BackMarked by the Alpha: Torrent’s Vow

Chapter 5 - Torn Dress

KAEL

The storm breaks at midnight.

Thunder cracks over the cliffs, shaking the keep like a beast slamming its fists against the walls. Rain lashes the windows, wind howling through the stone corridors, carrying the salt and rot of the sea. I stand at the balcony doors, shirt open, barefoot on the cold floor, watching the waves crash below—black water swallowing the rocks, again and again, like the world trying to tear itself apart.

Just like me.

The bond hums beneath my skin, louder tonight. Stronger. A live wire fused to my spine, pulsing in time with hers. Torrent is asleep—barely three feet away, on the other side of the massive bed, wrapped in black silk and wolf fur. She’s on her side, back to me, one arm flung above her head, her braid undone, hair spilling across the pillow like stormclouds.

I don’t look at her.

I *can’t*.

Because every time I do, the bond flares—heat surges through my chest, my cock thickens, my control frays. I can smell her—citrus and iron, storm and fire, the warm musk of her skin. I can feel her heartbeat, her breath, the way her body shifts in sleep, seeking warmth, seeking *me*.

And she doesn’t even know it.

She thinks she’s pretending. Thinks she’s playing a game. But the bond doesn’t lie. It doesn’t care about vengeance or pride or hatred. It only knows truth.

And the truth is—

She wants me.

Not just physically. Not just because of the magic. But *me*. Kael. Not the Alpha. Not the son of a monster. Not the man who bound her.

Me.

And that terrifies me more than anything.

Because if she wants me… then I’m already lost.

I turn from the window, pace the length of the room. Boots by the door. Coat on the chair. The dagger she wore tonight—slid from her garter, left on the nightstand like a challenge. I pick it up. Cold silver, etched with runes. Forged from her mother’s bones. It hums in my hand, dark and hungry. I press my thumb to the blade—just enough to draw blood.

Nothing.

No reaction. No pulse of magic. No ancestral wrath.

Because it knows. Just like the bond knows. Just like I know.

This isn’t about vengeance anymore.

It’s about *her*.

A whimper cuts through the storm.

I freeze.

She’s dreaming.

I step closer, silent, careful. Her breath hitches. Her fingers curl into the sheets. Her lips part—“No…” she whispers. “Not again…”

Her mother.

Of course. The same nightmare she had last night. The same one I felt through the bond—chained, drained, screaming as her magic is siphoned drop by drop. I close my eyes. I’ve seen it too. In the journals. In the records. My father’s cruelty. His obsession. His *betrayal* of the Contract.

But I didn’t know. Not until it was too late.

And now, her pain is mine.

I don’t think. I just move.

I sit on the edge of the bed, reach for her. My hand hovers over her shoulder—do I wake her? Do I touch her? She said not to. She threatened to cut off my hand.

But the bond flares—hot, insistent—and before I can stop myself, I brush my fingers over her shoulder.

She gasps.

Her eyes fly open—storm-gray, wild, unfocused. For a second, she doesn’t see me. She sees *him*. The monster. The wolf who broke her mother.

Her magic surges.

Lightning cracks outside. The chandelier trembles. The bond *screams*—a wave of energy slams into me, raw and electric. I don’t pull away. I can’t. I just lean down, cup her face, and say, “It’s me. You’re safe. You’re *here*.”

She blinks. Focuses. Sees me.

And for a second—just a second—she doesn’t pull away.

Her breath hitches. Her hand lifts, trembling, and brushes my wrist. The bond flares again—heat, need, *recognition*—and then she yanks her hand back like she’s been burned.

“Don’t touch me,” she snaps, rolling away, back to me again.

I don’t argue. Don’t apologize. Just stand, walk back to my side of the bed, lie down.

But I don’t sleep.

Neither does she.

We lie there, three feet apart, the bond thrumming between us like a heartbeat we both deny.

And in the silence, I know—

This won’t last.

She’ll fight. She’ll test. She’ll try to break me.

And I’ll let her.

Because the truth is—

I don’t want to win.

I want her to.

Morning comes gray and heavy, the storm still raging. We don’t speak as we dress—her in a high-collared black gown, me in my usual coat and boots. She avoids my eyes. I don’t push. The bond hums, low and steady, but there’s tension beneath it—anticipation, like the air before lightning strikes.

We eat in silence—bread, tea, blood oranges. I watch her. The way she holds her knife. The way her throat moves when she swallows. The way her pulse jumps when our fingers brush reaching for the same plate.

The bond flares. Again.

She feels it. I see it in the way her breath hitches, the way her thighs press together under the table.

Good.

Let her feel it.

Let her know she can’t escape.

After breakfast, Dain arrives—face grim, eyes sharp. “Malrik’s demanding a private audience. Says it’s urgent.”

I nod. “Send him to the war room. I’ll meet him there.”

Torrent stands. “I’m coming.”

“No,” I say.

“You don’t get to decide what I do.”

“I do when it’s a matter of security.”

“And I’m a *threat*?”

“You’re my mate. You stay where I can protect you.”

Her eyes flash. “I don’t need your protection.”

“Then stay out of my way.”

She doesn’t back down. Just steps closer, voice low. “You think I don’t know what Malrik wants? He wants the Contract fulfilled. He wants witches enslaved. And he’ll use me to do it. So if you’re meeting him alone, you’re either a fool… or you’re planning to betray me.”

I step into her space, crowd her, make her tilt her head up to meet my gaze. “I don’t betray what’s mine.”

The bond flares—hot, possessive. Her breath hitches. Her scent shifts—warmer, sweeter, *wet*.

“Then let me come,” she says, voice barely above a whisper.

I hold her gaze. Then nod. “Fine. But you stay behind me. You don’t speak unless I say so.”

“Or what?”

“Or I’ll carry you back to the chambers and lock the door.”

She smirks. “Promises, promises.”

We walk to the war room in silence, Dain behind us, guards flanking. The air is thick with tension, the bond humming between us like a warning. Malrik is already there—standing by the map table, dressed in crimson silk, a goblet in hand. His eyes lock onto Torrent the second she enters.

“Ah,” he says, smiling. “The Stormblood heir. How *lovely* to see you again.”

She doesn’t respond. Just steps behind me, exactly where I told her to.

Good girl.

Malrik’s smile fades. “I’ve received intelligence. Faelen spies in the lower tunnels. They’re planning to sabotage the wards tonight.”

“And you expect me to believe you?” I say.

“Believe what you want. But if the wards fall, the Shadow Wastes breach. And you’ll be responsible.”

I study him. He’s not lying. Not completely. But he’s hiding something. I can feel it—the bond tenses, a low thrum of warning.

“We’ll increase patrols,” I say. “Double the sentries.”

“And the bonding rituals?” Malrik asks, eyes flicking to Torrent. “The Council will want proof the bond is progressing. Not just cohabitation. *Intimacy*.”

My jaw tightens. “We’ll comply.”

“Good.” He sips his wine. “Because if the bond fails… so does the world.”

He leaves.

Torrent waits until the door closes. “You’re not sending extra patrols.”

“No,” I admit. “He’s lying. The Faelen aren’t a threat. Not yet.”

“Then why lie?”

“To distract us. To test us.” I turn to her. “He wants to see how much control I have over you.”

“And do you?”

“No.” I step closer. “But you want to believe I do.”

She doesn’t answer. Just stares at me, storm in her eyes.

The bond flares—hot, electric. My cock thickens. Her breath hitches. Her pulse jumps.

“We should go,” Dain says, breaking the tension.

We return to the chambers. The storm still rages. The bond still hums.

And then—

She turns on me.

“You think this is a game?” she snaps, pacing. “You think you can control me with threats and rituals and that *damn* bond?”

“I’m not trying to control you,” I say, voice calm. “I’m trying to keep you alive.”

“By locking me in your bed? By forcing me to play wife?”

“By keeping you *close*.”

“Why?!”

“Because every time you walk away, the bond *screams*. Because when you’re near me, I can breathe. Because when you’re not—” I step into her space, crowd her against the wall—“I feel like I’m dying.”

She freezes.

Her eyes widen. Her breath hitches. Her scent floods my senses—warm, musky, *needing*.

And then—

She laughs.

Sharp. Bitter. “That’s rich. The great Alpha, brought to his knees by a witch he barely knows.”

“I know you,” I growl. “I know the way you hold your knife. The way you bite your lip when you’re thinking. The way your magic flares when you’re angry. I know the sound you make when you come—”

“You don’t know *shit*!” she screams, shoving me.

I don’t move. Just grab her wrists, pin them above her head, press my body into hers.

“Don’t lie,” I snarl. “You feel it too. The bond. The heat. The way your body *aches* for me.”

“I hate you,” she whispers.

“Then why are you wet?”

She gasps.

And the world shatters.

Heat slams into me—raw, primal. My vision blurs. My cock thickens, aching. The mark on my chest burns, glowing beneath my shirt. I can feel her—her heartbeat, her breath, her *need*—pulsing through the bond like a second pulse.

And then—

I yank her forward.

She stumbles into me. Her chest hits mine. Her thigh brushes my cock—hard, thick, *needing*.

She gasps.

And I *lose* it.

I spin her, slam her back against the door, my body crowding hers, one hand still gripping her wrist, the other sliding up her side, under the slit of her dress, fingers brushing the bare skin of her thigh.

Her breath hitches. Her pulse spikes. Her scent deepens—warm, sweet, *wet*.

“You want to fight?” I growl, mouth at her ear. “Then fight. But know this—every time you push me, I’ll push back. Every time you defy me, I’ll claim you. Every time you say you hate me—” I drag my hand higher, fingers skimming the edge of her panties—“I’ll make you say my name instead.”

She shudders. A whimper escapes her lips.

And then—

Her knee comes up.

I catch it, twist, pin it to the door. She’s trapped. Completely. My body presses into hers, my cock a hard line against her hip, my breath hot on her neck.

“You think I want this?” I snarl, voice rough, ragged. “You think I *asked* for a witch who hates me? Who fights me at every turn? Who looks at me like I’m the monster who killed her mother?”

She doesn’t answer. Just stares at me, eyes wide, breath coming in short, sharp gasps.

And then—

Her hand moves.

Not to push me away.

Not to fight.

But to *touch*.

Her fingers brush my jaw. Light. Hesitant. Testing.

The bond *screams*.

Heat. Need. *Hunger*.

I freeze.

So does she.

And in that moment—

We both know.

This isn’t hate.

This isn’t a game.

This is *fire*.

And it’s going to burn us both.

I don’t kiss her.

I don’t touch her more.

I just release her, step back, turn, and walk to the window.

My hands are shaking.

My cock is aching.

And my heart—

My heart is no longer mine.

She doesn’t move. Just stands there, hand still raised, breath still uneven, the bond humming between us like a promise.

And then—

She turns.

And walks out.

I don’t stop her.

I let her go.

Because I know—

She’ll come back.

They always do.

But this time—

I’m not sure I’ll survive it.