BackMarked by Moon and Blood

Chapter 7 – Seraphine’s Smile

CRYSTAL

The blood ritual left me hollowed out and trembling, as if something vital had been carved from my chest and replaced with fire. I walked back to our chambers in silence, my hand still tingling where Kaelen had kissed it, my lips still tasting of his blood—smoke and winter and something deeper, something ancient. The bond hummed beneath my skin, not with pain now, but with a low, insistent thrum of satisfaction. It had been fed. It had been *proven*.

Kaelen walked beside me, his presence a cold weight at my side. He didn’t touch me. Didn’t speak. But I felt him—through the bond, through the quiet pulse of his emotions bleeding into mine. Not triumph. Not desire. But something quieter. Something that scared me more.

Relief.

As if he’d been afraid I’d pull away. As if he’d been afraid the bond would fail.

And worse—as if he would fail.

We reached the chamber, and he opened the door without a word. I stepped inside, the fire already crackling in the hearth, casting flickering shadows across the stone walls. The bed looked untouched. The air still carried his scent—cold, dark, intoxicating.

I turned to him. “You should’ve told me.”

He closed the door. “Told you what?”

“That you loved her,” I said, my voice barely above a whisper. “That you carried her soul. That you let me hate you to protect me.”

He didn’t flinch. Just stood there, his silver eyes reflecting the firelight, his face unreadable. “Would you have believed me?”

“I don’t know,” I admitted. “But I deserved the chance.”

“You had it,” he said. “Every time you looked at me with those storm-gray eyes, every time you held that dagger, every time you called me a monster—I had the chance to tell you. And I didn’t. Because I was afraid.”

“Afraid of what?”

“Afraid that if you knew the truth, you’d pity me.” He stepped closer, his voice low, rough. “And pity is worse than hate. Hate I can fight. Pity? That breaks a man.”

I stared at him. The vampire king. The Blood Lord. The man who had ruled an empire for centuries, who had faced wars and betrayals and death without blinking.

And he was afraid of pity?

“You’re not weak,” I said. “You’re—”

“I’m tired,” he interrupted. “I’m tired of carrying her. Tired of the guilt. Tired of watching you look at me like I’m the one who killed her. And most of all, I’m tired of waiting for you to see me as something other than a monster.”

My breath caught.

Because in that moment, I didn’t see a monster.

I saw a man.

A man who had loved my mother.

A man who had carried her soul.

A man who had let me hate him for five years because he thought it would keep me safe.

And I didn’t know what to do with that.

So I did the only thing I could.

I turned away.

“I need to sleep,” I said.

He didn’t argue. Just moved to the hearth, lying down on the rug as he had on our first night. But this time, I didn’t climb into the bed alone.

I sat on the edge, my back to him, my fingers tracing the sigils on my scar. My mother’s prophecy. Her plan. She’d known this would happen. She’d wanted it to happen.

And now, the only thing standing between her freedom and my vengeance was me.

I closed my eyes.

Sleep didn’t come.

The bond kept me awake—restless, humming, alive. Every breath I took felt like it was syncing with his. Every heartbeat echoed his rhythm. And the longer I sat there, the more I became aware of him—the rise and fall of his chest, the quiet sound of his breathing, the heat radiating from his body even across the room.

Then—soft footsteps in the hall.

I turned.

The door opened.

And she walked in.

She was tall, lithe, her skin like moonlight on snow, her hair a cascade of silver-white silk that fell past her waist. She wore nothing but Kaelen’s black shirt—his sleeves rolled to her elbows, the buttons undone just enough to reveal the swell of her breasts, the curve of her collarbone. Her eyes—pale gold, like liquid honey—locked onto mine, and she smiled.

Slow. Seductive. Victorious.

“Oh,” she purred, her voice like velvet dipped in poison. “I didn’t realize you were back.”

I didn’t move. Didn’t speak. But my blood turned to ice.

Kaelen was on his feet in an instant, his voice a low growl. “Seraphine. What are you doing here?”

Seraphine.

The name slithered through my mind like a curse. Kaelen’s ex-lover. A fae noble. A woman who had once shared his bed, his blood, his secrets.

And now—she was wearing his shirt.

“I came to see you,” she said, stepping deeper into the room, her bare feet silent on the stone. “We had an arrangement, remember? One night, one century of debt. You owe me a favor, Kaelen. And I’ve come to collect.”

“Not now,” he said, stepping between us, his body shielding me. “You know the bond—”

“I know,” she said, her gaze flicking to me, a smirk playing on her lips. “But I also know you’ve always had a taste for sharing.”

My stomach twisted.

“Get out,” I said, my voice cold.

She laughed—soft, melodic, the kind of sound that made men fall to their knees. “Oh, little witch. You think this is about you? This is about him. About the debt he owes me. About the nights he spent in my bed, moaning my name—”

“That’s enough,” Kaelen snapped.

But she wasn’t done.

She stepped around him, her eyes never leaving mine. “He was *fierce*, your king. All that cold control—gone the moment I touched him. He’d bite me here,” she said, trailing a finger down her throat, “and here,” she continued, sliding her hand between her breasts, “and whisper things—dark, desperate things—about how he’d never let me go.”

I wanted to look away. I wanted to scream. I wanted to throw her out the window.

But I didn’t move.

Because the bond—my cursed, treacherous bond—was flaring.

Not with pain.

With jealousy.

Heat flooded my core. My hands clenched into fists. My breath came faster. And beneath my ribs, my magic—cold and precise, honed by years of grief—twisted, as if it recognized her as a threat.

“You’re lying,” I said.

“Am I?” she asked, stepping closer. “Then why does his scent still linger on my skin? Why does his mark still pulse beneath my collarbone?” She turned her head, revealing a faint, silvery scar—his bite mark—just above her pulse.

My breath caught.

“He marked you,” I whispered.

“Oh, yes,” she said, smiling. “And not just once. Three nights, little witch. Three nights of blood and pleasure and *claiming*. And every time he came, he called my name.”

“That’s a lie,” Kaelen said, his voice tight. “I never—”

“You did,” she said, turning to him, her eyes gleaming. “You moaned her name… but it was mine he called when he came.”

The words hit me like a blade to the heart.

I stumbled back, my chest tight, my vision blurring. The bond screamed—not with pain, not with desire—but with something worse.

Heartbreak.

Because for the first time since the ritual, since the vision, since I’d started to believe that maybe—just maybe—he wasn’t the monster I’d thought he was… I felt the truth.

I was a fool.

He hadn’t changed. He hadn’t softened. He was still the vampire king who took what he wanted, who used people, who played games with hearts and lives.

And I had almost—almost—let myself believe in him.

“Crystal,” Kaelen said, reaching for me. “Don’t listen to her. She’s manipulating you—”

“Am I?” Seraphine asked, stepping between us, her back to him, her eyes locked on mine. “Or am I just reminding you of what he really is? A predator. A liar. A man who will say anything to keep you bound to him.”

“Get out,” I said, my voice shaking.

“Crystal—”

“GET OUT!”

The scream tore from my throat, raw, jagged. The bond flared—white-hot, vicious—pain lancing through my skull, my vision blurring, my knees buckling. I caught myself against the wall, gasping, my breath coming in ragged sobs.

Kaelen moved fast, catching me before I fell. His arms wrapped around me, his body pressing against mine, his voice low in my ear. “Breathe. Just breathe.”

But I couldn’t.

Because all I could see was her. Her smile. Her mark. Her words.

“He moaned her name… but it was mine he called when he came.”

“She’s lying,” Kaelen said, his voice rough. “I never marked her. Never spent the night. The debt is real—I owe her one favor—but that’s all.”

“Then why does she have your mark?” I choked out.

“Glamour,” he said. “Fae magic. She can make you see anything she wants.”

I wanted to believe him.

Gods, I wanted to.

But the bond—my cursed, treacherous bond—was still screaming.

And for the first time, I wasn’t sure if it was telling me the truth.

“Leave me alone,” I whispered.

“I can’t,” he said. “The bond—”

“Then let it kill me,” I said, pulling away. “I’d rather die than be your prisoner.”

He flinched.

And for the first time, I saw it—real, raw pain in his silver eyes.

But I didn’t care.

I turned and walked to the bed, climbed in, pulled the covers over my head.

And I cried.

Not for my mother.

Not for my coven.

But for the man I’d almost started to love.

The man who had let me believe in him.

The man who had just proven, once and for all, that he was exactly the monster I’d always thought he was.

I don’t know how long I lay there. Hours. Minutes. Time didn’t matter. The bond pulsed, restless, but I ignored it. Let it ache. Let it burn. Let it tear my soul apart.

Then—soft footsteps.

The bed dipped.

I didn’t look. Didn’t speak.

But I felt him. His cold skin. His quiet breath. The way his body aligned with mine, his arm sliding around my waist, pulling me back against him.

“I don’t care what she said,” he murmured, his voice low, rough. “I don’t care what you think you saw. You are the only one I burn for. The only one who makes my fangs drop. The only one whose blood tastes like salvation.”

I didn’t answer.

“You think I don’t know what she’s doing?” he continued. “She wants you to doubt me. To pull away. Because if you do, the bond weakens. And if the bond weakens, she wins.”

“And what does she win?” I whispered.

“Me,” he said. “My throne. My power. And if she has to destroy you to get it, she will.”

I closed my eyes.

“Then why did you let her in?”

“I didn’t,” he said. “She used the debt. She has a right to enter my chambers. But I swear to you, Crystal—on my blood, on my soul, on the memory of your mother—I have not touched her. Not in centuries. Not in lifetimes.”

I wanted to believe him.

But the bond—my cursed, treacherous bond—was still screaming.

And for the first time, I wasn’t sure if it was telling me the truth.

Or if it was just another lie.

I didn’t sleep.

But I didn’t pull away.

And when dawn broke, painting the stone floor in fractured hues of crimson and violet, I was still in his arms.

And the bond—ancient, cruel, inevitable—wrapped around us both, pulling us closer, one heartbeat at a time.

And somewhere, deep beneath the castle, something stirred.

Something that had been waiting for us to fall.

And Seraphine’s smile—slow, seductive, victorious—lingered in the shadows, watching.

Waiting.

For her moment to strike.