BackTorrent’s Claim

Chapter 45 - The First Time

TORRENT

The first time I choose him freely, it doesn’t happen in fire or blood or war.

It happens in the quiet.

After the storm. After the claiming. After the world has finally stopped watching us long enough to breathe. The Aerie sleeps—its wards pulsing in steady, rhythmic waves, its corridors bathed in the soft silver glow of enchanted glass, its stone remembering the war, the blood, the fire—but now, it breathes differently. Lighter. Truer. Like a body healing after a long sickness, like a voice finally finding its song.

Kaelen is already awake.

Sitting at the edge of the bed—our bed—his back to me, his storm-dark hair falling over broad shoulders, his body a map of scars and strength. The early light filters through the dome above, casting silver patterns across the floor, glinting off the bond sigil on his chest. He doesn’t turn. Doesn’t speak. Just watches the city below—its spires rising like bones from the earth, its wards pulsing in steady, rhythmic waves.

I don’t ask what he’s thinking.

I already know.

Power. Responsibility. The weight of a thousand eyes. The ghosts of those who died in the war. The ones who died before it. The ones who are still dying in the shadows, in the corners of the world we haven’t reached yet.

And me.

Always me.

I slide closer, my bare legs brushing his, my hand resting on the small of his back. He tenses—just for a second—then exhales, long and slow, like he’s been holding his breath for years.

“You’re not supposed to be here,” he says, voice rough.

“Neither are you,” I reply, pressing my palm flat against his spine. “But here we are.”

He turns.

His gold eyes burn in the dim light, narrow, slitted, the wolf close. But not angry. Not afraid. Just… seeing me. Really seeing me. Not the assassin. Not the avenger. Not the weapon. Not even the queen.

Just me.

“You claimed me,” he says, voice low. “In front of them all. You let them see.”

“I didn’t let them,” I say, tilting my chin up, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “I made them.”

He doesn’t smile.

Just cups my face, his thumb brushing my lip. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

And this time, I don’t just believe it.

I am it.

The new Council chamber is quiet when we enter.

Too quiet.

The circle of stone seats is full—twelve Councilors, three per species, their faces sharp with purpose, their voices hushed. The witches sit in the center, their hands glowing faintly with ley-line energy. The Beast Courts to the left, fangs bared, their loyalty to Kaelen unshaken. The Silk Courts to the right, fractured still, but no longer united in opposition. Some watch with suspicion. Others with something dangerously close to respect.

And at the center?

Us.

Kaelen and I, side by side, our thrones level with the others. Equal. Not because of power. Not because of fear. But because of choice.

Silas stands at the edge of the circle, his dark eyes sharp, his half-vampire scent laced with something I can’t name. Concern? Pride? Both? He doesn’t speak. Just studies us—my sharp jaw, my defiant eyes, the fire in my blood. And for the first time, I see it too.

Not just the avenger.

Not just the assassin.

But the queen.

“The Council is convened,” he says, voice low, official. “On this day, the Hollow Moon Academy is officially recognized as a sovereign institution under the new Council. The first class has begun. Mentors have been assigned. And tonight—” He pauses. “—the first Unity Rite will be held in the garden of the Aerie. Attendance is mandatory.”

A murmur ripples through the chamber.

Not outrage. Not denial.

But recognition.

Because they know.

They’ve seen the claiming. They’ve felt the bond. They’ve witnessed the war.

And they know—whether they want to admit it or not—that the truth cannot be silenced.

“You cannot force intimacy,” a fae noble says, rising, his silver eyes too much like mine. “This is not a spectacle. Not a display of power. It is sacred. Private.”

“And it will be,” I say, stepping forward, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “But not hidden. Not silenced. Not buried in shadows like the lies you’ve lived on for centuries.” My magic flares. “The bond isn’t just magic. It’s memory. And somewhere, in the ruins of my mother’s trial, our souls have already met. So if you think I’ll let you turn away from truth again—” My voice drops. “—then you’re not just blind. You’re dead.”

The chamber goes still.

Not in shock.

Not in fear.

But in awe.

Because I’m not just speaking to him.

Not just to the Council.

But to the truth.

And the truth—

It doesn’t lie.

“The rite is not yours to block,” Kaelen says, stepping beside me, his gold eyes burning. “The war is over. The Veil is dismantled. And if you challenge this—” His voice drops. “—then you challenge me. And I will not hesitate to burn you where you stand.”

The fae noble doesn’t flinch.

Just sits.

And the silence spreads.

Like fire through dry grass.

Like lightning before the storm.

And then—

One by one.

They rise.

Not in submission.

Not in fear.

But in recognition.

The werewolf Beta who remembered Kaelen that night. The witch elder who served on the tribunal. The vampire who saw Cassian’s lies. They don’t speak. Don’t cheer. Just stand, their eyes on us, their loyalty shifting, their power aligning.

And in that moment—

I don’t feel like a queen.

I feel like a beginning.

The garden of the Aerie is not a place of beauty.

Not soft petals. Not fragrant blooms. Not delicate vines.

It is a place of power.

Carved into the mountain’s heart, its stone floor etched with runes that pulse faintly with containment magic, its walls lined with obsidian mirrors that reflect not faces, but memories. At its center, a circle of black stone—same as the Claiming Hall, same as the Sanctum—where the old Council once held their secret meetings, where Cassian plotted, where lies were born.

Now?

Now it is ours.

The moon is full tonight—its silver light spilling through the enchanted glass dome, refracting into rainbows that dance across the floor. The air hums with it—thick with ozone and new magic, the wards pulsing in steady, rhythmic waves. The Council gathers in silence, their eyes sharp, their breaths slow. No thrones. No hierarchy. Just presence. Just witness.

Kaelen and I stand at the center, barefoot on the cold stone, our hands locked, the bond humming between us—syncing our pulse, our breath, our magic—like we are one storm given two bodies.

Silas steps forward, his dark eyes unreadable, his voice low. “The Unity Rite begins. By ancient law, the bond must be renewed in breath, in blood, in skin. Speak the vow.”

Kaelen doesn’t hesitate.

His voice is low, rough, true.

“I breathe for you,” he says, his breath warm against my skin. “Not by fate. Not by magic. But by choice. I breathe your fire. I breathe your storm. I breathe your truth. And I will carry it with me until my last breath.”

My breath hitches.

Because he’s not just speaking to me.

He’s speaking to the world.

And then—

It’s my turn.

I don’t look away.

Just press my palm harder against his chest, feeling the wild, frantic beat of his heart, the heat of his skin, the power thrumming beneath.

“I breathe for you,” I say, voice clear, unshaken. “Not as my mate. Not as my king. But as my equal. I breathe your strength. I breathe your silence. I breathe your scars. And I will fight for you with every breath I take.”

The chamber trembles.

Not from magic.

Not from force.

But from truth.

And then—

He bends his head.

Not fast.

Not rough.

But reckless.

His fangs extend—sharp, silver, mine—and press against the pulse point on my neck. I don’t flinch. Don’t pull away. Just tilt my head, offering myself, offering my trust, offering my truth.

And then—

He bites.

Not deep.

Not cruel.

But binding.

His fangs pierce my skin, and the world explodes.

Lightning cracks outside. Thunder shakes the foundations. The runes flare—white-hot, electric—and the bond renews. I cry out—not from pain, but from release—as the magic floods me, as our pulses sync, as our breaths tangle, as our souls merge.

And then—

He licks the wound.

Not to heal.

Not to soothe.

But to claim.

His tongue drags over the punctures, warm, possessive, mine. And the mark glows—storm-blue, electric—searing into my flesh, not as a brand, but as a vow.

And then—

He kisses me.

Not soft.

Not gentle.

But feral.

His mouth crashes against mine, hot, demanding, hungry. His hands fist in my hair, pulling me closer, deepening the kiss. The bond flares—white-hot, electric. Our pulses sync. Our breaths tangle. The world narrows to the taste of him—copper and pine and wildness—the feel of him—hard and hot and mine—the need.

And then—

He pulls back.

Just enough to look at me, his gold eyes burning, his breath ragged. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

And this time—

I don’t just believe it.

I am it.

The chamber is silent.

Not in shock.

Not in outrage.

But in recognition.

Because they know.

They’ve seen the claiming. They’ve felt the bond. They’ve witnessed the war.

And now?

Now they see the truth.

Not just the mark on my neck—still warm, still glowing faintly with storm-blue light.

Not just the way he looks at me—gold eyes burning, fangs pressing against his gums, body coiled tight like a storm about to break.

But the truth.

I’m not just his fated mate.

I’m not just the woman who came to kill him.

I’m the woman who chose him.

And now?

Now I am renewed.

Not by force.

Not by magic.

But by choice.

Later, in the war room—now the peace room, though no one says it out loud—I stand at the window, my back to the city, my storm-colored eyes scanning the Aerie. The shift is already happening. The old guards are being replaced. The wards are being rewritten. The records are being unsealed. And the Veil?

It’s being dismantled.

Not destroyed.

But repurposed.

Into a sanctuary. A school. A place where hybrids can learn, grow, live without fear.

Kaelen stands behind me, his hands sliding around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder. “You did it,” he says, voice rough. “You changed everything.”

“We did it,” I correct, leaning into him, my body warm, steady, alive. “You didn’t have to stand beside me. You could’ve ruled alone. You could’ve kept the old ways. But you didn’t.” I turn in his arms, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “You chose me. You chose us. And that—” My voice drops. “—is why I’ll never stop fighting for you.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just kisses me.

Not hard. Not desperate.

Soft. Slow. True.

His lips move over mine, gentle, reverent, like he’s afraid I’ll break. My hands rise, fingers threading through his hair, pulling him closer, deepening the kiss. The bond flares—white-hot, electric. Our pulses sync. Our breaths tangle. The world narrows to the taste of him—copper and pine and wildness—the feel of him—hard and hot and mine—the need.

And then—

He pulls back.

Just enough to look at me, his gold eyes searching mine. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

“And you’re not just my mate,” I whisper. “You’re my storm.”

And I mean it.

Not because of the bond.

Not because of fate.

But because of the way he says it—like it’s a vow, like it’s truth, like it’s the only thing keeping him from drowning.

That night, we don’t go back to the chambers.

Not yet.

Instead, we walk—through the corridors, through the silence, through the Aerie that breathes like a living thing, his hand in mine, the bond humming between us, warm and alive. He doesn’t speak. Doesn’t ask. Just walks beside me, his shoulder brushing mine, his breath warm against my neck.

And I don’t let go.

Not when the guards glance at us, their eyes sharp. Not when the witches lower their voices in the library. Not when the wind howls through the mountain passes like a warning.

I hold his hand.

And I let them see.

Because the truth is out.

She’s not just his fated mate.

She’s not just the woman who came to kill him.

She’s the queen.

Strong. Fierce. Unbreakable.

And she’s his.

When we reach the war room, Silas is waiting.

Not surprised. Not shocked.

Just… knowing.

“The Council will hear,” he says, stepping aside. “The rite. The vow. The truth.”

“Let them hear,” I say, pulling Kaelen into the room, closing the door behind us. “Let them see.”

He studies us—my sharp jaw, my defiant eyes, the fire in my blood. And for the first time, I see it too.

Not just the avenger.

Not just the assassin.

But the queen.

“The fight isn’t over,” Silas says.

“No,” I say, stepping forward. “But we are.”

Kaelen steps behind me, his hands sliding around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder. “Because we’re not just bound by magic.”

“We’re bound by choice,” I whisper.

And then—

I turn in his arms, my storm-colored eyes locking on his.

“Next time,” I say, voice low, “don’t stop.”

His breath hitches.

“Next time,” he says, voice rough, “I won’t.”

And I believe him.

Not because of the bond.

Not because of fate.

But because of the way he says it—like it’s a vow, like it’s truth, like it’s the only thing keeping him from drowning.

And then—

He kisses me.

And this time—

We don’t stop.