BackMarked Harmony: Blood & Bond

Chapter 9 – Almost Yours

HARMONY

The Chalice of Union still hums in my veins.

Not the wine—though it burned like fire as it went down, rich with magic and something darker, something *familiar*, like Cassian’s blood—but the *aftermath*. The way our magic didn’t just merge, but *exploded*, violet and silver spiraling into the throne room’s vaulted ceiling, the sigils on our skin flaring so bright they cast shadows on the walls.

The Court fell silent.

Even Thorne had nothing to say.

Because there was no denying it.

The bond is real.

We are real.

And now, as we stand in the dim light of our chambers, the moon high above the Obsidian Court, I feel it—the truth of it—settling into my bones like a second heartbeat.

Cassian hasn’t spoken since we left the throne room.

He didn’t gloat. Didn’t smirk. Didn’t even look at me as we walked through the halls, past the staring eyes, the whispered rumors, the weight of a hundred lifetimes of prejudice crumbling beneath our feet.

He just held my hand.

Tight.

Like he was afraid I’d vanish.

And now, in the quiet of our room, he stands by the balcony, his back to me, his silhouette sharp against the silver glow of the moon. The velvet drapes move in the night breeze, the scent of jasmine and frost curling through the air. The bond hums between us, steady, insistent, like a thread I can’t cut.

“They’ll try again,” I say, breaking the silence.

He doesn’t turn. “They always do.”

“Thorne won’t stop.”

“No.”

“And neither will I.”

That makes him turn.

Gold eyes lock onto mine, burning in the dim light. “You don’t have to fight for me.”

“I’m not fighting for you,” I say, stepping closer. “I’m fighting for *us*.”

He exhales, slow, like the words cost him something. “You don’t know what you’re saying.”

“I do.” I stop in front of him, close enough to feel the heat of his body, the pull of the bond, the way my breath hitches when he’s near. “I came here to kill you. I trained for ten years. I hated you before I even knew your face.”

“And now?”

“Now I love you.” The words come easier this time. Not soft. Not hesitant. But raw. True. “Even when you infuriate me. Even when you bite me. Even when you look at me like I’m the only light in your darkness—I love you.”

His breath catches.

And then—

—the bond *spikes*.

It hits me like a wave, white-hot and sudden, a surge of magic so intense I stagger. My sigils flare—white fire racing across my collarbones, my arms, my stomach—and a moan escapes my lips before I can stop it.

“Harmony.” Cassian is in front of me in an instant, hands on my shoulders, gold eyes wide. “Breathe.”

“I’m—fine—” But I’m not. My skin burns. My pulse races. And between my thighs—*God*—there’s a heat, a *throb*, deep and insistent, like my body is begging for something it shouldn’t want.

“It’s the bond,” he says, voice tight. “The Trial. The blood-sharing. It’s amplifying everything—your magic, your emotions, your *need*.”

“I don’t need—”

“Yes, you do.” He pulls me against him, one hand cradling the back of my head, the other pressed to my lower back, holding me close. “Your body knows the truth. It’s been fighting it for weeks. But now—” His breath ghosts over my ear. “Now it’s done fighting.”

I try to pull away, but my limbs are weak, my magic sluggish, drained by the Trial, by the bond, by the sheer *weight* of everything that’s happened.

And then I feel it.

His hand.

On my hip.

Not invasive. Not demanding.

But *there*.

Heat seeping through the fabric of my dress, branding me.

“Don’t,” I whisper, but it’s weak. Pathetic.

“You’re trembling,” he murmurs. “Your pulse is racing. Your breath hitches every time I touch you.”

“It’s the magic.”

“No.” He leans in, fangs grazing my neck. “It’s *us*.”

And then—

—he kisses me.

Not like in the gardens.

Not like in the Moonwell.

This is different.

Hard.

Desperate.

A claim.

His lips crash into mine, his tongue sweeping past my teeth, tasting, taking, *owning*. My hands fly to his shoulders, not to push him away, but to hold on, to anchor myself as the world tilts. The bond *screams*, white fire racing through my veins, sigils flaring beneath my skin, and I moan into his mouth, the sound muffled by his kiss.

He growls—a low, animal sound—and in an instant, he’s moving, backing me toward the bed, his hands sliding under my dress, fingers skimming the bare skin of my thighs. The velvet sheets are cool against my overheated skin as he lays me down, his body following, caging me in.

“Cassian—”

“Shh.” He kisses me again, deeper, harder, one hand fisted in my hair, the other sliding up my stomach, pushing the fabric higher. “Let me in. Let me *feel* you.”

“I can’t—”

“Yes, you can.” His lips trail down my jaw, my neck, pausing at the pulse point. “You want this. You’ve wanted it since the first time I touched you.”

“I came here to kill you.”

“And now you’re going to *love* me.”

And then he bites.

Not deep.

Not to feed.

Just a graze—sharp, sudden, *perfect*—at the junction of my neck and shoulder. Pain flares, then pleasure, white-hot and blinding, and I arch into him, my back bowing off the bed, a cry tearing from my throat.

“*Cassian!*”

“Say my name again,” he growls, licking the wound closed. “Say it like you mean it.”

“*Cassian!*”

He answers with another kiss, rough and claiming, his hand finally, *finally* sliding under my shirt, fingers brushing the curve of my breast. My breath hitches. My body arches. And then—

—his hand is on me.

Warm. Sure. *Possessive*.

His thumb brushes my nipple, already hard, already aching, and I gasp, my fingers clawing at his shoulders, my hips lifting off the bed, seeking friction, seeking *more*.

“You’re so responsive,” he murmurs, his voice dark, rough. “So *mine*.”

“I hate you,” I gasp, but it’s a lie. A reflex. Because I don’t hate him.

I *need* him.

Not just for the bond.

Not just for the curse.

But because of the way his touch sets me on fire.

Because of the way his voice breaks when he says my name.

Because of the way he knelt in the Reliquary and offered me his life.

And when his fingers slide under the waistband of my pants, brushing the sensitive skin of my hip, I don’t stop him.

I *arch* into him.

I *moan* his name.

And the bond—

—*ignites*.

White fire races through my veins, sigils flaring so bright they light up the room, and I feel it—the shift, the *before* and *after*—as my body surrenders, as my magic answers his, as the last of my resistance crumbles.

“Cassian,” I breathe, my hands rising to his face. “I need you. *Please*.”

His eyes flare gold.

And then—

—he’s everywhere.

Hands tearing at fabric. Lips on my skin. Fangs grazing my throat. The weight of him, the heat of him, the *rightness* of him pressing into me, filling me, *claiming* me.

My shirt is gone.

My pants are gone.

And then—

—so is his.

He’s above me, bare, hard, *beautiful*, his body a map of scars and strength, his gold eyes burning with something I can’t name.

“Look at me,” he says, voice rough.

I do.

And in that moment, I know—

This isn’t just sex.

This isn’t just magic.

This is *us*.

And when he enters me—slow, deep, *perfect*—I don’t cry out.

I *scream*.

Not from pain.

Not from fear.

But from *relief*.

Because I’m not alone.

I’m not broken.

I’m not a weapon.

I’m *his*.

And he’s *mine*.

He moves—slow at first, then deeper, harder, each thrust pulling a moan from my lips, each breath syncing with mine, each heartbeat echoing in the bond. My fingers dig into his back, my legs wrap around his waist, and the sigils on our skin flare, white fire connecting, merging, becoming one.

“You feel it?” he whispers, his lips brushing my ear. “The magic. The bond. The way you’re *mine*.”

“Yes,” I gasp. “*Yes*.”

“Say it.”

“I’m yours.”

“Again.”

“I’m yours, Cassian. I’m *yours*.”

He growls, a sound of pure possession, and his pace quickens, each thrust driving me higher, closer, *deeper*. The heat between my thighs builds, coils, *explodes*, and when I come, it’s not a wave.

It’s a storm.

White fire rips through me, sigils flaring so bright they paint the walls in silver light, and I scream his name, my body arching off the bed, my fingers clawing at his back.

And then—

—he follows.

With a roar, he buries himself deep, his fangs sinking into my neck, not hard, not to feed, but to *claim*, and his release pulses inside me, hot and thick and *his*.

The bond *screams*.

Not in pain.

Not in magic.

But in *harmony*.

And when we collapse, tangled in each other, breathless, trembling, the sigils on our skin still glowing faintly, I know—

This isn’t the end.

This is the beginning.

“I love you,” I whisper, my fingers tracing the scar on his shoulder. “Even when I hate you. Even when you’re impossible. Even when you’re *mine*—I love you.”

He lifts his head, gold eyes searching mine. “You don’t have to say it to keep me.”

“I’m not saying it to keep you.” I cup his face, my thumb brushing his bottom lip. “I’m saying it because it’s true.”

He stares at me for a long moment.

Then, slowly, he smiles.

Not the smirk. Not the challenge.

But something softer.

Something *real*.

“Then say it again,” he murmurs, leaning in. “Say it while I kiss you.”

And I do.

“I love you,” I whisper, as his lips meet mine. “I love you, Cassian D’Vaire.”

And he answers me—not with words, but with a kiss so deep, so claiming, so *ours* that the bond hums between us, steady, strong, *forever*.

And then—

—the door slams open.

We break apart, hearts hammering, breath ragged.

Lady Nyx stands in the doorway, her face twisted with fury, her eyes blazing.

“Harmony!” she screams. “You’re a *fraud*! A *spy*! You came here to assassinate him, and now you’re *fucking* him like some common whore?”

My breath catches.

Cassian is on his feet in an instant, pulling the sheets around me, his body a shield between us and her.

“Get out,” he snarls, fangs bared. “Now.”

“No!” Nyx steps forward, her voice breaking. “You don’t get to have her! Not after everything I’ve done for you! Not after I *bled* for you!”

“You bled for *power*,” Cassian says, voice ice. “Not for me. And you will *never* speak to her like that again.”

“Or what?” she spits. “You’ll mark her? You’ll claim her in front of the Court? You’ll let the whole world know she’s your *pet witch*?”

“She’s not my pet,” he growls. “She’s my *mate*. My *queen*. My *salvation*.”

Nyx freezes.

And then—

—she laughs.

Sharp. Hysterical. *Broken*.

“You really believe that?” she says, tears streaming down her face. “You really think she’ll stay? That she’ll *love* you? She came here to *kill* you, Cassian. And one day, when the curse is broken, she’ll walk away and leave you in the dark where you belong.”

My stomach twists.

Because she’s not wrong.

Not about the past.

But about the future—

—she doesn’t know me.

“Get out,” I say, rising, the sheet clutched to my chest. “You don’t get to speak for me. You don’t get to decide what I feel. And you *certainly* don’t get to stand in our room and scream at me like I’m the enemy.”

Nyx’s eyes narrow. “You’re not his mate. You’re a *curse*. A *weapon*. And when the full moon rises, you’ll destroy him.”

“And if I do?” I step forward, my voice steady. “If the curse demands a sacrifice, and I have to choose between his life and mine—what then? Will you still call me a whore? Or will you finally admit that love is worth the risk?”

She doesn’t answer.

Just stares at me, hate and envy and something darker warring in her eyes.

And then—

—she turns and runs.

The door slams behind her.

Silence falls.

Cassian turns to me, his expression unreadable. “You heard her.”

“I did.”

“And?”

I step into his space, my hands finding his face. “And I don’t care. Because I’m not leaving you. Not for the curse. Not for Thorne. Not for *anyone*.”

He searches my eyes. “You don’t have to promise—”

“I’m not promising,” I say, rising on my toes to kiss him. “I’m *choosing*.”

And when his arms wrap around me, pulling me close, the bond humming between us, strong and unbreakable, I know—

No matter what comes.

No matter the cost.

I’m his.

And he’s mine.