BackMarked: Blood and Bone

Chapter 60 – Still Want to Kill Me?

SLOANE

The silence after the Eternal Flame was heavier than a blood oath.

Not the hush of reverence. Not the breathless pause after a storm. This was different—thick, suffocating, laced with something older than power. Completion. The kind of stillness that comes not from victory, not from dominance, but from the quiet, brutal understanding that we weren’t just rulers.

We were legends.

I stood at the threshold of our chambers, my boots silent on the cracked stone, my sigils glowing faintly beneath my skin. The torchlight flickered, casting long shadows across the runes etched into the walls—still cracked from the Oathstone’s decree, still humming with the memory of our bond. This room had once been a place of war, of blood, of secrets. Now—

It was ours.

Not just in rule.

In truth.

Kaelen stood behind me, his presence like a storm, his golden eyes scanning the space. He didn’t speak. Just reached for me, his hand finding mine, his fingers interlacing with mine. The bond hummed between us—steady, fierce, unbroken—but I could feel the shift in him. The king was gone. The warrior was gone. In his place stood the man who had whispered love into the dark, who had knelt before me not in submission, but in surrender.

And I—

I wasn’t afraid.

Not of the council. Not of the fae. Not even of the whispers that still slithered through the halls like poison: “The Blood-Bound Queen is a witch. A half-blood. An abomination.”

I was afraid of wanting him too much.

Of needing him.

Of loving him.

“You’re quiet,” he said, voice low, rough.

“I’m thinking,” I replied, stepping into his space, my chin lifting. “About how far we’ve come. About how many of them still don’t believe. About how many still want us dead.”

He didn’t flinch. Just cupped my face in his hands, his thumbs brushing the pulse in my throat. “Let them want,” he said, voice breaking. “They’ll never have you. You’re mine.”

My breath caught.

Not from shock.

From the way his body responded—core tightening, fangs aching, heat pooling low in my belly. This wasn’t just about possession. This wasn’t just about dominance.

This was about love.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

“I’m not yours,” I said, pressing my palm to his chest, feeling his heart pound beneath my touch. “I’m with you. As an equal. As a queen. As a woman who chose you.”

His breath stopped.

And then—

He kissed me.

Not soft. Not slow.

Furious.

Desperate.

A claiming.

His hands flew to my waist, pulling me flush against him, his fangs grazing my lip. I didn’t pull away. Just arched into him, my body aching, wanting. The bond flared—hot, sudden, inescapable—but this time, it wasn’t just magic. It was truth. My fingers tangled in his hair, my nails scraping his scalp as he backed me against the wall, the runes pulsing beneath my weight. His cock hardened, thick and heavy, pressing against my thigh, and I gasped, my core clenching.

“Say it,” I growled against his mouth, biting his lip hard enough to draw blood. “Say you want me.”

“I do,” he snarled, his voice rough. “Every damn day. Every breath. Every heartbeat. I want you. I need you. I hate how much I want you.”

“Then take me,” I whispered, stepping back, pulling my robe over my head, letting it fall to the stone. My skin was bare, the sigils glowing faintly, my body aching, wanting. “But not like before. Not as your Alpha. Not as your mate. As a man. As mine.”

His breath stopped.

Not from shock.

From the way his body responded—core tightening, fangs aching, heat pooling low in my belly.

And then—

He dropped to his knees.

Not in submission.

In surrender.

His hands slid up my legs, slow, deliberate, tracing the sigils on my thighs, the sensitive skin of my inner thigh, the heat between my legs. I gasped, my body arching, my fingers tangled in his hair. He didn’t rush. Just worshipped—kissing the curve of my hip, the dip of my waist, the pulse at my throat. His tongue traced the sigil on my collarbone, warm, responsive, his fangs grazing the skin. I shivered, my core clenching, my breath ragged.

“Say it,” he growled against my skin, his hands gripping my hips, holding me in place. “Say you’re mine.”

“I am,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “Not because the bond demands it. Not because the magic binds us. But because I choose you.”

His breath caught.

And then—

He lifted me.

Not to the dais.

Not to the wall.

But to the bed.

The cold, cracked stone of the floor gave way to soft furs, to silk, to warmth. He laid me down, my back against the pillows, my body arching, my core aching, wanting. The sigils on my skin pulsed—silver light flaring, claiming—as he knelt between my legs, his hands sliding up my thighs, his breath hot against my skin.

“This isn’t a claiming,” he said, his voice rough. “This isn’t a ritual. This isn’t a bond.” He leaned down, his tongue tracing the heat between my legs, tasting salt and iron and something deeper, something primal. “This is love.”

I cried out, my body arching, my fingers clawing at the furs. He didn’t stop. Just took me—slow, deep, complete—until my breath came ragged, until my voice broke, until I was trembling beneath him.

“Kaelen,” I gasped, my hands flying to his hair. “Please.”

He pulled back slowly, reluctantly, his lips glistening. “Say it again,” he whispered, standing, stripping the rest of his clothes away, letting them fall to the stone. His body was carved from stone—scars mapping battles, muscles coiled, cock thick and heavy, aching. But his eyes—golden, molten, wild—were on me. Only me. “Say you’re mine.”

I didn’t answer.

Just reached for him.

And he—

He took me.

Not hard. Not fast.

Slow. Deep. Perfect.

Each thrust was a vow. Each breath a promise. His hands gripped my hips, holding me in place, his fangs bared, his eyes blazing gold. But there was no fury. No desperation. Just need. Just love.

And when I came—soft, deep, complete—it wasn’t a storm.

It was a surrender.

My body arching, my cry muffled against his mouth, my fingers clawing at his back. He followed—groaning, shuddering, ruining—his cock pulsing inside me, his fangs grazing my shoulder, not to mark, but to claim.

The bond flared—white-hot, violent, complete.

And then—

Stillness.

My breath ragged. His body trembling. His cock still buried inside me. My face buried in his neck.

And him—

Whispering against my skin, his voice raw, his heart cracked open.

“Don’t let me go.”

I didn’t answer.

Just held him tighter, my hands tangled in his hair, my body still trembling.

And for the first time—

I didn’t fight it.

I didn’t hate it.

I wanted it.

Because the truth was—

I didn’t just believe him.

I loved him.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

“I still want to kill you,” I whispered.

He smiled—weak, broken, but real. “Good,” he said, his voice rough. “Means you feel it too.”

And then—

We lay there.

Not because we were done.

But because we were home.

---

The night deepened, and with it, the weight of what we’d done.

We’d claimed each other. We’d claimed the court. We’d claimed our future.

But the war wasn’t over.

It had just changed shape.

Kaelen and I lay in the dark, our bodies still tangled, the scent of sex and magic thick in the air. His arm was heavy around my waist, his breath warm against my neck. I didn’t sleep. Just listened—his heartbeat, the distant echo of the garden, the soft hum of the runes beneath the stone. The Midnight Court breathed—soft, cautious, like a beast that had been tamed but not yet trusted.

And then—

He spoke.

“You think they’ll come for us?” he asked, voice low.

“They already have,” I replied, pressing my palm to the sigil on my collarbone. “In whispers. In lies. In the way their eyes follow me like I’m a ghost.”

He didn’t answer. Just held me tighter.

“But they won’t win,” I said, turning in his arms, my green eyes locking onto his. “Because we’re not just powerful. We’re united. And that’s something they can’t break.”

His breath caught.

Not from desire.

From the way his body responded—core tightening, fangs aching, heat pooling low in my belly. This wasn’t just strategy.

This was love.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

“Then let’s give them a show,” I whispered, leaning in, my lips brushing his. “One they’ll never forget.”

And as the night wore on, we planned—not just for war, but for peace. Not just for survival, but for legacy.

Together.

---

The dawn came with fire.

Not literal. Not yet.

But in the way the torches flickered, the runes pulsed, the air thickened with the scent of glamour and blood. The court was restless—whispers in the halls, eyes darting, fangs bared. The fae nobles had begun their campaign, spreading lies like poison: “The Blood-Bound Queen is a witch. A half-blood. An abomination.” “She corrupted the Alpha.” “She will destroy us all.”

And I—

I didn’t flinch.

Just walked through the halls, my boots silent on the stone, my sigils glowing faintly beneath my skin. Kaelen at my side, his presence like a storm, his golden eyes scanning the shadows. We didn’t speak. Just moved, our bodies in sync, our breaths in rhythm, the bond humming between us like a second heartbeat.

And then—

We reached the training yard.

Once a place of blood and bone, where warriors fought to the death for honor and rank. Now—

It was alive.

Hybrids—werewolf-vampire, witch-fae, human-born with magic in their veins—trained together. Not as enemies. Not as outcasts. As soldiers. As family. Draven’s absence was a wound, but his legacy lived on—his training, his loyalty, his belief that strength wasn’t in blood, but in unity.

Kaelen stepped forward, his voice cutting through the air like a blade. “Listen.”

The yard fell silent. Every eye turned to us—golden, crimson, silver, green. No fear. No hatred. Just waiting.

“You know why we’re here,” he said, stepping into the center. “The fae are rising. Cassian’s daughter leads them. She will come with glamour, with lies, with the power to twist your minds. She will make you doubt. She will make you fear. She will make you turn on each other.”

He paused, his gaze sweeping the yard. “But she cannot break what is already unbreakable.”

And then—

He looked at me.

Not as Alpha. Not as king.

As a man.

As mine.

“Sloane is not an abomination,” he said, his voice ringing. “She is the Blood-Bound Queen. My mate. My equal. My choice. And if any of you believe the lies—” He let his fangs flash. “—you can face me. One at a time. Or all at once.”

No one moved.

And then—

A hybrid stepped forward. Half-werewolf, half-witch. Her eyes were green, like mine. Her scars deep, like Kaelen’s. She didn’t speak. Just knelt.

Then another.

And another.

One by one, they knelt—not in submission, but in recognition.

Because for the first time—

I wasn’t just fighting for revenge.

I wasn’t just fighting for justice.

I was fighting for them.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

---

Later, in the armory, I armed myself.

Not with steel. Not with fang.

With magic.

I ran my fingers over the vials—blood drawn from thralls, sigils etched in ash, venom distilled from moonflowers. Each one a weapon. Each one a piece of the puzzle. Kaelen watched me, silent, his presence like a storm.

“You don’t have to fight,” he said, stepping closer. “You could stay. Rule from safety.”

I didn’t look up. Just slid the dagger into my boot, the fang into my sleeve. “And let you die alone?” I asked, stepping into his space, my chin lifting. “Not a chance.”

His breath caught.

“I need you,” he said, voice breaking. “Not to protect me. Not to claim me. But to fight with me. To stand beside me. To live with me.”

My breath stopped.

Not from shock.

From the truth in his voice.

Because he wasn’t just asking.

He was trusting.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

“Then promise me one thing,” I said, stepping closer, my body pressing against his, my core clenching.

“Anything.”

“If I fall,” I whispered, “you won’t stop. You won’t grieve. You won’t break. You’ll keep fighting. You’ll keep living. You’ll keep loving.”

His breath stopped.

“Don’t ask that,” he growled, his hands gripping my hips, holding me in place.

“Promise me,” I said, pressing my palm to his chest, feeling his heart pound. “Or I walk away now.”

He didn’t answer.

Just pulled me into his arms, holding me against his chest, his face buried in my hair. The bond flared—a pulse of heat that made me gasp. My hands flew to his waist, pulling him flush against me, my fangs grazing his lip.

And for the first time—

I didn’t fight it.

I didn’t hate it.

I wanted it.

“I still want to kill you,” I whispered.

He smiled—slow, sharp, mine. “Good,” he said, his voice rough. “Means you feel it too.”

And then—

The alarm sounded.

Not loud. Not urgent.

But insistent.

And I—

I didn’t care.

Because for the first time—

I wasn’t just fighting for revenge.

I wasn’t just fighting for justice.

I was fighting for him.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

---

The war came at dusk.

Not with fire. Not with fangs.

With silence.

The fae army moved like a shadow, their glamour twisting the air, their whispers turning allies into enemies. But we were ready.

Kaelen and I stood at the front, our hands clasped, our bond flaring like a beacon. The hybrids formed ranks behind us, their weapons drawn, their eyes blazing. And when the first wave came—

We didn’t flinch.

We fought.

Not for power.

Not for revenge.

For each other.

And when the final blow fell—

When Cassian’s daughter stood broken before us—

I didn’t kill her.

I knelt.

And offered my hand.

“Join us,” I said. “Not as an enemy. Not as a prisoner. As a sister.”

She looked at me—really looked—and for the first time, I saw it.

Not hatred.

Not defiance.

Hope.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.

---

Now, we lie in the dark, our bodies tangled, our hearts in sync.

“Still want to kill me?” I whisper, biting his shoulder.

He smiles—slow, sharp, mine. “Every day.”

“Good,” I say, rolling him under me. “Means you still feel it.”

And then—

The door opens.

Not loud. Not urgent.

But insistent.

And I—

I don’t care.

Because for the first time—

I’m not just the Blood-Bound Queen.

I’m not just the Alpha’s mate.

I’m loved.

And that—

That was the most dangerous thing of all.