BackMarked by Moonfire

Chapter 45 – She Takes Control

BRIELLE

The fortress no longer hums with war. The stone doesn’t crackle with residual magic. The air doesn’t taste of blood and ash. Instead, there’s a quiet—a real one this time. Not the silence of dread, not the stillness before the storm, but the deep, resonant hush of something finally *done*. The kind that settles into your bones when the last ember of vengeance has burned out, and what remains isn’t emptiness, but space. Space to breathe. Space to feel. Space to *be*.

I stand in our chambers—*our* chambers now, though I still don’t quite believe it. Sunlight spills through the arched windows, painting golden stripes across the polished floor. The war-knife is gone from the wall. The maps of the Fang Citadel have been rolled up, stored away. In their place, a low table holds a single silver goblet, a half-empty bottle of wine, and a book—*The Histories of the Moonblood Line*, its pages worn, its spine cracked. My mother’s handwriting in the margins.

And it’s enough.

Kaelen stands by the hearth, his back to me, his storm-silver eyes scanning the flames. He’s dressed simply—black trousers, a dark tunic, his war-knife sheathed at his hip. No armor. No robes of office. Just him. Just *us*. He hasn’t spoken since we entered. Just stood there, silent, still, like he’s trying to memorize the shape of peace.

And I—

I watch him.

Not with suspicion. Not with calculation. Not even with the sharp edge of desire that used to flare every time he stepped too close. Now, it’s something softer. Deeper. A quiet awe. Because he’s *here*. Not as my enemy. Not as my captor. Not even just as my mate.

He’s here as my equal.

As my partner.

As the man who chose me over his father, over his legacy, over everything he thought he was supposed to be.

And gods help me, I don’t know how to live with that.

But I’m learning.

“She’s strong,” I say, breaking the silence. “Stronger than I expected.”

He turns. His storm-silver eyes meet mine, and for a moment, the world narrows to just us. “You mean your mother?”

“I mean *me*,” I correct. “I thought I’d feel empty after it was over. After the truth was out. After the lies were burned. I thought I’d wake up and realize I had nothing left. No purpose. No fire.”

He steps toward me, slow, deliberate. “And now?”

“Now I feel… full.” I press my hand to my chest, over the locket, over her magic, over her *love*. “Like I can finally breathe. Like I can finally *be*.”

He doesn’t smile. Just reaches up, cups my face, his thumb brushing my lower lip. “You were always more than vengeance.”

“I didn’t know that,” I whisper. “Not until you.”

He doesn’t answer. Just presses his forehead to mine, his breath mingling with mine, his magic flaring in pulses of moonfire that paint the stone in silver flame.

And then—

The bond flares.

Not with pain. Not with lust.

With *need*.

Low. Steady. Real. A current of heat and light that runs through my veins, grounding me, anchoring me, reminding me that I’m not alone.

And I don’t pull away.

Not this time.

Because I’m done running. Done hiding. Done pretending this is just politics. Done pretending I don’t want him.

I do.

Not because of the bond.

Not because of duty.

Not because of survival.

Because of *him*.

Because of the way he looks at me. The way he touches me. The way he fights for me. The way he *sees* me.

And I’m done waiting for him to take control.

It’s my turn.

I step forward—bare feet silent on the stone—and press my palm to his chest, over his heart. His breath hitches. Not from anger. From the truth in my touch. From the way my fingers press against his heartbeat, from the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

“I’m not your weapon,” I say, voice low, rough. “I’m not your prisoner. I’m not your pawn.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just watches me—his storm-silver eyes dark, his jaw clenched, his body coiled. But beneath the fury, I see it—love. Grief. Hope.

“No,” he agrees. “You’re my equal.”

“Then let me be,” I say, stepping closer. “Not as your mate. Not as your queen. Not as your savior.”

“Then as what?” he asks, voice rough.

“As your lover,” I say, lifting my chin. “As the woman who chose you. As the one who burns for you. As the one who’s *mine*.”

His breath stills.

Not from shock.

From the fire in my eyes. From the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

And then—

I kiss him.

Not soft. Not slow.

My mouth opens over his, my tongue sliding against his, tasting him like I’m starving. He gasps, and I take the opening, my hands sliding up his back, pressing him closer, until there’s no space between us, no air, no thought, no anything but him. The bond flares—warm, insistent, needing—and the moonfire surges, silver fire spiraling up my spine, painting the stone in light.

And then—

He pulls back.

Just enough to look at me. His storm-silver eyes are dark, his jaw clenched, his body coiled. But beneath the fury, I see it—love. Grief. Hope.

“You don’t have to do this,” he murmurs. “Not if you’re not ready.”

“I am,” I say, voice rough. “I just didn’t know it would feel like this.”

“Like what?”

“Like losing control.”

“You’re not losing it,” he says, stepping forward, caging me in. “You’re taking it.”

“Then let me,” I say, pressing my forehead to his. “Let me be the one who takes. Who claims. Who owns.”

His breath hitches.

Not from anger.

From the truth in my voice. From the way my fingers press against his heart, from the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

And then—

I push him.

Not hard. Not violent.

But firm. Deliberate. Commanding.

He stumbles back—just one step—but it’s enough. Just enough for me to step forward, to press my palm to his chest, to guide him down onto the low couch by the hearth. He doesn’t resist. Doesn’t fight. Just lets me. Just *gives*.

And gods help me, I’ve never wanted anything more.

I straddle him—slow, deliberate—my thighs bracketing his hips, my hands pressing into his shoulders. He doesn’t move. Just watches me—his storm-silver eyes dark, his jaw clenched, his body coiled. But beneath the fury, I see it—love. Grief. Hope.

“You don’t have to do this,” he says again, voice rough.

“I know,” I say, leaning down, my lips brushing his ear. “But I want to.”

His breath hitches.

Not from fear.

From the truth in my voice. From the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

And then—

I kiss him again.

Not soft. Not slow.

My mouth opens over his, my tongue sliding against his, tasting him like I’m starving. He groans, low and rough, and his hands find my waist, gripping me, holding me, but not pulling. Not pushing. Just *feeling*.

And I let him.

Because this isn’t about dominance.

It’s about trust.

About surrender.

About saying, *I’m not afraid of you. I’m not afraid of us. I’m not afraid of what we are.*

I pull back—just enough to look at him. My winter-sky eyes meet his storm-silver ones, and for a moment, the world narrows to just us.

“This isn’t politics,” I whisper.

“No,” he agrees, voice rough.

“This isn’t duty.”

“No.”

“This isn’t survival.”

“No.”

“This is *mine*,” I say, pressing my forehead to his. “And you’re *mine*.”

His breath stills.

Not from shock.

From the fire in my eyes. From the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

And then—

I take control.

Not roughly. Not possessively.

My hands slide down his chest, over the hard planes of his abdomen, to the hem of his tunic. I lift it—slow, deliberate—revealing the scarred skin beneath, the old wounds, the marks of battles fought and survived. I press my palm to his stomach, feeling the heat, the strength, the *life* beneath my fingers.

And then—

I lean down.

My lips brush his collarbone.

Then his chest.

Then the scar over his heart.

Each kiss is a claim. A vow. A promise.

And he lets me.

Just lets me.

Until I reach the waistband of his trousers.

And then—

I stop.

Just long enough to look at him.

“May I?” I ask, voice low.

He doesn’t speak. Just nods.

And I take that too.

My fingers hook into the fabric, pull it down—slow, deliberate—revealing him, all of him, hard and ready, heat and need and *want*.

And I don’t hesitate.

I lean down.

My lips brush the tip.

Then wrap around him.

And he *groans*—low, guttural, *real*—his hands flying to my hair, gripping me, but not pushing, not pulling, just *feeling*.

And I let him.

Because this is *mine*.

And he’s *mine*.

I take him deeper—slow, deliberate—my tongue swirling, my lips tight, my breath hot. He arches beneath me, his body trembling, his magic flaring in pulses of moonfire that paint the stone in silver flame.

And then—

He pulls back.

Just enough to sit up, to grip my waist, to lift me—slow, deliberate—off him, onto the couch beside him.

“No,” he says, voice rough. “Not like this.”

“Then how?” I ask, breathless.

“Like *this*,” he says, rolling me onto my back, caging me in.

But I don’t let him.

Not this time.

I push him back—firm, deliberate—and straddle him again.

“No,” I say, pressing my forehead to his. “Like *this*.”

And then—

I take him.

Not roughly. Not violently.

But firm. Deliberate. Commanding.

I lower myself—slow, deliberate—until he’s inside me, filling me, claiming me, *needing* me.

And gods help me, it’s *perfect*.

He doesn’t move. Just watches me—his storm-silver eyes dark, his jaw clenched, his body coiled. But beneath the fury, I see it—love. Grief. Hope.

And then—

I ride him.

Not fast. Not hard.

Deliberate. Controlled.

Each movement is a claim. A vow. A promise.

And he lets me.

Just lets me.

Until the bond flares—low, steady, real—a current of heat and light that runs through our veins, grounding us, anchoring us, reminding us that we’re not alone.

And then—

I lean down.

My lips brush his ear.

“This isn’t politics,” I whisper.

“No,” he agrees, voice rough.

“This isn’t duty.”

“No.”

“This isn’t survival.”

“No.”

“This is *mine*,” I say, pressing my forehead to his. “And you’re *mine*.”

His breath stills.

Not from shock.

From the fire in my eyes. From the way my body leans into his, just slightly, from the way the bond flares—warm, insistent, needing.

And then—

He comes.

Not with a roar. Not with a snarl.

But deep. Real. *Ours*.

And I follow—my body arching, my magic surging, my cry muffled against his neck—as the moonfire spirals up my spine, painting the stone in silver flame.

And then—

Stillness.

Not empty.

Alive.

And in it—

Us.

Not as enemies.

Not as captor and captive.

Not as mates bound by duty.

As lovers.

As equals.

As fire.

And just like that, the world tilts.

Not because the spell is broken.

Not because Malrik’s control is gone.

Because I believe me.

And for the first time, I let myself believe that maybe—just maybe—this isn’t just survival.

Maybe it’s love.

He doesn’t speak. Just pulls me close—presses his forehead to mine, his breath mingling with mine, his magic flaring in pulses of moonfire that paint the stone in silver flame.

And then—

I whisper—

“You’re magnificent.”

He doesn’t smile. Just presses his forehead to mine, his breath mingling with mine, his magic flaring in pulses of moonfire that paint the stone in silver flame.

“And you’re mine,” he murmurs.

And just like that, the world shifts.

Not because the spell is broken.

Not because Malrik’s control is gone.

Because we believe us.

And for the first time, I let myself believe that maybe—just maybe—this isn’t just survival.

Maybe it’s forever.

And as the first light of dawn breaks over the fortress, as the scent of lilac fades into smoke, as the whispers of traitors turn to ash—I know one thing for certain.

Malrik thinks he can control us.

He thinks he can break us.

He thinks he can win.

But he’s already lost.

Because we’re not just fated.

We’re fire.

And fire doesn’t obey.

It consumes.