BackMarked by Tide

Chapter 39 - Execution

KAEL

KAEL

The dawn breaks like a blade.

Not with light—there’s none of that here, not in the heart of the Midnight Court, where the sky is always ink and the stars are trapped in enchanted glass—but with silence. A cold, sharp quiet, the kind that follows a storm, when the wind has died and the earth holds its breath. I stand at the edge of the execution platform, coat flaring behind me, fangs retracted, eyes like frozen fire. The torches burn low, their cold blue flames flickering against the obsidian walls, casting long, shifting shadows. The runes etched into the floor pulse faintly, reacting to the magic in the air, to the bond stretching between me and Tide. She stands beside me, barefoot on the stone, her tunic still stained with blood from the Fae High Court, her spine rigid, her fangs barely visible behind her lips. I can feel her—her presence, her power, her *hunger*—like a second heartbeat beneath my skin.

And it’s steady.

Not screaming.

Not burning.

Just… *there*.

Like it belongs.

Like *she* belongs.

Below us, the courtyard is packed. Vampires, werewolves, witches, Fae—all gathered to witness the end of a traitor. To see justice served. To feel the balance restored. Elric stands at the front, eyes sharp, jaw tight, his fingers twitching at his sides. Borin leans against a pillar, golden eyes narrowed, claws tapping the stone. Mara stands beside him, silent, observant, her gaze flicking between me and Tide. The air hums with tension, with power, with *expectation*.

And then—

They bring him out.

Malrik.

Not the revenant. Not the shadow. But the man himself—pale, broken, his coat torn, his eyes red with fury. His hands are bound with silver chains etched with blood sigils, his fangs bared, his breath ragged. He doesn’t struggle. Doesn’t speak. Just walks, slow, deliberate, like he owns the ground beneath his feet. Like he’s still a king.

He stops at the base of the platform.

Looks up.

And smiles.

“Kael,” he says, voice smooth. “You’ve grown soft. Keeping *her* so close. Letting her touch you. Letting her *mark* you.”

“She didn’t mark me,” I say, stepping forward. “I marked her. By choice. By blood. By *love*.”

The word hits like a blade.

He laughs. “Love? You, of all people? The man who built his throne on blood and betrayal? You think *love* will save you?”

“No,” I say. “But it will destroy you.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just watches me, chest rising and falling slow. “You could have ruled forever. With me at your side. With the Seablood heir bound to *us*. But you chose *her*. A half-breed. A weapon. A *mistake*.”

“She’s not a weapon,” Tide says, stepping beside me. “She’s not a pawn. She’s not a mistake. She’s *mine*.”

Malrik’s eyes flick to her. “And you think that makes you strong? Love makes you weak. It makes you *vulnerable*.”

“No,” I say, stepping forward. “It makes us *unstoppable*.”

He smiles. “Then kill me. Prove it.”

The silence returns.

Thicker. Heavier. *Final*.

I look at Tide.

She doesn’t speak. Doesn’t move. Just watches him, eyes dark, fangs bared, her rune glowing faintly above her spine. I can feel her—her pulse, her breath, the low thrum of her magic—but she doesn’t look at me. Not yet. Just holds the moment, like she’s weighing it. Like she’s deciding.

And then—

She nods.

Just once.

And I know.

It’s time.

I turn back to Malrik. “You conspired against the Sovereign. You attacked the Court. You captured the Seablood heir. You attempted to rewrite the Blood Contract in your name. For these crimes, you are sentenced to death.”

“And what of Elric?” he asks, voice sharp. “He helped me. He fed me information. He stood by while you bled.”

All eyes turn to Elric.

He doesn’t move. Doesn’t flinch. Just watches, jaw tight, fingers clenched.

“He will be dealt with,” I say. “But this is *your* end.”

Malrik smiles. “Then do it. Let her watch. Let her see what love gets you.”

I don’t answer.

Just step forward.

One hand lifts.

Water rises from the stone—thick, heavy, alive—coiling around my arm like a serpent. The runes on the floor flare, reacting to the magic, to the blood, to the *truth*. The crowd stills. Not a whisper. Not a breath. Not a single sound.

And then—

I move.

Fast.

Silent.

Deadly.

My hand flies forward—water lashing out like a whip—and wraps around his throat. He gasps. Struggles. Tries to speak. But I don’t let him. I pull. Hard. And he rises, feet dangling, hands clawing at the chains. His eyes go wide. His fangs descend. His breath hitches.

And then—

I tighten.

The water crushes his windpipe. His face darkens. His body convulses. His eyes roll back. And the bond—

It *sings*.

Not in pain.

Not in rage.

But in *release*.

I hold him there—suspended, dying, *defeated*—for one long, silent moment.

And then—

I let go.

He falls.

Hard.

Lifeless.

And the courtyard stills.

Not a cheer. Not a cry. Not a single sound.

Just silence.

Final.

Complete.

I turn.

Tide is watching me—eyes dark, fangs retracted, her hand resting over the bite on her neck. She doesn’t speak. Doesn’t move. Just looks at me, chest rising and falling slow. And then—

Soft, so soft I almost miss it—

“You didn’t enjoy it.”

“No,” I say, stepping toward her. “I didn’t.”

“But you did it.”

“Because I had to.”

“And if you didn’t?”

“Then he’d still be here. Still hunting you. Still trying to take what’s *ours*.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just steps closer, close enough that I can feel the heat of her body, close enough to smell the salt on her skin, close enough to hear the tremor in her breath.

“You’re not like him,” she whispers.

“Who?”

“The vampire king who took her.”

“No.” I reach out, fingers brushing her cheek. “I’m not a monster. Not a predator. I’m… *yours*.”

Her breath hitches.

“And you?” she asks. “Are you still just a weapon?”

“I don’t know.”

“Then stop fighting,” I murmur. “Stop hating. Stop pretending. Let me in. Let *us* in.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just leans in—just an inch—just a breath.

And the bond?

It *sings*.

Later, in the quiet of my chambers, I stand at the window, shirtless, the cold dawn air brushing against my bare skin. The city sprawls below—gothic spires piercing the sky, gas lamps flickering, enchanted lanterns glowing like trapped stars. The Midnight Court is still. Whole. Safe. The threat is quiet. The lie is exposed. The truth is known.

But I am not.

Not after tonight.

Not after *her*.

Tide.

She’s in the garden—again, of course—sitting on the stone bench, arms crossed, back straight, hair spilling over her shoulders. The morning light catches the curve of her neck, the fresh bite mark pulsing faintly beneath her skin. Her rune glows just above her spine, reacting to the magic in the air, to the bond stretching between us. She doesn’t hear me come. Doesn’t turn. Just sits there, breathing slow, her chest rising and falling.

I stop a few feet away.

“You’re predictable,” I say.

She doesn’t look at me. “So are you.”

“You came to think.”

“You came to stop me.”

“No.” I step closer. “I came to *talk*.”

She turns. Eyes dark. Sharp. “About what?”

“About what just happened.”

Her breath hitches. “You killed him.”

“I did.”

“And you didn’t enjoy it.”

“No.”

“But you did it anyway.”

“Because I had to.”

“And if you didn’t?”

“Then he’d still be here. Still hunting you. Still trying to take what’s *ours*.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just looks away, jaw tight, fingers clenched in her lap.

“You don’t have to be afraid,” I say.

“I’m not afraid.”

“You are.” I reach out, fingers brushing her wrist. Just a touch. Just a spark. “Your pulse jumps. Your skin flushes. Your hands are clenched. You’re *trembling*.”

She pulls her hand back. “Don’t touch me.”

“Why?” I tilt my head. “Because you like it? Because it makes you weak? Because it makes you *want*?”

“I don’t want you,” she says, voice shaking.

“You do.” I lean closer. “And you’re not fooling anyone. Not me. Not the bond. Not *yourself*.”

She stands. Fast. Hard. “I came here to destroy you. To break the contract. To *end* you.”

“And yet,” I say, standing too, “you’re still here.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just walks toward the archway, boots silent on the stone.

So I follow.

One step. Then another. Until I’m behind her, close enough to feel the heat of her body, close enough to smell the salt on her skin, close enough to hear the tremor in her breath.

“You don’t have to run,” I say, voice low.

“I’m not running.”

“Yes, you are.” I reach out, fingers brushing her shoulder. “You’re running from *this*.”

She whirls on me. “Then what do you want from me? Huh? Do you want me to *beg*? Do you want me to *fall* at your feet? Do you want me to *love* you?”

My breath hitches.

“Yes,” I say, voice rough. “I do.”

She freezes.

“I want you to stop fighting. To stop hating. To stop pretending. I want you to *see* me. Not the Sovereign. Not the predator. Not the monster. But *me*.”

Her eyes widen. “You think I don’t?”

“I think you’re afraid to.”

“And you?” she snaps. “Are you afraid?”

I don’t answer.

Can’t.

Because the truth is—

I am.

“You don’t get to hide,” she says, stepping closer. “Not after what you’ve done. Not after how you’ve *claimed* me. You don’t get to stand there and demand *honesty* when you’ve spent this whole time manipulating me, controlling me, *using* me.”

“I haven’t used you,” I say, voice low.

“Haven’t you?” She laughs, bitter. “You forced me into that ritual. You pinned me against the wall. You bit me. You—”

“I didn’t take you,” I say, cutting her off. “Not fully. Not completely. Not because I wanted to own you. I *wanted* to. But I didn’t. Because I didn’t want you to regret it. I didn’t want you to wake up hating me.”

She stares at me. “You let me go.”

“Because I wanted you to *choose* it,” I say. “Not because the bond forced you. Not because magic compelled you. But because *you* did.”

Her breath hitches.

“And do you?” I ask. “Do you want me?”

She doesn’t answer.

Just looks away. Arms crossed. Chest rising and falling fast.

So I say it.

The one thing I’ve never said to anyone.

Not in over a century.

“I was betrayed,” I say, voice rough. “By the woman I loved. The woman I thought would be my mate. Her name was Lysara. She smiled at me. Laughed with me. Let me bite her. Let me *claim* her. And then one night, she slipped poison into my wine. Said she’d rather see me dead than share power.”

Tide turns. Slow. Eyes wide.

“I survived,” I continue. “Barely. But I learned. Love is a weapon. Trust is a weakness. And desire? It’s just another way to be destroyed.”

She doesn’t speak. Doesn’t move. Just watches me, chest rising and falling.

“So I built walls,” I say. “I became cold. Untouchable. The Sovereign. The predator. I let the court believe I didn’t feel. That I didn’t care. That I was beyond it all.”

“And now?” she whispers.

“Now,” I say, stepping closer, “you’re here. And you’ve torn them all down.”

She shakes her head. “I didn’t—”

“You did.” I reach out, fingers brushing her cheek. “You fight me. You challenge me. You *hate* me. And yet—every time I touch you, you *lean* into me. Every time I look at you, your breath hitches. Every time I say your name, your pulse jumps. You’re not just bound by the contract. You’re not just tied by the bond. You’re *mine*. And I’m *yours*.”

Her breath hitches.

“And I don’t know what to do with that,” I say, voice raw. “I don’t know how to be what you need. I don’t know how to be *good*. But I know I don’t want to lose you.”

She doesn’t pull away.

Just stands there, trembling, her breath warm against my skin.

And then—

Soft, so soft I almost miss it—

“My mother,” she whispers. “They took her when I was seven. Dragged her into the vault. Screaming. The vampire king bit her. Bound her. And she never came back. I swore I’d never forget. I swore I’d destroy them all.”

My chest tightens.

“But you’re not him,” she says, voice breaking. “You’re not like the others. And I don’t know what that means. I don’t know if I can forgive you. But I know I can’t hate you anymore.”

She looks up. Eyes wet. Wild. *Shattered*.

“And I don’t know if I came here to destroy you,” she whispers. “But I know I’m not leaving.”

My breath hitches.

And then—

I pull her into my arms.

Not to claim. Not to dominate.

But to *hold*.

One arm around her waist, the other cradling her head, pulling her against my chest. She doesn’t fight. Doesn’t run. Just collapses into me, her body trembling, her breath ragged, her hands clutching my shirt.

“I’m sorry,” I murmur, pressing my lips to her hair. “For everything. For the pain. For the bond. For *this*.”

She doesn’t answer.

Just holds on tighter.

And the bond?

It doesn’t scream.

It doesn’t burn.

It *sings*.

Later, in the quiet, we stand back-to-back in the training hall, sweat-slicked, breath mingling, hands calloused from blades and magic. The air hums with power, with hunger, with *need*.

“We make a good team,” she says.

I grin. “Just wait.”

And the bond?

It doesn’t scream.

It doesn’t burn.

It *sings*.