Not demanding.

Just… there.

And it undoes me.

“You could die tomorrow,” he says, voice raw. “You could burn too bright. You could—”

“So could you,” I interrupt, pressing my palm to his chest, over his heart. “You could lose control. You could shift too deep and never come back. You could be torn apart by your own kind. But you’re still here.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just covers my hand with his, holding it against him, feeling the beat beneath. His heart is steady. Strong. Not racing. Not wild.

But it’s not calm, either.

It’s afraid.

And so am I.

Later, we eat.

Not a feast. Not a last meal.

Just bread, cheese, dried meat—soldier’s fare, passed between us in silence. We sit on the floor, backs against the cold stone, the fire crackling in the hearth. The room is small, shadowed, intimate. No grand chambers. No ceremonial halls. Just this. Just us.

And it feels more real than anything else.

“Do you remember the first time we touched?” I ask, breaking the silence. “In the Council Hall. When our fingers brushed on the treaty scroll.”

He stills.

Then nods. “I felt it. The bond. The vision. Your mother—”

“And you,” I say, voice low. “You were there. In the crowd. I thought you were part of it. That you’d signed the order. That you’d let them kill her.”

“I thought I had.” His voice is rough. “They wiped my memory. Used my blood. Made me watch, believing I’d done it. For years, I carried that guilt. That shame. That hate for myself.”

I look at him.

Really look.

At the lines around his eyes. The scar along his jaw. The way his fangs just barely show when he speaks. The way his hand trembles—just slightly—when he lifts the wine to his lips.

And I see it.

Not the Alpha.

Not the monster.

But the man who has spent centuries believing he was a weapon.

And now, he’s learning he’s something else.

“You’re not him,” I say, leaning into him. “You’re not the man they made. You’re not the enforcer. You’re not the killer. You’re the one who stood in front of fire and fangs and said, ‘She’s mine.’

He turns.

Looks at me.

And for the first time, I see it—

Not just the bond.

Not just the fire.

Hope.

“And you?” he asks, voice quiet. “What do you want after the war? If we live. If we win.”

I don’t answer right away.

Just stare into the fire, watching the flames dance, remembering the way they licked up my mother’s body as she screamed my name.

“I used to think I wanted revenge,” I say. “I used to dream of burning the Council to ash. Of watching them choke on their lies. Of standing over Vexis as he begged for mercy.”

He waits.

“But now?” I continue. “Now I think I want something quieter. A house. Somewhere high in the mountains. With a hearth that never goes out. A garden. Maybe… a child.”

His breath hitches.

“An Emberborn,” I say, turning to him. “With your storm-gray eyes. My fire. Your strength. My stubbornness. A child who never has to hide. Who never has to fear.”

He doesn’t speak.

Just pulls me into him, his arms wrapping around my back, his face burying in my hair. His body is warm, solid, alive. And for the first time, I let myself lean into it. Let myself need it.

“You’ll be a good mother,” he murmurs against my skin. “Fierce. Unbreakable. Just like you.”

“And you’ll be a good father,” I whisper. “Not because you’re strong. But because you’re learning to be gentle. Because you’re learning to let someone in.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just holds me tighter.

And I let him.

Later, we undress.

Not with fire.

Not with fury.

With hands that tremble. With breath that catches. With eyes that never leave each other.

We don’t rush.

Don’t claw.

Just move—slow, deliberate—peeling away layers, revealing skin, tracing scars. My fingers brush the old wound on his side, the one from the Blood Pit. His thumb traces the silver burn on my shoulder, the one from the needle. We don’t speak. Don’t need to.

The bond hums—low, steady, present.

And when we’re bare, when the firelight dances over our bodies, when the wind howls outside and the world waits for war—we don’t fall to the floor.

We go to the bed.

Not with violence.

Not with claiming.

With care.

He lies beside me, one arm beneath my head, the other draped over my waist, his hand splayed over my hip. I turn into him, my leg sliding between his, my palm flat on his chest, feeling the steady beat beneath.

And for a long time, we just breathe.

Just exist.

Just are.

Then—

He leans in.

And kisses me.

Not like before.

Not rough. Not demanding.

Soft.

Slow.

Deep.

His lips are warm, his tongue gentle as it slides against mine, coaxing, tasting, learning. I open for him, my fingers threading into his hair, my body arching into his. He groans—low, guttural—his hand sliding down my back, over my ass, pulling me closer.

And then—

He breaks the kiss.

Just enough to speak.

“Look at me,” he whispers.

I do.

Storm-gray eyes, gold bleeding into gray, fangs just past his lip, claws retracted but ready. Not a beast. Not a monster.

Mine.

“This is mine,” he says, hand sliding between us, fingers brushing my folds—already wet, already aching. “This fire. This need. This woman. You don’t get to hide from me. You don’t get to push me away. You don’t get to decide when I’m ready.”

I smile—just slightly. “You’re already mine. You just haven’t admitted it yet.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just pushes two fingers inside me—slow, deep, curling just right—and I gasp, my back arching, my magic flaring beneath my skin.

“You feel that?” he asks, voice rough. “That fire? That need? That’s not the heat. That’s us.”

“You don’t get to do that,” I whisper.

“I do.” He leans in, his lips brushing mine. “Because you’re mine. And no matter how much you run, no matter how much you hide—you’ll never belong to anyone else.”

And then—

He kisses me again.

Slow. Deep. Relentless.

His fingers move—steady, rhythmic—building the fire, stoking the need, pushing me higher. I writhe against him, my nails raking his back, my breath coming in ragged gasps. And when I come—hard, shuddering, magic exploding in a wave of red-gold fire that licks up the walls—he doesn’t stop.

Just shifts.

Rolls me beneath him.

And sinks inside.

Slow.

Deep.

Full.

He’s thick, long, hot—burning—and I take all of him, every inch, every pulse, every groan. He doesn’t move at first. Just stays there, buried deep, his forehead pressed to mine, his breath hot on my skin.

“Zara,” he whispers.

Just my name.

But it’s enough.

I wrap my legs around his waist, pull him deeper, and he begins to move—slow, deep thrusts that rock me, that fill me, that claim me. Not with violence. Not with force.

With devotion.

I run my hands over his back, his shoulders, his neck—feeling the power, the scars, the way his body tenses with every thrust. And when he comes—deep inside me, growling my name, his fangs grazing my shoulder—I hold him, my fingers in his hair, my lips against his temple, whispering, “You’re mine. You’re safe. You’re home.”

And he doesn’t pull away.

Just collapses beside me, one arm wrapping around my back, the other cradling my head, shielding me as the world dissolves into fire and need.

We don’t speak.

Don’t move.

Just lie there, wrapped in each other, the wind biting through the cracks in the stone, the stars burning above, the bond humming between us like a live wire. The heat is still there—low, insistent, alive—but it’s different now. Not wild. Not uncontrolled. Contained. Like a fire banked, not extinguished.

And then—

He shifts.

Just slightly. His head tilts, his lips brushing the column of my throat. A whisper of contact. But it’s enough. Heat explodes beneath my skin, racing down my neck, pooling between my thighs. My fangs lengthen. My claws erupt. My body tenses, ready to take, to claim, to mark.

But I don’t.

Because he’s not asking for that.

He’s asking for this.

For me to stay.

For me to hold on.

For me to be here.

So I do.

I lower my head, my lips brushing his temple, his cheek, the curve of his jaw. Not a kiss. Not a claim. Just… contact. Connection. A promise.

And then—

My hand lifts.

Slow. Deliberate.

Fingers brushing his cheek. Just a whisper of touch. But it’s enough. His breath hitches. His body betrays him, arching into me, seeking more.

“You’re not a monster,” I whisper.

His eyes close.

Because he’s spent centuries believing he was.

That the blood in his veins—the curse, the power, the fangs and claws—made him something to be feared. Controlled. Destroyed.

And now, I’m saying it.

Not with logic. Not with reason.

With my hand on his face. With my breath on his skin. With the way my body fits against his like it was made for him.

“You’re not,” I say again, my thumb tracing his lower lip. “You’re mine. And I’m not afraid of you.”

His heart stutters.

Because he is.

He’s terrified.

I can feel it in the bond—in the way his pulse jumps, in the way his magic flares, in the way his body trembles when I touch him.

But he’s not running.

He’s not fighting.

He’s staying.

And that—that is the most dangerous thing of all.

“Why?” I ask, voice rough. “Why aren’t you afraid?”

He doesn’t answer.

Just leans in, his lips hovering over mine. Close enough to kiss. Close enough to claim.

But he doesn’t.

Just… waits.

And then—

My hand slides up his chest, over his shoulder, to his neck—just like in the library. Not choking. Not hurting. Claiming. My thumb brushes his pulse.

“You feel that?” I ask, voice low. “Your heart. Racing. Not from the heat.”

“No.”

“You’re not feral.”

“No.”

“You’re not lost.”

“No.”

“You’re here.”

“Yes.”

I smile—just slightly. Not a victory. Not a challenge.

Something softer.

Something real.

And then—

I kiss him.

No warning. No hesitation. Just heat and need and something deeper—something fierce, something protective. My lips are soft, demanding, my tongue sliding against his like a claim. He gasps, his hands flying to my waist, not to control, not to dominate, but to hold on.

I taste like smoke and iron and something darker—something ancient and wild. The kiss is slow, deep, a collision of fire and fury. My fangs graze his lip, just enough to sting, just enough to make him growl.

And then—

My hand slides under his shirt, fingers burning over his stomach, his ribs, his back—

And the world explodes.

Heat. Light. Fire.

His magic ignites—just for a second, a burst of black-silver flame that licks up his arms, searing the air between us.

I don’t flinch. Don’t pull back.

I just moan into his mouth, my body arching into his, my fingers clutching at his skin.

And then—

He breaks the kiss.

Steps back.

His breath comes in ragged gasps. His lips are swollen. His body aches. His core throbs with a need so deep it feels like a wound.

I stare at him, my eyes dark, my chest heaving. “You feel that?” I ask, voice rough. “That fire? That need? That’s not the heat. That’s us.”

“You don’t get to do that,” he whispers.

“I do.” I step closer, my thumb brushing his lower lip. “Because you’re mine. And no matter how much you run, no matter how much you hide—you’ll never belong to anyone else.”

“I don’t belong to you.”

“Liar.” I lean in, my lips hovering over his. “You’re already mine. You just haven’t admitted it yet.”

And before he can respond, I turn and walk away, leaving him trembling in the shadows, his body humming with the ghost of my touch, his mind screaming one word—

Yes.

Marked Alpha: Zara’s Fire

The first time Zara touches Kaelen Dain, her skin burns.

It’s not magic. It’s worse—recognition.

In the dim glow of the Council Hall’s obsidian doors, their fingers brush as he reaches for the same treaty scroll. A spark. A jolt. Then—a shared vision: her mother screaming in chains, her own throat slit by a silver dagger engraved with the Council’s sigil. And him—standing beside the executioner, face unreadable.

She yanks her hand back. He doesn’t. His gaze pins her like a blade to the wall. “You feel it,” he murmurs, voice like smoke over ice. “Don’t you?”

She lies. “I feel nothing.”

But she’s lying to herself.

Zara isn’t just here to infiltrate. She’s here to destroy. Her mother was a witch of the Bloodline of Ember, executed for “corrupting the pure blood” by mating with a rogue werewolf—Zara’s father. Now, Zara, their half-breed daughter, has returned under a false name to expose the lies, dismantle the Council, and reclaim her birthright.

But Kaelen Dain—Alpha of the Northern Packs, vampire-blooded enforcer of the Dark Council, and last of the Marked Alphas—stands in her way. He smells her lies. He feels the bond. And he wants to own her.

Their first forced public appearance ends with her dress torn, his mark burning on her collarbone, and rumors spreading that they spent the night locked in his chambers. The truth? They nearly tore each other apart—with teeth and hands and a kiss that tasted like war.

But someone else knows her secret. A rival with Kaelen’s scent on her skin. A Council member with her mother’s execution order in his vault. And a bond that, if broken, could start a species war.

They were never meant to survive each other. But they were always meant to burn together.