BackMarked by Tide

Chapter 32 - Rescue Mission

KAEL

KAEL

The Council chamber is silent.

Not the usual tense quiet—the kind that hums with unspoken threats and shifting alliances—but something deeper. Final. Like the air itself knows a line has been crossed, and there’s no going back. The torches burn low, their cold blue flames flickering against the obsidian walls, casting long, shifting shadows. The runes etched into the floor pulse faintly, reacting to the magic in the air, to the bond stretching between me and Tide. She should be at my side. Standing beside me. Her spine rigid, her eyes sharp, her fangs barely visible behind her lips. I can still feel her—her presence, her power, her *hunger*—like a second heartbeat beneath my skin.

But she’s not here.

And the bond?

It’s… distant.

Not broken. Not severed. But… muffled. Like a voice heard through stone. I can feel her—her pulse, her breath, the low thrum of her rune—but it’s faint. Too faint. And that terrifies me more than any war, any coup, any betrayal.

Across the chamber, Elric watches me—perched on the edge of his seat, fingers steepled, eyes like chips of obsidian. He doesn’t look at me. Doesn’t look at the others. His gaze lingers on the space where she should be, calculating, cold, *knowing*. He knows something has changed. He can smell it. The bond is stronger now. Not just magic. Not just fate. But *choice*.

And he doesn’t like it.

“We gather,” Elric begins, his voice like gravel and ash, “to address the integrity of the Blood Contract, the stability of the Midnight Court, and the alliance between the Fae and the Blooded.”

He still doesn’t look at me.

Just at the empty space beside me.

“Sovereign,” he says, voice sharp. “Where is your… *consort*?”

My fangs descend.

Not in anger.

Not in hunger.

In *warning*.

“She’s not my consort,” I say, voice low. “She’s my equal. My partner. My *future*.”

“And yet,” he presses, “she’s absent. At a time when the alliance is fragile. When the contract is unstable. When the bond is unproven.”

“The bond is proven,” I say, stepping forward. “It stands. The alliance holds. Tide is under my protection.”

“And where is she now?”

I don’t answer.

Because I don’t know.

She wasn’t in her room. Not in the garden. Not in the vault. I felt her there earlier—her scent, her magic, the pull of the bond—but then… nothing. Just silence. A hollow ache beneath my ribs. Like something vital has been torn away.

“You’re distracted,” Elric says, voice smooth. “Weakened. And it shows.”

“Careful,” I warn, stepping closer. “You’re walking a thin line.”

“Am I?” He leans back. “Or are you just afraid to admit that she’s gone? That she’s left you? That she’s realized what you truly are—a monster clinging to a throne built on blood?”

My hand flies to his throat before he can blink.

“Say that again,” I growl, fangs fully descended, eyes red with rage, “and I’ll rip your heart out and feed it to the wolves.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just smiles. Cold. Calculating.

“Then do it,” he says. “Prove me right. Show them all what you really are.”

The room stills.

Not a whisper. Not a breath. Even Borin leans forward, golden eyes narrowed, claws tapping the arm of his chair.

I hold him there—my grip tight, his pulse fluttering beneath my fingers—for one long, silent moment.

And then—

I let go.

“This isn’t over,” I say, stepping back. “And if you ever speak of her like that again, I won’t stop at words.”

He rubs his throat, still smiling. “I look forward to it.”

“Meeting adjourned,” I say, turning on my heel.

I don’t wait for protest. Don’t care if they follow. I stride from the chamber, my coat flaring behind me, my boots silent on the stone. The runes on the walls pulse faintly as I pass, reacting to my fury, to my fear, to the bond that’s fraying at the edges.

She’s not in her chambers.

I check again. The room is cold. Silent. The hearth unlit. The bed untouched. But her scent lingers—salt and storm and something deeper, something ancient. My fingers brush the pillow where her head should be. Still warm.

She was here. Recently.

And then—

Vanished.

I press my palm to the door, whisper the unlocking charm, and step into the corridor. The air is thick with magic, with smoke, with something darker, something older. My fangs remain bared, my senses stretched to their limit. I can feel her—faint, distant, but *there*—like a thread of light in the dark.

And then—

A knock.

“Sovereign,” Mara’s voice, low and steady. “The wards are breached. West corridor. No signs of struggle. But her energy trail… it leads to the shadow gate.”

My breath stops.

The shadow gate.

A hidden passage beneath the Court, sealed for centuries. A route used only by traitors, assassins, and those who wish to disappear.

And only one person knows how to open it.

Malrik.

“Gather the guard,” I say, already moving. “No. Not the guard.”

“Then who?”

“You. And the werewolves.”

She doesn’t question. Doesn’t hesitate. Just nods. “The Iron Hollow?”

“Yes.”

“They won’t help you.”

“They will.” I turn, eyes locking onto hers. “Because Malrik has Tide. And if he has her, he’ll use her to claim the throne. And that threatens *all* of them.”

She hesitates. “And if they refuse?”

“Then I’ll burn the Hollow to the ground.”

Her eyes widen. “You’d start a war.”

“I’ll end one,” I say. “Now go.”

She vanishes into the shadows.

I don’t wait.

I move.

Fast. Silent. Deadly.

Through the corridors, down the spiral stairs, into the underbelly of the Court. The air grows colder the deeper I go, the torches dimmer, the runes on the walls pulsing faintly. The scent of iron and old blood clings to the stone, mingling with something else—something sharp, something *wrong*. My fangs descend further, my eyes adjusting to the dark, my senses stretched to their limit.

And then—

I see it.

The shadow gate.

A massive slab of black stone, etched with serpents and thorns, sealed with a blood sigil. The runes are cracked. The seal is broken. And the air—

Her scent.

Salt. Storm. Fear.

And blood.

Not much. Just a trace. But enough.

Enough to make my vision go red.

Enough to make my fangs tear into my lip.

Enough to make me *roar*.

The sound echoes through the chamber, shaking the stone, cracking the walls. I don’t care. I press my palm to the gate, whisper the activation charm, and the runes flare crimson. The door groans open, revealing the passage beyond—dark, narrow, descending into the earth.

I step through.

And the world falls away.

The Iron Hollow is a labyrinth of stone and shadow, carved into the roots of the city, hidden beneath the old catacombs. The air is thick with the scent of raw meat, of fur, of something wild and untamed. The torches flicker, their flames orange and hungry, casting long, shifting shadows. The walls are lined with furs, with bones, with weapons forged from claw and tooth. And in the center of the great hall?

The Alpha.

Borin.

Not in Council robes. Not as a diplomat. But as a wolf—shirtless, scarred, eyes golden, fangs bared. He sits on a throne of bone and iron, flanked by his Betas, his Omegas, his pack. The air hums with tension, with power, with *challenge*.

And then—

I appear.

Not through the gates. Not with fanfare.

From the shadows.

Like death.

“Kael,” Borin says, voice low. “You’re not welcome here.”

“I’m not here for welcome,” I say, stepping forward. “I’m here for Tide.”

“The half-breed?” He tilts his head. “What’s she to you?”

“She’s mine.”

“And if I say no?”

“Then I’ll take her anyway.”

He stands. Slow. Deliberate. “You’d start a war.”

“I’ll end one,” I say. “Malrik has her. He’s using her to claim the throne. And if he succeeds, he’ll come for you next. He’ll break the treaties. He’ll enslave your Omegas. He’ll burn your Hollow to the ground.”

He doesn’t move. Just watches me, chest rising and falling slow.

“And why should I believe you?”

“Because you can smell it,” I say. “Her fear. Her blood. Her magic. It’s on the wind. It’s in the shadows. She’s here. And she’s in danger.”

He sniffs the air. Pauses. Frowns.

And then—

He turns to his Beta.

“Mara,” he says. “You vouch for him?”

She steps forward, golden eyes sharp. “I do. He wouldn’t come here unless it was true.”

He studies her. Then me.

And then—

He nods.

“You have my pack,” he says. “But if this is a trick, if you betray us—”

“Then you can tear me apart,” I say. “But not before I save her.”

He doesn’t smile. Doesn’t nod. Just turns.

“Move out,” he growls.

And the Hollow erupts.

Wolves shift—fur sprouting, bones cracking, fangs elongating. They move fast, silent, deadly. Mara falls in beside me, her eyes sharp, her claws ready.

“She’s in the ritual chamber,” she says. “Deep in the Hollow. Guarded by Malrik’s assassins.”

“Then we go fast,” I say. “And we go quiet.”

She nods. “And if he’s already—”

“He hasn’t touched her,” I say, voice rough. “If he had, I’d feel it. The bond would scream. But it’s just… distant. Like he’s blocking it. Containing it.”

“Then he wants her alive,” she says. “For the ritual.”

“Yes.”

“And when he tries to claim the throne—”

“That’s when we strike.”

She doesn’t answer. Just runs.

And I follow.

The deeper we go, the darker it becomes.

The torches fade. The air thickens. The scent of iron and old blood returns, stronger now, mixed with something else—something sharp, something *wrong*. My fangs descend further, my eyes adjusting to the dark, my senses stretched to their limit.

And then—

I feel it.

The bond.

Not distant. Not muffled.

Pain.

White-hot. Unstoppable.

And then—

A whisper.

Not from the bond.

Not from the magic.

From her.

Kael.

Not spoken. Not screamed.

Just a thought. A plea. A cry.

And it tears through me like a blade.

“She’s close,” I say, already moving. “And she’s in pain.”

“Then we go faster,” Mara says.

We do.

Through the tunnels, down the spiral stairs, into the heart of the Hollow. The walls grow narrower, the air thicker, the runes on the stone pulsing faintly. And then—

I see it.

The ritual chamber.

A vast cavern of black stone, lit by cold blue flames. At the center, on a pedestal of bone and obsidian?

Tide.

Bound. Naked. Pale.

Her rune glows above her spine, reacting to the magic, to the pain, to the *fear*. Her fangs descend, her breath ragged, her eyes wide. And above her?

Malrik.

Standing in the archway, coat black as void, eyes like frozen fire. His hand is on her chest, his fingers pressing over her heart, his blood sigil glowing crimson.

“Kael,” he says, voice smooth. “You’re too late.”

“Let her go,” I growl, stepping forward.

“Or what?” He smiles. “You’ll kill me? And risk her life? No. You’ll watch. You’ll *feel* it. As I take what’s mine.”

“She’s not yours.”

“She will be.” He presses harder. “The Seablood heir. The key to the throne. And with her blood, I’ll rewrite the contract. In *my* name.”

Tide screams.

Not in sound.

But in sensation—a wave of heat, of pain, of power tearing through the chamber. Her rune flares, her fangs descend, her body arches. And the bond?

It *screams*.

“No!” I roar.

And I move.

Fast. Silent. Deadly.

Malrik doesn’t see me coming.

One second, he’s standing over her.

The next, I’m on him.

Fangs at his throat. Hands at his chest. Power surging.

He laughs. “You think you can stop me? You’re weak. Broken. *Loving*.”

“And you’re dead,” I say.

And I rip his heart out.

Not with magic.

Not with blood.

With my bare hands.

He gasps. Stumbles. Falls.

And the chamber stills.

“Tide!” I turn.

She’s on the pedestal, still bound, still trembling, her rune glowing faintly. I rush to her, my hands flying to the chains, water rising from the stone, coiling, sealing the wound. Her breath hitches. Her eyes flutter open.

“Kael?”

“I’m here,” I say, voice rough. “I’ve got you.”

“You came.”

“Always.” I press my lips to her forehead. “I’ll always come for you.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just collapses into me, her body trembling, her breath ragged, her hands clutching my shirt.

And the bond?

It doesn’t scream.

It doesn’t burn.

It *sings*.

Later, in the quiet of my chambers, I stand at the window, shirtless, the cold dawn air brushing against my bare skin. The city sprawls below—gothic spires piercing the sky, gas lamps flickering, enchanted lanterns glowing like trapped stars. The Midnight Court is still. Whole. Safe. The threat is quiet. The lie is exposed. The truth is known.

But I am not.

Not after tonight.

Not after *her*.

Tide.

She’s asleep in the guest chamber down the hall—though I feel her. The bond hums beneath my skin, a low, steady pulse, like a second heartbeat. She’s not fighting it anymore. Not resisting. Not denying. For the first time, she *let* it in. Let the magic fill her. Let *me* in.

And then she said it.

I want you.

Not because of the bond. Not because of magic. Not because she was overwhelmed by the surge.

Because she *does*.

And when she kissed me—soft, slow, *choosing*—when her hands slid into my hair, when her body pressed into mine, when her breath trembled against my lips—I felt it.

Not just desire.

Not just heat.

But *trust*.

And that terrifies me more than any war, any coup, any betrayal.

Because I don’t deserve it.

Because I don’t deserve *her*.

A knock at the door.

“Sovereign,” Mara’s voice, low and steady. “Elric has left the Court. He’s headed for the Iron Hollow.”

“Good,” I say, not turning. “Let him go.”

“And Malrik?”

“He’s dead.”

“And when the others come?”

I exhale, long and slow. “We’ll be ready.”

Another pause. “And Tide?”

“She’s fine.”

“You’re not.”

I don’t answer.

Because the truth is—

I’m not.

“She’s different,” Mara says. “Not like the others.”

“No,” I agree. “She’s not.”

“And you?” she asks. “Are you different?”

I don’t answer.

Because the truth is—

I don’t know.

“She’s not your pet,” Mara says. “Not your pawn. Not your prisoner.”

“I know.”

“Then what is she?”

I turn. Look at her. My Beta. My most loyal. The only one who’s ever dared to speak to me like this.

“She’s mine,” I say.

“And you’re hers?”

I don’t answer.

But the bond hums, just beneath my skin, like it already knows.

Mara nods. “She’s not running anymore.”

“No,” I say. “She’s not.”

“Then maybe,” she says, stepping back, “it’s time you stopped hiding.”

And then she’s gone.

I stand there, chest aching, the silence pressing in.

Time.

It’s time.

I find her in the garden.

Again.

Of course.

She’s sitting on the stone bench, arms crossed, back straight, hair spilling over her shoulders. The morning light catches the curve of her neck, the fresh bite mark pulsing faintly beneath her skin. Her rune glows just above her spine, reacting to the magic in the air, to the bond stretching between us. She doesn’t hear me come. Doesn’t turn. Just sits there, breathing slow, her chest rising and falling.

I stop a few feet away.

“You’re predictable,” I say.

She doesn’t look at me. “So are you.”

“You came to think.”

“You came to stop me.”

“No.” I step closer. “I came to *talk*.”

She turns. Eyes dark. Sharp. “About what?”

“About last night.”

Her breath hitches. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

“You said you wanted me.”

“I was overwhelmed.”

“Liar.” I sit beside her, close but not touching. “You meant it. And you know it.”

She doesn’t answer. Just looks away, jaw tight, fingers clenched in her lap.

“You don’t have to be afraid,” I say.

“I’m not afraid.”

“You are.” I reach out, fingers brushing her wrist. Just a touch. Just a spark. “Your pulse jumps. Your skin flushes. Your hands are clenched. You’re *trembling*.”

She pulls her hand back. “Don’t touch me.”

“Why?” I tilt my head. “Because you like it? Because it makes you weak? Because it makes you *want*?”

“I don’t want you,” she says, voice shaking.

“You do.” I lean closer. “And you’re not fooling anyone. Not me. Not the bond. Not *yourself*.”

She stands. Fast. Hard. “I came here to destroy you. To break the contract. To *end* you.”

“And yet,” I say, standing too, “you’re still here.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just walks toward the archway, boots silent on the stone.

So I follow.

One step. Then another. Until I’m behind her, close enough to feel the heat of her body, close enough to smell the salt on her skin, close enough to hear the tremor in her breath.

“You don’t have to run,” I say, voice low.

“I’m not running.”

“Yes, you are.” I reach out, fingers brushing her shoulder. “You’re running from *this*.”

She whirls on me. “Then what do you want from me? Huh? Do you want me to *beg*? Do you want me to *fall* at your feet? Do you want me to *love* you?”

My breath hitches.

“Yes,” I say, voice rough. “I do.”

She freezes.

“I want you to stop fighting. To stop hating. To stop pretending. I want you to *see* me. Not the Sovereign. Not the predator. Not the monster. But *me*.”

Her eyes widen. “You think I don’t?”

“I think you’re afraid to.”

“And you?” she snaps. “Are you afraid?”

I don’t answer.

Can’t.

Because the truth is—

I am.

“You don’t get to hide,” she says, stepping closer. “Not after what you’ve done. Not after how you’ve *claimed* me. You don’t get to stand there and demand *honesty* when you’ve spent this whole time manipulating me, controlling me, *using* me.”

“I haven’t used you,” I say, voice low.

“Haven’t you?” She laughs, bitter. “You forced me into that ritual. You pinned me against the wall. You bit me. You—”

“I didn’t take you,” I say, cutting her off. “Not fully. Not completely. I could have. I *wanted* to. But I didn’t. Because I didn’t want you to regret it. I didn’t want you to wake up hating me.”

She stares at me. “You let me go.”

“Because I wanted you to *choose* it,” I say. “Not because the bond forced you. Not because magic compelled you. But because *you* did.”

Her breath hitches.

“And do you?” I ask. “Do you want me?”

She doesn’t answer.

Just looks away. Arms crossed. Chest rising and falling fast.

So I say it.

The one thing I’ve never said to anyone.

Not in over a century.

“I was betrayed,” I say, voice rough. “By the woman I loved. The woman I thought would be my mate. Her name was Lysara. She smiled at me. Laughed with me. Let me bite her. Let me *claim* her. And then one night, she slipped poison into my wine. Said she’d rather see me dead than share power.”

Tide turns. Slow. Eyes wide.

“I survived,” I continue. “Barely. But I learned. Love is a weapon. Trust is a weakness. And desire? It’s just another way to be destroyed.”

She doesn’t speak. Doesn’t move. Just watches me, chest rising and falling.

“So I built walls,” I say. “I became cold. Untouchable. The Sovereign. The predator. I let the court believe I didn’t feel. That I didn’t care. That I was beyond it all.”

“And now?” she whispers.

“Now,” I say, stepping closer, “you’re here. And you’ve torn them all down.”

She shakes her head. “I didn’t—”

“You did.” I reach out, fingers brushing her cheek. “You fight me. You challenge me. You *hate* me. And yet—every time I touch you, you *lean* into me. Every time I look at you, your breath hitches. Every time I say your name, your pulse jumps. You’re not just bound by the contract. You’re not just tied by the bond. You’re *mine*. And I’m *yours*.”

Her breath hitches.

“And I don’t know what to do with that,” I say, voice raw. “I don’t know how to be what you need. I don’t know how to be *good*. But I know I don’t want to lose you.”

She doesn’t pull away.

Just stands there, trembling, her breath warm against my skin.

And then—

Soft, so soft I almost miss it—

“My mother,” she whispers. “They took her when I was seven. Dragged her into the vault. Screaming. The vampire king bit her. Bound her. And she never came back. I swore I’d never forget. I swore I’d destroy them all.”

My chest tightens.

“But you’re not him,” she says, voice breaking. “You’re not like the others. And I don’t know what that means. I don’t know if I can forgive you. But I know I can’t hate you anymore.”

She looks up. Eyes wet. Wild. *Shattered*.

“And I don’t know if I came here to destroy you,” she whispers. “But I know I’m not leaving.”

My breath hitches.

And then—

I pull her into my arms.

Not to claim. Not to dominate.

But to *hold*.

One arm around her waist, the other cradling her head, pulling her against my chest. She doesn’t fight. Doesn’t run. Just collapses into me, her body trembling, her breath ragged, her hands clutching my shirt.

“I’m sorry,” I murmur, pressing my lips to her hair. “For everything. For the pain. For the bond. For *this*.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just holds on tighter.

And the bond?

It doesn’t scream.

It doesn’t burn.

It *sings*.