BackMarked: Blood and Bone

Chapter 17 – Forbidden Touch

SLOANE

The first thing I noticed when I woke was warmth.

Not the dry heat of the hearth, long since burned to embers. Not the residual pulse of magic still humming beneath my skin. But *living* warmth—solid, steady, *male*—pressed against my back, one heavy arm slung over my waist, a broad chest rising and falling against my spine. His scent—storm and iron and something deeper, something *primal*—wrapped around me like a shroud, thick with sleep and sex and something dangerously close to *belonging*.

Kaelen.

He was here.

Not watching from the chair. Not guarding from the shadows.

Here. In the bed. With me.

And I—

I didn’t pull away.

My body was a ruin of sensation—aches in places no man had ever touched, my thighs slick with the aftermath of his claiming, my shoulder still tender where his fangs had broken skin. The bond between us pulsed, not with the violent heat of last night, but with something quieter, deeper—a low, steady thrum, like a second heartbeat. I could feel him in my blood. In my bones. In the very air I breathed.

And I didn’t hate it.

I didn’t even *want* to hate it.

Which was terrifying.

I shifted slightly, testing the weight of his arm, the press of his body. He didn’t wake. Just tightened his grip, pulling me deeper into the curve of him, his breath warm against the back of my neck. A soft, almost inaudible sound escaped him—something between a growl and a sigh—and his thigh slid between mine, instinctive, possessive.

My breath caught.

Not from fear.

From the way my body responded—core clenching, nipples tightening, heat pooling low in my belly. Even now, even after last night’s furious claiming, even after he’d taken me hard and fast and *ruined* me against the wall, my body still *wanted* him.

And worse—worse—was the quiet, traitorous thought that maybe I *wanted* to stay.

I closed my eyes, trying to push the feeling away. Trying to remember why I was here. Why I’d come.

My sister.

Elara.

Her face rose behind my lids—her laugh, her voice, the way she’d looked at me the night they took her. She’d believed in peace. In treaties. In the Council’s promises.

And they’d used her. Sacrificed her. To maintain the balance.

Kaelen had tried to stop it.

He’d fought. He’d grieved. He’d *promised* to protect me.

And I’d spent years hating the wrong man.

But Cassian—

He was still alive. Still bound. Still dangerous.

And until he was gone, until justice was served, none of us were safe.

I took a slow breath, trying to steady myself. The bed was too warm. The air too thick. His arm too heavy. I needed space. Needed to think. Needed to *move*.

Slowly, carefully, I began to shift—sliding my leg out from between his, easing my body from beneath his arm. My muscles protested, stiff from last night’s exertion, but I didn’t stop. Just kept moving, inch by inch, until I was free.

Then I sat up.

The room was dim, the torches flickering low, the first pale light of dawn bleeding through the balcony doors. The furs were tangled around my legs, the pillow dented where my head had lain. And beside me—

Kaelen.

He lay on his back, one arm flung above his head, the other resting on the empty space where I’d been. His chest was carved from stone, the scars on his ribs and shoulders glowing faintly in the low light. The bandage on his back was stained with dried blood, but the wound was healing—sealed by my blood, by the bond, by *us*. His face was relaxed in sleep, the harsh lines of command softened, the golden eyes hidden behind closed lids.

And for the first time—

I saw him.

Not as the Alpha. Not as the predator. Not as the man I’d come to kill.

But as a man.

A man who had carried too much. Who had lost too much. Who had kept a promise he never wanted to make.

And who had just claimed me in the heat of the moon.

I swung my legs over the side of the bed, my bare feet pressing into the furs. My robe was gone—ripped open, discarded during the claiming. I reached for the fresh one draped over the chair, pulled it on, and tied the sash tight around my waist.

Then I moved.

Not to the door. Not to the balcony.

To the wall.

Behind the hearth, hidden beneath a loose stone, was the passage—the narrow, winding tunnel used by servants, spies, and assassins. I’d used it before. To find my sister’s journal. To uncover the truth.

And now—

Now I needed to find more.

I pressed my palm to the stone, whispering the incantation. *“Sanguis patet.”* Blood opens. The stone shifted, revealing the narrow opening. I slipped through, silent as shadow.

The tunnels were colder here, damp with the scent of earth and old blood. The torches were fewer, their light flickering, casting long, shifting shadows. I moved quickly, my boots soundless on the stone. My magic hummed beneath my skin, ready. Blood magic. Silent. Deadly. I could sever a life with a whisper. I could unravel a spell with a touch.

I reached the Records Chamber.

The door was unwarded—just ironwood, sealed with a simple lock. I pressed my palm to it, whispering the incantation. *“Sanguis silentium.”* Blood to silence. The lock clicked. The door swung open.

The room was small, circular, the walls lined with shelves of sealed boxes, each marked with a name, a date, a cause of death. Dust coated the stone floor, undisturbed for decades. I moved to the far wall, scanning the names—*Vire, Cassian, Selene, Valen*—until I found it.

*Elara of the Eastern Accord. Sacrificed in the Failed Truce of 312. Cause: Blood Offering for Treaty Stabilization.*

My breath stopped.

I reached for the box.

It was still open, the lid askew, the contents scattered across the floor—her robe, her hairpin, the vial of her blood, the journal. I sank to my knees, my fingers trembling as I picked up the journal, flipping through the brittle pages to the last entry.

They’re going to do it. The Council voted. Cassian lied. The treaty requires a blood offering. A life for peace.

They’ve chosen me.

Kaelen argued. Fought. Said he’d walk out, take his pack with him, start a war if he had to. But the Council held firm. The witches said the magic demanded it. The vampires said it was tradition. The fae said it was balance.

And Cassian… he smiled.

Kaelen came to me tonight. Told me he’d failed. That he couldn’t stop it. That he was sorry. He held my hand. His eyes were gold, but they were wet. And he said, “I’ll make them pay. I swear it. I’ll make them all pay.”

I told him not to. Told him to protect Sloane. To watch over her. To make sure she didn’t come here seeking revenge.

He promised.

I believe him.

My chest tightened.

I closed the journal, pressing it to my chest, my breath coming fast, ragged. She’d known. She’d known they were going to kill her. And she’d still believed in peace. In *him*.

And now—

Now I was the one seeking revenge.

Not for her death.

But for the lie.

For the betrayal.

For the man who had smiled while she bled.

I set the journal down, my fingers brushing the vial of her blood—crystal, sealed, preserved. I uncorked it, just enough to let the scent rise—iron and jasmine and something deeper, something *familiar*. My own blood carried traces of hers. We were the same. We had the same magic. The same fire.

And now—

Now I would use it.

I pressed my thumb to the vial, letting a single drop of my blood fall into hers. The liquid flared—red and gold, pulsing with magic. A whisper of power rippled through the chamber, the torches flickering, the shadows shifting.

Then—

A sound.

Footsteps. Fast. Heavy.

Coming down the passage.

I didn’t move. Didn’t hide. Just sat there, the vial in my hand, the journal in my lap, my sister’s things around me, my face wet with tears.

The door swung open.

Kaelen stood in the threshold, his boots silent on the stone, his expression unreadable. His golden eyes scanned the room, landing on the open box, the scattered contents, the vial in my hand, my face.

And for the first time—

I saw it. Not anger. Not possession.

Grief.

“You came back,” he said, voice low.

I didn’t answer. Just held up the vial, my hand shaking. “I’m going to make him pay,” I whispered. “For what he did to her. For what he did to *us*.”

He stepped inside, closed the door behind him. “You don’t have to do this alone,” he said, stopping inches from me. “I’m here. I’m with you.”

“You weren’t with her,” I said, my voice breaking. “You couldn’t save her.”

“No,” he said, his voice rough. “I couldn’t. But I can save you. And I can make *him* pay.”

My breath caught.

“I’ve spent every day since that night wishing I’d killed him then,” he said. “Wishing I’d torn out his throat when he smiled over her body. But I didn’t. And now? Now I’ll make him pay. Slow. Public. *Complete.*”

I didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just stared at him, my heart pounding, my body aching.

And then—

I believed him.

Not because the bond demanded it.

Not because my body wanted his touch.

But because for the first time—

I saw the truth.

And it shattered me.

“I came here to destroy you,” I whispered, my voice raw.

“And you haven’t,” he said, stepping closer. “Because you’re not a killer. Not of the innocent.”

“I was wrong,” I said, the words tearing from my throat. “I came here to destroy the wrong man.”

He didn’t smile. Didn’t gloat. Just knelt beside me, his hand hovering over mine. “Then destroy the right one,” he said. “With me.”

I looked at him—really looked at him. His scars. His strength. The way his eyes held mine, unflinching, unafraid.

And for the first time—

I didn’t see the monster.

I saw the man.

And I knew—

I was already his.

He reached for the vial, his fingers brushing mine as he took it. “This is her magic,” he said, holding it up to the light. “And yours. Combined, it’s stronger than anything in this court.”

“I’m going to use it,” I said. “To break his spells. To unravel his lies. To make him *suffer*.”

He didn’t argue. Just nodded, his golden eyes dark with something I couldn’t name—grief, maybe. Regret. *Love.*

“Then do it,” he said. “But do it with me. Not alone. Not in the shadows. Stand with me. Fight with me. *Rule* with me.”

I didn’t answer. Just looked at him—really looked at him—and saw it all.

His scars. His strength. The way his eyes held mine, unflinching, unafraid.

And for the first time—

I didn’t see the monster.

I saw the man.

And I knew—

I was already his.

“I still want to kill you,” I whispered.

He smiled—slow, sharp, *mine.* “Good,” he said, his voice rough. “Means you feel it too.”

Then he pulled me into his arms, holding me against his chest, his face buried in my hair. The bond hummed between us—hot, sudden, *inescapable.*

And for the first time—

I didn’t fight it.

I didn’t hate it.

I *wanted* it.

Because the truth was—

I didn’t just believe him.

I was starting to *trust* him.

And that was the most dangerous thing of all.