BackTorrent’s Claim

Chapter 50 - The First Truth

TORRENT

The first truth doesn’t come with a scream.

It comes with silence.

Not the quiet of peace. Not the hush of aftermath. But the stillness before the storm—the breath before the blade falls, the heartbeat before the shot rings out. The Aerie breathes differently now. Its wards pulse in slow, steady waves, like the chest of a sleeping beast. The corridors no longer echo with fear. The guards no longer flinch at shadows. The war is over. The Veil is dismantled. The law is written. The claim is made. And yet—

Here we are.

Still standing.

Still fighting.

Just not with blades.

The memory crystal hums against my skin, tucked beneath the fabric of my storm-gray dress, pressed flat against the bond sigil on my chest. It’s not just a relic. Not just a warning. It’s a key. And I’ve turned it.

I know what she is now.

Not a ghost. Not a vision. Not a trick of magic or memory.

She’s a mirror.

A reflection of every woman who came before me—strong, defiant, storm-eyed—who dared to stand in the Council’s shadow and say no. Who dared to look an Alpha in the eye and call him prisoner. Who dared to love a man who wore duty like armor, and paid for it with blood.

And Kaelen?

He’s not just the Wolf-Alpha.

He’s the cycle.

The man who reaches. The man who hesitates. The man who almost chooses love—

—and then lets the blade fall.

I press my palm flat against the sigil. The bond hums, warm and alive, syncing my pulse with his, even now, even here, even when he’s across the Aerie, overseeing the joint patrols. I can feel him—his focus, his strength, the low, guttural growl that vibrates through the stone when he commands. I can feel the truth in his touch, the honesty in his breath, the way his fangs press against his gums when he’s trying not to lose control.

But I can also feel the fear.

Not of war.

Not of rebellion.

But of her.

Of what she means. Of what she was. Of what he almost did.

And I know—

He’s afraid I’ll become her.

And he’s afraid he’ll become the man who kills me.

The Council chamber is not silent when I enter.

It’s waiting.

The circle of stone seats is full—twelve Councilors, three per species, their faces sharp with purpose, their voices low with tension. The witches sit in the center, their hands glowing faintly with ley-line energy. The Beast Courts to the left, fangs bared, their loyalty to Kaelen unshaken. The Silk Courts to the right, fractured still, but no longer united in opposition. Some watch with suspicion. Others with something dangerously close to respect.

And at the center?

Us.

Kaelen and I, side by side, our thrones level with the others. Equal. Not because of power. Not because of fear. But because of choice.

Silas stands at the edge of the circle, his dark eyes unreadable, his half-vampire scent laced with something I can’t name. Concern? Pride? Both? He doesn’t speak. Just studies me—my sharp jaw, my defiant eyes, the fire in my blood. And for the first time, I see it too.

Not just the avenger.

Not just the assassin.

But the queen.

“The Council is convened,” he says, voice low, official. “On this day, a new directive is issued: all memory crystals are to be scanned for anomalies. The Sanctum’s containment field is to be reinforced. And all personnel are to report any… *disturbances*… immediately.”

A murmur ripples through the chamber.

Not outrage. Not denial.

But tension.

Because they know.

They’ve seen the war. They’ve felt the bond. They’ve witnessed the claiming.

And now?

Now they are being asked to face something they can’t name.

“It could be a rogue hybrid,” a witch says, rising, her hands glowing. “One with power we’ve never seen.”

“Or a remnant of Cassian’s blood magic,” a vampire adds. “Something designed to mimic our magic. To deceive us.”

“Or,” a fae noble says, his silver eyes too much like mine, “it could be a memory. A ghost. A truth we buried too deep.”

I don’t speak.

Just press my palm flat against the bond sigil.

Because I know what it is.

It’s not a rogue. Not a remnant. Not a ghost.

It’s her.

The woman from the vision.

The one who remembers.

The one who was.

Kaelen turns to me, his gold eyes burning. “You took the crystal,” he says, voice low. Not a question. A statement.

I don’t deny it.

Just tilt my chin up, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “I claimed it.”

“And what did it show you?”

“The same thing it showed you,” I say, voice quiet. “The moment you reached for her.”

His breath hitches.

“I told you—”

“Not *told* me,” I interrupt. “*Showed* me. In the vision. In the memory. In the way your fingers trembled when you touched her.”

He goes still.

Not in denial.

Not in anger.

But in recognition.

He remembers.

“She wasn’t you,” he says, voice rough.

“No,” I say. “But she was *like* me. And you loved her.”

“I *pitied* her,” he growls. “She was a threat. A danger. The Council ordered her execution.”

“And you reached for her.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just looks away.

And in that moment—

I see it.

Not the Alpha. Not the King. Not the mate.

But the man.

The one who stood in the shadows, torn between duty and desire.

The one who almost chose love over law.

And failed.

“She’s not just a memory,” I say. “She’s a *pattern*. A cycle. And if we don’t break it—” My voice drops. “—then I’ll be the next one on my knees, and you’ll be the one with the blade.”

He turns back to me, his gold eyes burning. “I would never—”

“Not *you*,” I say. “But the Alpha. The King. The man who puts order above love. The man who *signed* my mother’s death warrant.”

He flinches.

Not from the words.

But from the truth.

“I didn’t sign it,” he says, voice low. “Cassian forged my name. I voted to spare her. But the Council overruled me. And Cassian—” His voice breaks. “—he made it look like I condemned her.”

I already know.

But hearing it—

Hearing him say it—

It’s different.

It’s real.

And it changes everything.

“Then break the cycle,” I say, stepping closer. “When she comes back, don’t hesitate. Don’t reach for her. Don’t *remember* her. Look at me. And choose *me*.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just cups my face, his thumb brushing my lip. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

And this time—

I don’t just believe it.

I am it.

Because some ghosts don’t haunt the dead.

They haunt the living.

And some truths—

Don’t need to be spoken.

They just need to be faced.

Later, in the war room—now the peace room, though no one says it out loud—I stand at the window, my back to the city, my storm-colored eyes scanning the Aerie. The shift is already happening. The old guards are being replaced. The wards are being rewritten. The records are being unsealed. And the Veil?

It’s being dismantled.

Not destroyed.

But repurposed.

Into a sanctuary. A school. A place where hybrids can learn, grow, live without fear.

Kaelen stands behind me, his hands sliding around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder. “You’re not afraid of her,” he says, voice rough.

I don’t turn.

Just lean into him, my body warm, steady, alive. “I’m afraid of what she’ll make you remember.”

“And what about what *I* need to feel?” he asks. “The bond—it’s not just magic, Torrent. It’s truth. And right now, it’s screaming at me that you’re hiding something.”

I close my eyes.

Because he’s right.

The bond does scream.

Not in pain.

But in fear.

Fear of what she’ll say.

Fear of what she’ll show him.

Fear of what he’ll remember.

“She said you loved her,” I whisper.

He tenses.

“I told you—”

“Not *loved*,” I interrupt. “*Love*. Present tense. She said you still love her.”

He goes still.

Not in denial.

Not in anger.

But in silence.

And that silence—

That’s the loudest scream of all.

“I love *you*,” he says, voice rough. “Only you. Always you.”

I turn in his arms, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “Then prove it,” I say. “When she comes back, don’t hesitate. Don’t reach for her. Don’t *remember* her. Look at me. And choose *me*.”

He doesn’t answer.

Just cups my face, his thumb brushing my lip. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

And this time—

I don’t just believe it.

I am it.

But even queens tremble.

Even queens doubt.

And even queens—

—fear the ghosts of loves that came before.

That night, I don’t go back to the chambers.

Not yet.

Instead, I go to the Sanctum.

Alone.

The memory crystals float, silent. The air hums with it—thick with ozone and new magic, the wards pulsing in steady, rhythmic waves. I press my palm to the stone, channeling a thread of my magic—not storm, not fire, but protection. A shield. A ward. A promise.

“If you’re coming,” I whisper, “you’ll have to go through me.”

And then—

I do something I’ve never done.

I summon the vision.

Not with touch.

Not with blood.

But with memory.

I close my eyes and think of her—storm-colored eyes, silver robes, the scar above her eyebrow. I think of Kaelen—gold eyes burning, fangs bared, the blade in his hand. I think of the moment he reached for her.

And the chamber shatters.

Not in space.

But in time.

The walls dissolve. The floor vanishes. The air thickens with the scent of blood and iron, of ancient magic and something… hungry. I’m standing in the room again—circular, carved from black stone, its walls lined with chains, its floor stained with centuries of sacrifice. In the center, she kneels—her face hidden, her silver robes torn, her hands bound in silver cuffs. And standing over her—

—is Kaelen.

Gold eyes slitted. Fangs bared. Claws extended. His body coiled tight, his voice a growl that shakes the stone.

“You’re a threat,” he says, voice rough. “To the Council. To the packs. To everything.”

“And you’re a prisoner,” she says, lifting her head. “Of your own fear. Of your own pride. Of the lies they’ve fed you.” She smiles—slow, dangerous. “But I see you, Kaelen. I see the man beneath the monster. And I’m not afraid of you.”

He growls.

But doesn’t strike.

Instead—

He reaches.

Just for a second.

Just enough for his fingers to brush the side of her face.

And then—

I step forward.

Not in the vision.

But in the Sanctum.

My hand snaps out—fast, precise—and I grab the crystal.

Not to destroy.

Not to hide.

But to claim.

“You’re not a warning,” I say, my voice low, raw. “You’re a memory. And I’m not afraid of you.”

The crystal pulses in my hand—warm, alive, mine.

And then—

It speaks.

Not in words.

But in truth.

You are not the first.

But you will be the last.

And I believe it.

Not because of the bond.

Not because of fate.

But because of the way it says it—like it’s a vow, like it’s truth, like it’s the only thing keeping me from drowning.

When I return to the chambers, Kaelen is waiting.

Standing at the window, his back to me, his storm-dark hair falling over broad shoulders, his body a map of scars and strength. The early light filters through the dome above, casting silver patterns across the floor, glinting off the bond sigil on his chest. He doesn’t turn. Doesn’t speak. Just watches the city below—its spires rising like bones from the earth, its wards pulsing in steady, rhythmic waves.

I don’t ask what he’s thinking.

I already know.

Power. Responsibility. The weight of a thousand eyes. The ghosts of those who died in the war. The ones who died before it. The ones who are still dying in the shadows, in the corners of the world we haven’t reached yet.

And me.

Always me.

I slide closer, my bare legs brushing his, my hand resting on the small of his back. He tenses—just for a second—then exhales, long and slow, like he’s been holding his breath for years.

“You’re not supposed to be here,” he says, voice rough.

“Neither are you,” I reply, pressing my palm flat against his spine. “But here we are.”

He turns.

His gold eyes burn in the dim light, narrow, slitted, the wolf close. But not angry. Not afraid. Just… seeing me. Really seeing me. Not the assassin. Not the avenger. Not the weapon. Not even the queen.

Just me.

“You’re not afraid of her,” he says, voice low.

“No,” I say, tilting my chin up, my storm-colored eyes locking on his. “I’m afraid of what she’ll make you remember.”

He doesn’t smile.

Just cups my face, his thumb brushing my lip. “You’re not just my mate,” he says, voice rough. “You’re my queen.”

And this time—

I don’t just believe it.

I am it.

Because some truths—

Don’t come with fire.

They come with silence.

And some choices—

Are not made in battle.

They are made in the quiet.

And some loves—

Are not proven with words.

But with the decision—

To let the blade fall…

Or to finally, finally—

—reach back.